
𝙀𝙛𝙨𝙪𝙣 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘿𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 ❞



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First, we will start with Yamaç.
So, previously in a very lengthy thread, I wrote in details about the tormentation that Yamaç suffered from on the hands of Kulkan.
And what was the aim of each torturing process
Well, now, we will discuss the aftermath of it all ...
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So, previously in a very lengthy thread, I wrote in details about the tormentation that Yamaç suffered from on the hands of Kulkan.
And what was the aim of each torturing process

Well, now, we will discuss the aftermath of it all ...
#EfYam
Kulkan's plan perfectly worked.
The lively Yamaç have become lifeless.
Walking around aimlessly without knowing what to do, what to say or even what to feel ...
So, he's roaming Çukur ... The place that he once knew but no longer do.
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The lively Yamaç have become lifeless.
Walking around aimlessly without knowing what to do, what to say or even what to feel ...
So, he's roaming Çukur ... The place that he once knew but no longer do.
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His face barely show any sign that he feels anything & that is thanks to Kulkan
He managed to erase Yamaç's identity
And by doing so, he erased his emotions & feelings along with it
And now ...
We only get confusion, blankness, emptiness from this new version of Yamaç
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He managed to erase Yamaç's identity
And by doing so, he erased his emotions & feelings along with it
And now ...
We only get confusion, blankness, emptiness from this new version of Yamaç
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About the hands that are clasped in front of the body ...
So, did you notice that Yamaç always (while standing) clasp his hands in front of his body
And this behavior is new to him. He embraced it when he escaped the place where Kulkan tortured him in.
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So, did you notice that Yamaç always (while standing) clasp his hands in front of his body

And this behavior is new to him. He embraced it when he escaped the place where Kulkan tortured him in.
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This is the body language of the old Yamaç that we all know ...
Hands clasped behind the back.
This posture displays that he doesn't need to protect himself & not afraid to be attacked.
And that what Yamaç was like, fearless and superior.
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Hands clasped behind the back.
This posture displays that he doesn't need to protect himself & not afraid to be attacked.
And that what Yamaç was like, fearless and superior.
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But now ...
Yamaç's hands are always clasped & in front of him.
This gesture illustrate that Yamaç is exercising some sort of 'self-restraint'.
So, he's symbolically ‘clenching’ himself back & withholding a negative reaction.
And in Y case, it's anxiety & frustration.
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Yamaç's hands are always clasped & in front of him.
This gesture illustrate that Yamaç is exercising some sort of 'self-restraint'.
So, he's symbolically ‘clenching’ himself back & withholding a negative reaction.
And in Y case, it's anxiety & frustration.
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The human body respond to the changes that it goes through & that's why Yamaç's body is responding to them this way.
Portraying weakness instead of strength.
Because security is lost in this new form of him.
And safety seems out of reach ...
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Portraying weakness instead of strength.
Because security is lost in this new form of him.
And safety seems out of reach ...
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Yamaç have a long way to restore his memory.
His identity was erased by torturing him & therefore he lost it all. His memory as well as emotions.
As he's restoring it step by step ...
He's tripping with the old memories & they are blocking ...
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His identity was erased by torturing him & therefore he lost it all. His memory as well as emotions.
As he's restoring it step by step ...
He's tripping with the old memories & they are blocking ...
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Now Yamaç is fighting the barriers
that are blocking his way ...
But I think that what will trigger him in restoring his memory is seeing the person who is the reason why he is damaged in the first place ...
And that is Kulkan himself.
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But I think that what will trigger him in restoring his memory is seeing the person who is the reason why he is damaged in the first place ...
And that is Kulkan himself.
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Seeing or hearing Kulkan will have a massive affect on Yamaç.
Surely, first it will be bad, as Y will recall the horrible torture that he endured.
But then he can get over it.
Yet, recall how he responded to that guy in the restaurant, when he tried to attack him
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Surely, first it will be bad, as Y will recall the horrible torture that he endured.
But then he can get over it.
Yet, recall how he responded to that guy in the restaurant, when he tried to attack him

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Well, expect a much more dramatic scene.
Because last time Y saw K was many years ago where he (Kulkan) broke Yamaç both physically & mentally.
With that being said, imagine how will Yamaç react to seeing Kulkan
Yamaç will breakdown.
But hopefully, not for long.
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Because last time Y saw K was many years ago where he (Kulkan) broke Yamaç both physically & mentally.
With that being said, imagine how will Yamaç react to seeing Kulkan

