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I have trouble grounding. It's hard for me to 'take care of myself'. Cause I simply don't know how to believe in the realness of the tangible; it doesn't make sense. I try to remember, but then I forget again.
And it makes me laugh: I'm being asked to 'care for my bank account'. 'dress well'. 'start looking around and find a husband'. 'stop scaring people off'.
But I'm not doing anything. All I can do is just be. Here.
But I'm not doing anything. All I can do is just be. Here.
I do not want to have any contempt or arrogance for anything; I want to participate in all that's real. But none of these scripts are real & touch me on any level. And I can't participate in pretending that dead matter isn't dead; it's ridiculous. Genuinely makes me laugh.
What I feel as real is, being in the moment and touching a human that's near. Talking with them, experiencing their energy. Helping them if I can. Feeling things. Creating a world within.
Matter feels weird. Like, it's kinda cute, but what's the use?
Matter feels weird. Like, it's kinda cute, but what's the use?
I gotta work on that. I gotta engage and believe in matter, too. Cause it's a temporary & precious gift.
If I make it mine, if I do what I want with it, I'll get a good grip on the tangible. Cause I don't want to leave unchanged. Would be stupid.
If I make it mine, if I do what I want with it, I'll get a good grip on the tangible. Cause I don't want to leave unchanged. Would be stupid.
Body is the anchor.
Gotta manage to stay and be attentive. And to 'take care'.
Gotta manage to stay and be attentive. And to 'take care'.
