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I get alot of "i don't know how you do your job" or "i couldn't do your job".
I could say the same for alot of other roles in the job but there are times where i to feel like i couldn't do my job & thats when i need to take a step back. This job below was one of those jobs! Like https://twitter.com/DC_Defective/status/1348661467613196288
I could say the same for alot of other roles in the job but there are times where i to feel like i couldn't do my job & thats when i need to take a step back. This job below was one of those jobs! Like https://twitter.com/DC_Defective/status/1348661467613196288
2) all indecent image investigations i deal with the most difficult part is the grading of the images. This is where we go through the images & categorise them then follow up with a written schedule to describe in detail a cross section of the images to be read if needs
3) be by those at court so they shouldn't need to show the images. The grading for this investigation was one which led to me seeking counciling from a specific video. 1 video, 19 seconds. Out of 100000s of videos & images i have seen. 19 seconds that made me stand up say i am
4) done for the day, no more. This is why these cases can sometimes take a while because i have to look after my own wellbeing when doing this part of an investigation.The biggest thing i have learnt in this job is NOT to bottle things up but talk about things,talking really does
5) help. I have access to councillors, support, colleagues & regularly have to get a psychological to make sure i am ok, coping etc. This is how i do my job & for the most part i love it obviously not the above bit. There are jobs i couldn't do. AFO? I couldn't do your job! But
6) thats the thing about the police there literally is a role out there for everyone. Sometimes you need to look for it, sometimes you accidentally fall into the role like i did. But thats a part of my role, one of the hardest bits & how i cope with it. Thanks for reading 