Yamaç will breakdown.
But hopefully, not for long.
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Yamaç needs time to process what have happened to him. To put back the pieces together in order to see the bigger picture.
He can't save Efsun because emotionally he's empty.
He knows her name but what he feels for her is lost in the darkness that consumed him ...
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He can't save Efsun because emotionally he's empty.
He knows her name but what he feels for her is lost in the darkness that consumed him ...
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The old Yamaç that we know wouldn't sit back & let time pass by ...
He won't give up. He would look for her everywhere.
But this is the broken Yamaç.
He's still not free from the chains
that are imprisoning him in the place where Kulkan used to torture him in.
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He won't give up. He would look for her everywhere.
But this is the broken Yamaç.
He's still not free from the chains

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For now ...
We will follow Yamaç's journey of recovery. It will surely need some time as well as effort.
Because you can't expect him to remember everything & have his strength back both mentally & physically in just one day
You can't rush it ...
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We will follow Yamaç's journey of recovery. It will surely need some time as well as effort.
Because you can't expect him to remember everything & have his strength back both mentally & physically in just one day

You can't rush it ...
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That's why you are getting these scenes. To show you that he didn't recover from anything.
Not yet ...
Actually, the symptoms of that torture is still vividly present in Yamaç's life.
The simple things became hard on him ...
He's fading away ...
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Not yet ...
Actually, the symptoms of that torture is still vividly present in Yamaç's life.
The simple things became hard on him ...
He's fading away ...
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Yamaç's emptiness is obvious ...
It won't be filled nor repaired by only his family
He needs Efsun & his daughter to summon the strength that can get him back to his own normality ...
For now, it's like he's watching himself from the outside ...
Not feeling anything.
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It won't be filled nor repaired by only his family
He needs Efsun & his daughter to summon the strength that can get him back to his own normality ...
For now, it's like he's watching himself from the outside ...
Not feeling anything.
#EfYam
Recall the Simay thing with Efsun in the last episode
Well, in this week the scene was to shed light on how Efsun is clenching to her new identity "Simay" & preventing anyone from reminding her real identity.
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Well, in this week the scene was to shed light on how Efsun is clenching to her new identity "Simay" & preventing anyone from reminding her real identity.
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Because the changes were hard on Efsun & remembering her old life brought her nothing but pain ...
She created for herself a new identity.
With the name "Simay".
That had 0 relation to the past life that she once lived.
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She created for herself a new identity.
With the name "Simay".
That had 0 relation to the past life that she once lived.
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If anyone mention the name Efsun, she'll snap. And that's what happened with Nizam
Saying her name is like opening a gate to her old memories.
Memories she can no longer see as she's constantly forcing herself to forget them all.
Burying them in the past.
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Saying her name is like opening a gate to her old memories.
Memories she can no longer see as she's constantly forcing herself to forget them all.
Burying them in the past.
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Many think that Efsun seeing Yamaç for the first time after all those years will be great.
Well, I don't.
As we saw how Efsun reacted to anything from her past, surely seeing Yamaç will remind of the reasons why she's in this living hell that is her current life.
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Well, I don't.
As we saw how Efsun reacted to anything from her past, surely seeing Yamaç will remind of the reasons why she's in this living hell that is her current life.
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If I have to write based on Efsun's character with everything that I'm seeing, then it's hard for her to simply welcome Yamaç back into her life.
Look you need to take her addiction seriously. Love sometimes isn't enough if you're battling against something like this.
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Look you need to take her addiction seriously. Love sometimes isn't enough if you're battling against something like this.
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Add to it that she's an alcoholic 
Dr*g addiction
is a serious trouble. But when you add to it the fact that she's an alcoholic in the equation, you simply made things ×1000 worse.
Mixing these two things together will result in nothing but chaos ...
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Dr*g addiction

Mixing these two things together will result in nothing but chaos ...
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Efsun needs to fix herself in order to fix anyone else.
Especially, Yamaç.
As long as her system & body is fully loaded on
and
...
Then expect the unexpected.
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Especially, Yamaç.
As long as her system & body is fully loaded on


Then expect the unexpected.
#EfYam