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A story about an anon...
All before my 30th I once had it all.
Married to a beautiful woman
A new baby boy
2 new cars I bought w/ cash
A home in one of the richest suburbs in
A successful 6+ figure career leading a team of 20
I had friends
I had fam
...but...
All before my 30th I once had it all.
Married to a beautiful woman
A new baby boy
2 new cars I bought w/ cash
A home in one of the richest suburbs in
A successful 6+ figure career leading a team of 20
I had friends
I had fam
...but...
I didnât have God
I had no faith
I ran through life like every cringe internet meme we trade on twitter
I was:
The consoomer
The gamer
The normie
The coomer
Every degenerate evil thing I now despise.
The only good thing about myself was my family, and my work ethic...
I had no faith
I ran through life like every cringe internet meme we trade on twitter
I was:
The consoomer
The gamer
The normie
The coomer
Every degenerate evil thing I now despise.
The only good thing about myself was my family, and my work ethic...
My grit and undying ability to work hard is how I achieved my current fizeek & the success in my past life.
It was the last quiver in my bow.
It wasnât something from me which I once believed.
My work ethic was a gift from God himself.
He revealed that to me in time...
It was the last quiver in my bow.
It wasnât something from me which I once believed.
My work ethic was a gift from God himself.
He revealed that to me in time...
You see,
Like many people I grew up in a home of violence.
And while I love my parents now, I never knew what a normal life looked like.
Since I was a small child I wanted to run far away from home, never look back, & build my own family.
One of love.
Somewhere I felt loved.
Like many people I grew up in a home of violence.
And while I love my parents now, I never knew what a normal life looked like.
Since I was a small child I wanted to run far away from home, never look back, & build my own family.
One of love.
Somewhere I felt loved.
And so I did.
I married the girl of my dreams.
Made a new fam of our own, and a fam with hers.
My son brought joy to my heart.
He split my soul in two, and the day he was born Iâve never even breathed air the same.
For his life was mine.
I married the girl of my dreams.
Made a new fam of our own, and a fam with hers.
My son brought joy to my heart.
He split my soul in two, and the day he was born Iâve never even breathed air the same.
For his life was mine.
Unfortunately,
I ran through life too fast.
An arrow without direction.
I pointed not at God, but at escaping a life.
I forgot to stop & give grace.
To be honest, I never thought to.
I wasnât the man I shouldâve been.
I didnât kneel before God to thank him for salvation.
I ran through life too fast.
An arrow without direction.
I pointed not at God, but at escaping a life.
I forgot to stop & give grace.
To be honest, I never thought to.
I wasnât the man I shouldâve been.
I didnât kneel before God to thank him for salvation.
While my family slept at night I poured late hours into a wage cage.
I chased a power career that took my soul.
I let the influence I wielded in cubicle land inflate my ego.
I let women of the office consume my worst intentions.
It hurts to talk about, because I hurt so many.
I chased a power career that took my soul.
I let the influence I wielded in cubicle land inflate my ego.
I let women of the office consume my worst intentions.
It hurts to talk about, because I hurt so many.
I ended up failing my family.
Failing my wife.
Letting down my one year old son.
For nothing.
I lost my home.
I was served divorced papers.
I lost my savings.
I died that day.
Failing my wife.
Letting down my one year old son.
For nothing.
I lost my home.
I was served divorced papers.
I lost my savings.
I died that day.
Perhaps the most painful memory, is remembering the last time I saw my son saying, âgoodbye, daddyâ as he always would as he closed the front doors of our home, barely able to walk.
But seeing me leave as I left for work.
To be a fraud of a man.
But seeing me leave as I left for work.
To be a fraud of a man.
My entire life I slept walk.
I was not an activist.
I wasnât a slacker.
I cared nothing for politics.
I just consumed; NetFlix, craft breweries, women, materialistic nothingness.
I could tell you nothing about being a man, except for what I knew about sports.
I was not an activist.
I wasnât a slacker.
I cared nothing for politics.
I just consumed; NetFlix, craft breweries, women, materialistic nothingness.
I could tell you nothing about being a man, except for what I knew about sports.
I couldnât tell you what it meant to be a father.
Couldnât tell you a single page about the Bible.
I couldnât speak to being a loving husband, as I neglected my duty.
I couldnât tell you how to be honest, I wasnât.
I had a God shaped hole in my heart.
Couldnât tell you a single page about the Bible.
