First year of uni
I had a breakdown
Life was absolutely horrible.
Failing school,
Fighting with parents,
Working jobs I hated,
Horrible financial position,
Drugs, parties, wrong crowds
Dark circles under my eyes
Ego taking over my soul
This wasn't life I wanted to live
I had a breakdown
Life was absolutely horrible.
Failing school,
Fighting with parents,
Working jobs I hated,
Horrible financial position,
Drugs, parties, wrong crowds
Dark circles under my eyes
Ego taking over my soul
This wasn't life I wanted to live
Ever since I was a kid,
I knew when the time would come, I would have to step up
At 13 I tasted online money
But I decided to stop the online world to pursue uni
I hated every aspect of my life
I was being someone who I really wasn't
I knew when the time would come, I would have to step up
At 13 I tasted online money
But I decided to stop the online world to pursue uni
I hated every aspect of my life
I was being someone who I really wasn't
After first semester
I had a horrible breakdown
I had a fight with my father that makes me cringe to this day
I was nearly arrested at school
I didn't want to look my parents in the eyes
I had a horrible breakdown
I had a fight with my father that makes me cringe to this day
I was nearly arrested at school
I didn't want to look my parents in the eyes
My best friend from grade 3 hit me up
Told him everything
He took me out that same weekend and got me a journal
I said wtf do I do with this?
He said "write out what you want in life and keep asking yourself why"
So I did it.
Again
And
Again
And
Again
Told him everything
He took me out that same weekend and got me a journal
I said wtf do I do with this?
He said "write out what you want in life and keep asking yourself why"
So I did it.
Again
And
Again
And
Again
It was an accumulation of this downward spiral that I got fed up with
It's a feeling I know many of you have
Just cause you're at rock bottom doesn't mean you gotta stay there
I had someone to pull me out
I had someone to reground me
And I took initiative to step up
It's a feeling I know many of you have
Just cause you're at rock bottom doesn't mean you gotta stay there
I had someone to pull me out
I had someone to reground me
And I took initiative to step up
Journaling helped change my life
I haven't stopped Journaling and drawing to this day
Draw out your thinking patterns
Write out your thoughts
Catch those negative loops and break free
Low vibration is you operating at 1% of your true potential
I haven't stopped Journaling and drawing to this day
Draw out your thinking patterns
Write out your thoughts
Catch those negative loops and break free
Low vibration is you operating at 1% of your true potential
P.s I know my homie reading this
The one that got me the book
Love you forever
The one that got me the book
Love you forever
P.p.s
My dumb ass was also an atheist at the time
There are no happy atheist
Grateful I became God conscious again
My dumb ass was also an atheist at the time
There are no happy atheist
Grateful I became God conscious again