tw depression //

i’m really sorry that i haven’t posted much. my brain has gotten to the point where i spend every day in a confused haze or hating myself for being incompetent until i’m exhausted. i don’t know how to get help for this.

if anyone has any tips that have helped with severe isolation or adhd.... please let me know.... i’ve contacted over 20 psychs trying to get meds but. no luck.

i’m. just trying to stay alive. i have things i want to do but... i can’t do it if i feel like i’m constantly in everyone’s way cos my brain doesn’t work right