I need to pop off for a minute.

Fundy xtians pride themselves on their self-hatred. It’s as if the more self hate they have, the better a xtian they are. The twisted shit is, the measure they judge people is based off of how much a person loves themselves.

Most of their message is someone understanding their wretched nature and how wicked they truly are. But that concept is challenged when a non-xtian is a genuinely good person. They then convince themselves that person is just incredibly vain.

I’m so done with the theological belief of total depravity. Like I’ve been done. But it’s inexcusable. It is the core of mental health abuse in the church. To be taught to totally not trust yourself and have an unsafe attachment to yourself. There’s no good news in that.