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Omg this made me so emotional, k story time: (a thread)
Ever since 2018, I stumbled upon Enstars. Considering I'm in a ton of fandoms that time, I didn't really payed that much attention. Though I stumbled upon the game, I tried to look for a trans bc I was (am) still learning- https://twitter.com/WavyThorn/status/1345321023244173312
Ever since 2018, I stumbled upon Enstars. Considering I'm in a ton of fandoms that time, I didn't really payed that much attention. Though I stumbled upon the game, I tried to look for a trans bc I was (am) still learning- https://twitter.com/WavyThorn/status/1345321023244173312
jp. Then I read the kiseki series. I first liked Hiyori, I like his quirkiness, his personality, how he uses his name as wordplay, I like how much he looks carefree yet so perceiving. I became an EveP. Then Revenge match came, looking back I never really payed that much-
Attention to Adam before bc I was still obsessing over Hiyori. But I do know that he really holds Nagisa dear to him and of course, that time he was still suspicious of Ibara. So I started becoming suspicious of him. I wasn't actually comfortable with his whole-
Military-esque persona so I didn't really payed much attention to him other than he is on the outside. Then SS came, we realised he was just really conditioned that way due to him growing up like that and he said that he was underserving, y know, the down to earth talk he always-
Does. So yeah. I was with hiyori for a while, though I was wondering, "hey? Y aren't there that much Eden content?" then the I saw that Eden wasn't really a permanent thing yet. I was really down, so much that I focused on other fandoms that I was kinda neglecting enstars.
I was still reading tho, I was just not that interested as I was. And I was already feeling very low because of outside things. It came to the point where I was entering fandoms as a way to ignore it. To cope with it. I know it's unhealthy, I know that.
Yes, I had a dr phase, (I like kokichi btw). I was using stuff like that to encourage "those" thoughts. That time I wasn't focusing on enstars bc yeah. Then I happened to read gang (yes I was kinda skipping events)
I saw Ibara there and I was like "what's he doin there?" then realised "Oh, bc he and Yuzuru used to go to the military thing and stuff" I gave it a go. I didn’t really think that much of it. I was just like "ofc ibara being the kind of person that he is, would do those things"
Then I saw the flashback, when YuzuBara was still in the military camp. I laughed at that part where he blew off at yuzuru. Though I was intrigued by how he used informal speech there. "Was he using that military tone after he developed it during those days?" I asked myself
"and was this one of the times where he wasn't using that tone?" So all went well. Then after a few chapters, I realised, "Wow, you really have a kind if determination I don't have during the days" I then read this.
This. He gave me a reason. I was so moved by this one single thing. I was too affected by this one quote. And maybe that's it. Maybe that's my reason then? Of course I began searching about Ibara, more so that I was liking him more than Hiyori.
Of course I still love my dear, I was just too engrossed with Ibara that time. Then of course it kinda died bc of the lack of content, but hell, I will never forget what he said. I wasn't really paying that much attention to enstars. Then my friend who introduced me to-
Hypmic said that they also like enstars. Me of course, now an IbaraP but still EdenP nonetheless, wondered "are they gonna get weirded at me by liking eden?" She said she liked Eichi so I was like "Oh what about say tori bc he looks like ramuda? (my fav in hypmic)" and-
Of course, I don't really know much bc I'm not really a fineP. But still got along. Then I finally decided to go back and then saw wondergame. I was so happy when I saw that. Eden is getting more content. My hopes for them is on the roof.
The ever since, I'm a devout EdenP. I stopped caring whether people think about my beloved unit. I was initially hesitant bc people might say things about the unit that I don't find nice bc I wasn't ready for it to be judged so harshly. But now, I stopped thinking about that-
I an just happy that my fav unit is finally getting content and I look forward on every single bit of it. And even if that waiting isn't really considered as "waiting", I am very relieved. I will cherish even if there's parts that frustrate me even if there will be ones that will
Will bring me pain. I will be nore than willing to read it all.
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