I have a “loud mom” and this thread reminds me of her. She can’t rlly control herself and I don’t think she ever will try to. We have good times but its hard sometimes knowing she doesn’t know much about me and what I’ve been through from other being in bad relationships https://twitter.com/kaylaancrum/status/1349153410726174720
I don’t think she’ll ever be able to listen to me the way I actually want her too. And I’m fine with that, cause I don’t rlly want her to find out just how much bad shit I’ve been through. She’s told me once about almost being hurt by a man she knew but defending herself and
I’m glad she trusted me with that info. I never thought we’d get close enough for that experience. But I know I can’t tell her my stuff because she just won’t be able to handle it, mentally and physically. And I’m fine with that I want to protect her even if she’s hurt me.
Anyways I’m happy. I usted to be my saddest when I was going through that stuff but a lot has changed since that. I’m still scared something will happen again cause I see the person often (the other person I haven’t seen since) but I think they’re more scared of me lol, so I
Don’t worry too much about that asshole