I couldnât speak to being a loving husband, as I neglected my duty.
I couldnât tell you how to be honest, I wasnât.
I had a God shaped hole in my heart.
When you lose everything you ever love a few things can happen, and Iâve seen the worst of it...
I first felt sorry for myself, so I sought out brothers,
My friends and fam had abandoned me, so I needed to see who else was there.
I first felt sorry for myself, so I sought out brothers,
My friends and fam had abandoned me, so I needed to see who else was there.
I saw men stuck in first gear, men who wallowed in their pity.
I saw men in reverse, hitting the bottle, and then being admitted to psychiatric wards.
Iâve seen men in 2nd gear in the worst way, philandering with the worst women and repeating their sad stories.
I saw men in reverse, hitting the bottle, and then being admitted to psychiatric wards.
Iâve seen men in 2nd gear in the worst way, philandering with the worst women and repeating their sad stories.
Iâve been in all sorts of those spots, the darkest spots for brief moments, but for the most part I kept pushing, even when I wanted to die.
I thought about it at times in the beginning.
Iâd hit the bottle for a couple years, getting sloppy.
Trying to erase pain.
I thought about it at times in the beginning.
Iâd hit the bottle for a couple years, getting sloppy.
Trying to erase pain.
I never felt pain like that.
When God takes away everything you love, because of the malevolence of your own evil hands, and the malice of your heart, it is actually a gift.
Because for the first time in my life I knew why I existed, and what I had.
When God takes away everything you love, because of the malevolence of your own evil hands, and the malice of your heart, it is actually a gift.
Because for the first time in my life I knew why I existed, and what I had.
I was a man that once had it all.
The real meme I was, was the guy we talk about when we say,
âWeâre gonna make it.â
I made it.
I just got lucky.
Then I threw it all away, because I was a blind bastard.
The real meme I was, was the guy we talk about when we say,
âWeâre gonna make it.â
I made it.
I just got lucky.
Then I threw it all away, because I was a blind bastard.
I shitpost on twitter all the time.
I write tweets as lessons to myself, reminders has I walk a path of redemption.
My life is on the same trajectory, but now I know why.
I hope that younger, maybe older too, and far smarter/better men than I read this and take heed.
I write tweets as lessons to myself, reminders has I walk a path of redemption.
My life is on the same trajectory, but now I know why.
I hope that younger, maybe older too, and far smarter/better men than I read this and take heed.
I often wish someone taught me what it meant to be a man.
What it meant to be a patriarch.
How it felt to be loved by God.
How it felt to love God.
What the point of your family was.
What my job as husband & father was.
A career is something, but family is everything.
What it meant to be a patriarch.
How it felt to be loved by God.
How it felt to love God.
What the point of your family was.
What my job as husband & father was.
A career is something, but family is everything.
Bless my old man, but by the grace of God I will teach my boy everything Iâm learning to repair my soul.
He will be a far greater man than I.
And I hope for whoever reads this, that you take heed and be wary of a directionless life.
Complacency can kill you.
He will be a far greater man than I.
And I hope for whoever reads this, that you take heed and be wary of a directionless life.
Complacency can kill you.
Having no values or structure can be filled with the worst of this world.
The seven sins, or god forbid, the leftist vision of modernity and new word order utopia.
An empty promise of a Disney-esque fairytale.
Iâm telling you now, itâs empty, and leads to ruin.
That was me.
The seven sins, or god forbid, the leftist vision of modernity and new word order utopia.
An empty promise of a Disney-esque fairytale.
Iâm telling you now, itâs empty, and leads to ruin.
That was me.
I love being in this corner of twitter, it gives me hope to see men of faith and fitness adjacent.
Warriors who were raised by good men, I can see whatâs possible, what can be for my son, and future sons, and god willing, me.
I grew up without it; like going to war w/o armor.
Warriors who were raised by good men, I can see whatâs possible, what can be for my son, and future sons, and god willing, me.
I grew up without it; like going to war w/o armor.
I may have lost a battle, but not the war.
My fellow anons, and men alike, never forget these lessons Iâve picked up:
- honor God, first and always
- protect and provide for your wife and children
- work hard
- train hard
- dress well
- be a man
Rage against the modern world.
My fellow anons, and men alike, never forget these lessons Iâve picked up:
- honor God, first and always
- protect and provide for your wife and children
- work hard
- train hard
- dress well
- be a man
Rage against the modern world.
