Working with the public, it appears that my luck ran out

yesterday i tested positive for COVID-19

gonna make a brief thread on my experience and I'll update as anything changes
A lot of people want to know how i got it. it's interesting to watch this anxiety manifest in people. A lot of good-natured people are quick to victim-blame here

I didn't do anything differently, and i don't know how i got it, but two of my coworkers tested+ so likely from them
It's asp interesting how everyone is giving me advice. It's like they've prepared for this for so long they're excited to bowl me over with their knowledge.

i will actually just do what my doctor recommends. I'm not obese, i have no threatening conditions.
A potentially dangerous avenue of thought is that while everyone around me was getting sick I was fine UP UNTIL i quit nicotine a week ago. Almost immediately i got sick. Might be no cause here, but nicotine receptors have been shown to play a role in covid19
A quick rundown of my symptoms:

Muscle soreness, especially jaw, back, shoulders, and even my face muscles

Persistent headache around my crown. Pressure behind my eyes.

Vision is dragging, difficult to think, difficult to focus.
I also have a low grade (99.8F) fever and body chills.

The worst part is the headache and muscle weakness. My body barely wants to support itself

Notably absent symptoms: my taste and smell are fine. No throat problems. No nasal problems. a light chest cough but not bad.
I have persistent fatigue but can't seem to sleep for more than 3-5 hours at a time before i wake up

Low appetite but i've been feeding anyway.

Continuing to take vitamins, esp D, multivitamin, and metals
Now, I got sick QUICK

I never get sick so i'm always sensitive to feeling off. the day before i had some mild muscle pain and a tight jaw, the next morning i had a light cough, and by that afternoon I was miserable enough that I was quite certain it was the coronavirus
When i got the news that I was positive, i surprisingly felt... relieved

I'd been so careful working with the public for almost a year, i was exhausted with it all. Finally having the virus it was nice to feel like 'i'm getting this over with'

(i know there are other strains)
I find the discomfort is a useful subject for meditation. I've been using my internal complaining voice as a trigger to embody my experience, and paired with gendlin focusing, I find it to be a very useful practice!

I am quite grateful for the opportunity
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