First year of uni

I had a breakdown

Life was absolutely horrible.

Failing school,
Fighting with parents,
Working jobs I hated,
Horrible financial position,
Drugs, parties, wrong crowds

Dark circles under my eyes
Ego taking over my soul

This wasn't life I wanted to live
Ever since I was a kid,

I knew when the time would come, I would have to step up

At 13 I tasted online money

But I decided to stop the online world to pursue uni

I hated every aspect of my life

I was being someone who I really wasn't
After first semester

I had a horrible breakdown

I had a fight with my father that makes me cringe to this day

I was nearly arrested at school

I didn't want to look my parents in the eyes
My best friend from grade 3 hit me up

Told him everything

He took me out that same weekend and got me a journal

I said wtf do I do with this?

He said "write out what you want in life and keep asking yourself why"

So I did it.

Again

And

Again

And

Again
It was an accumulation of this downward spiral that I got fed up with

It's a feeling I know many of you have

Just cause you're at rock bottom doesn't mean you gotta stay there

I had someone to pull me out

I had someone to reground me

And I took initiative to step up
Journaling helped change my life

I haven't stopped Journaling and drawing to this day

Draw out your thinking patterns

Write out your thoughts

Catch those negative loops and break free

Low vibration is you operating at 1% of your true potential
P.s I know my homie reading this

The one that got me the book

Love you forever
P.p.s

My dumb ass was also an atheist at the time

There are no happy atheist

Grateful I became God conscious again
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