the worst side effects of my eating disorder over the course of a year: a thread (bc some of y'all are getting too proana)
- stomach issues
oh my god i cannot get througj a single day without horrible bloating and stomach pain from the tiniest meals !! am literally in pain 24/7 because of this it is so awful and the bloating feels even worse bc dysmorphia
oh my god i cannot get througj a single day without horrible bloating and stomach pain from the tiniest meals !! am literally in pain 24/7 because of this it is so awful and the bloating feels even worse bc dysmorphia
- metabolism is so so fucked
this past weekend i ate around 1800 calories each day and gained Literally five pounds. five. and the entire month of january i was restricting to the point that i should've lost ~5lbs and i lost a single pound. ur metabolism gets So fucked up
this past weekend i ate around 1800 calories each day and gained Literally five pounds. five. and the entire month of january i was restricting to the point that i should've lost ~5lbs and i lost a single pound. ur metabolism gets So fucked up
- you become a dick
no Fr i get so angry so much more easily now- i'm so constantly in a bad mood i just snap at my parents and friends and don't put any time or energy into maintaining relationships bc i'm so consumed by my ed. i lost a whole friend group lol
no Fr i get so angry so much more easily now- i'm so constantly in a bad mood i just snap at my parents and friends and don't put any time or energy into maintaining relationships bc i'm so consumed by my ed. i lost a whole friend group lol
- binging !!!
now this isn't for everyone and ofc i have it worse than some ppl bc my eating disorder is based around binging/restricting, but binging is the actual shittiest feeling ever. i can't even describe it you just feel gross and bloated it's so awful.
now this isn't for everyone and ofc i have it worse than some ppl bc my eating disorder is based around binging/restricting, but binging is the actual shittiest feeling ever. i can't even describe it you just feel gross and bloated it's so awful.
- binging cont.
also bc of binging as a side effect my ed isn't even doing what it wants to ?? more effective weight loss would've come from eating a substantial amount and working out. binging sucks so bad u do not want it lol
also bc of binging as a side effect my ed isn't even doing what it wants to ?? more effective weight loss would've come from eating a substantial amount and working out. binging sucks so bad u do not want it lol
- you lose ur personality
maybe we r getting a bit more personal with this one but i don't have a personality outside of my eating disorder now. if you asked me to describe myself my mind goes straight to my ed-- i don't have any distinguishable traits now
maybe we r getting a bit more personal with this one but i don't have a personality outside of my eating disorder now. if you asked me to describe myself my mind goes straight to my ed-- i don't have any distinguishable traits now
- it consumes you wholly
grades ? down omg all i do is sleep and cheat and cry i have an essay that's worth half of my class grade due i one day and it's 2200 words and i haven't started writing it yet. all i know is wake up cry about body and binge i have no life outside of it
grades ? down omg all i do is sleep and cheat and cry i have an essay that's worth half of my class grade due i one day and it's 2200 words and i haven't started writing it yet. all i know is wake up cry about body and binge i have no life outside of it
- all you think about is food
im not joking when i say that most of my dreams are about food- it's so constantly on my mind. when i wake up im thinking about When and What to eat, when i go to bed i'm planning out the next day. it's distracting and it Sucks
im not joking when i say that most of my dreams are about food- it's so constantly on my mind. when i wake up im thinking about When and What to eat, when i go to bed i'm planning out the next day. it's distracting and it Sucks
that's all i have this is mostly aimed at ppl who r being super proana or literally Anyone from tiktok bc u mfs are horrible ty goodbye