i can’t do this anymore. it’s now been 10 months of me pushing my mind and body to its limit to “get through” the pandemic

obviously none of us expected it to go on for this long so it’s understandable if some of us have gained unhealthy routines

i work this hard because it was extremely traumatising for me at the start of the pandemic to suddenly run out of money, in an unfamiliar country, not have a home and have to return to a lifestyle i quit

i work this hard so i can feel safe

the algorithms have made it so your income becomes stagnant or reduced if you do not continue to work a certain way

and no not just social media! adult entertainers get the added onlyfans % and myfreecams cam score dictating their success

i need more people to be aware of this. i think all adult entertainers do.

don’t see someone you like on your feed anymore? maybe they’re taking a break? search them see how you can still support them whilst they do (even a simple retweet of old posts)

balance is *so* important

i had a huge breakdown before i quit sex work full time in 2016/2017 and my priority became my mental health

i read the book “4 hour work week” which taught me how simple my routine could be and how i could travel at the same time

i know balance well.

but i wanted to push myself through this pandemic because i didn’t expect my life to be like this for longer than 6 months.

what i’m saying here is ^ it’s now been 10 and i’ve had enough. this industry and the way to success is extremely flawed.