Fourth miscarriage. ....Fuck.

Thanks, all. It was a “Christmas surprise!” and then....

Friend of mine said she had friends who went through the same and they all said how lonely it was. I thought about it and yes, of course miscarriage is lonely. It’s sitting on a toilet, passing tissue, and fishing that tissue out to examine it. And that’s the baby you wanted.

I honestly wasn’t going to go public about this but fuck. It’s so lonely. It’s literally sitting alone in a bathroom letting yourself bleed. I need the support. Every person who experiences pregnancy loss does.

As far as needles injected I feel like I did okay?