The first time I was tasked with switching off a patients ventilator, they were surrounded by their loved ones who held their hands whilst they breathed their last.
The last time I did the same, it was me, a doctor and the pts relative on face time.
Mark my words, it never ever

Gets easier, it stays with you. Those last minutes as you wait for the last signs of electrical activity seem like hours.
There will be an insurmountable cost to those you are calling heroes. When the last patient is discharge and life returns to “normal” we will still be living

It.
The government, those who made an enemy of truth because maintaining personal comfort was more important..this is on you.
You made your choices, we will bear the consequences.