There are literally so many streams I want to hang in, but my social energy is always so capped. The truth is that I am also: s c a r e d.
I get anxious about saying hi and not being able to stay in chat for too long (even though I am never even close to bothered when people do that in my stream.)
And it feels like I should be “on” and putting my best foot forward if I do start chatting which stresses me the heck out because it takes a lot of work for me to be social.
Long story short: I hope you - you who are reading this - understand where I’m coming from and never fret about me not being around and chatty as often as I wish I was. I love you, okay.

That goes for anyone who comes in and out of my chat as well. No matter how long it’s been. No matter how short of a time you can stay. I like seeing you pop in.
