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God I'm so uncultured and I really feel left out because of it, I've always been bullied my entire life for not knowing about certain things. I don't know how to play chess, checkers or monopoly and I don't even know how to fish. Most my education was in French and I
God I'm so uncultured and I really feel left out because of it, I've always been bullied my entire life for not knowing about certain things. I don't know how to play chess, checkers or monopoly and I don't even know how to fish. Most my education was in French and I
gotta catch up fast. I really wish I was educated about certain things because I really don't understand current things going on so I'm usually scared to reply to something political/something I'm not educated about. I've been bullied many times in my life and as cliche as it sou
nds, it really hit me mentally. It's why I started learning how to edit and grew a platform, I wanted to feel somewhat included in this world. For the longest time in my life, I've felt this way and didn't express it to anyone. I was scared I would be laughed at or something.
Fun fact: I don't know how to play football or baseball and my teachers got mad at me years ago for that reason. I'm confused about so many things in the world and I never got educated about those things (and if I was educated, I was educated poorly)
I was never accepted into anything and always felt excluded. I wish I could feel included in friend groups, without being laughed at for the way I was educated
Finally, recently, I've seen a lot of jokes about french people on my timeline and when I told people that it hurt me as a person who was taught most things in my life in French. They would keep the tweet up and reply with a simple "L" as if I were joking or laugh at me.
It's shit like this that heavily makes me feel excluded. Seeing my own mutuals tweet these things and laugh at me as if I'm joking. I'm super lonely nowadays and I just sit down, bored as fuck on my computer now.
I always am confused about jokes people make and I really have a fear of asking for context because I feel like I'll be laughed at.
So yeah, that's my life state right now. I still don't understand many things americans would and I've tried to educate myself but I never have the time to.
