To manifest the reality you prefer to experience, you must hold the vision of that reality despite outside circumstances. The outside circumstances in the now, are the reflection of your (and collective) past states of consciousness.
It is of utmost importance then, to have unwavering faith, knowing, and confidence of a Creator that you are, that you are manifesting the reality you prefer.
Throwing a towel because the outer reality doesn't match your preferred reality is an expression of lack of confidence in your own creative powers. In a sense, it is akin planting seeds in the garden and giving up because the seeds do not germinate exactly when you want them to.
The seeds will germinate on their own (Divine Timing). They only need your TLC. A mustard seed of unwavering faith can move mountains. The best is yet to come.