izuku and katsuki get into an argument while their daughter is asleep upstairs. it escalated fast, like dropping water into hot oil.
now heâs trying to leave, but katsukiâs not done hurting feelings yet.
âtch. go ahead and fucking leave just like your dad did to you.â
now heâs trying to leave, but katsukiâs not done hurting feelings yet.
âtch. go ahead and fucking leave just like your dad did to you.â
izuku froze immediately, standing in the doorway with one hand on the knob as katsukiâs eyes bore into the back of his head.
âwhat... did you say?â he whispered, stunned.
âi said that the apple doesnât fall far from the fucking tree, deku.â his husband repeated to him.
âwhat... did you say?â he whispered, stunned.
âi said that the apple doesnât fall far from the fucking tree, deku.â his husband repeated to him.
the door slammed shut as he spun around on his heels, tears pinching in the corners of his eyes.
âyouâre exactly like your mother.â he pointed at him, and katsukiâs jaw dropped. âyouâre a bitch; all you do is hurt everyone who has ever tried to love you, and for what? your ego?â
âyouâre exactly like your mother.â he pointed at him, and katsukiâs jaw dropped. âyouâre a bitch; all you do is hurt everyone who has ever tried to love you, and for what? your ego?â
âtake that back.â
âbut at least mitsuki has good intentions. you hurt people because you want to, because you can, so youâre even worse than she is!â
âi said take that back! iâm nothing like that old woman.â
âall you do is yell and scream until you get your way, kacchan!â
âbut at least mitsuki has good intentions. you hurt people because you want to, because you can, so youâre even worse than she is!â
âi said take that back! iâm nothing like that old woman.â
âall you do is yell and scream until you get your way, kacchan!â
âand all you do is run away when things get hard until you think we forget about your fuck ups!â
âif iâm such a fuck up then why did you marry me, kacchan? why have kids with me? why stay with me, huh?â
âyou say that as if i didnât make a lot of mistakes when we were younger.â
âif iâm such a fuck up then why did you marry me, kacchan? why have kids with me? why stay with me, huh?â
âyou say that as if i didnât make a lot of mistakes when we were younger.â
they stared at each other, and izuku reached for the ring on his finger as a heavy feeling settled in his stomach.
âi was a mistake, right?â
katsukiâs quiet as he slides the golden band off.
âall i do is fuck up, right?â
crimson eyes watched the ring leave his hand.
âi was a mistake, right?â
katsukiâs quiet as he slides the golden band off.
âall i do is fuck up, right?â
crimson eyes watched the ring leave his hand.
âfine.â
he dropped it on to the floor, listening as it clinked against the wooden boards, a tear dripping down his cheek.
âbut unlike my dad, iâm not leaving without my kid.â he said before taking to the stairs.
âlike hell you are! thatâs my fucking daughter, shitface!â
he dropped it on to the floor, listening as it clinked against the wooden boards, a tear dripping down his cheek.
âbut unlike my dad, iâm not leaving without my kid.â he said before taking to the stairs.
âlike hell you are! thatâs my fucking daughter, shitface!â
izuku opened her bedroom door, finding that she wasnât even in her bed.
âsh-shit. itsuki?â he rushed, and katsuki pushed him into a wall before storming into the room.
âwhere the hell did she go?â he demanded, and looked at him. âdid you tell her to hide from me?â
âsh-shit. itsuki?â he rushed, and katsuki pushed him into a wall before storming into the room.
âwhere the hell did she go?â he demanded, and looked at him. âdid you tell her to hide from me?â
âmaybe sheâs just scared of you always being so vulgar and loud!â
thereâs a whimper from the closet, and their eyes shifted to the crack in the double doors.
âitsuki?â izuku asked before shoving katsuki away. âsweetheart, please come out. weâre gonna go visit grandma.â
thereâs a whimper from the closet, and their eyes shifted to the crack in the double doors.
âitsuki?â izuku asked before shoving katsuki away. âsweetheart, please come out. weâre gonna go visit grandma.â
âno, youâre not. sheâs staying here with me at home, and youâre leaving, deku.â
âkacchan, let go of me. sheâs my daughterââ
âoh, but she wasnât when you were out of the country for months on end.â
âyou fighting me is just going to scare her!â
âyouâre fighting me, idiot!â
âkacchan, let go of me. sheâs my daughterââ
âoh, but she wasnât when you were out of the country for months on end.â
âyou fighting me is just going to scare her!â
âyouâre fighting me, idiot!â
âi want my daughter.â
âyouâre not taking her from me.â katsuki repeated. âyou can go, but youâre not going to fucking take my girl from me.â
âask her then.â
âfine. i will.â
katsuki opened the doors, and izuku watched as their ten year old cried into her ingenium plush.
âyouâre not taking her from me.â katsuki repeated. âyou can go, but youâre not going to fucking take my girl from me.â
âask her then.â
âfine. i will.â
katsuki opened the doors, and izuku watched as their ten year old cried into her ingenium plush.
âitsuki, do you want to stay here with me or go with your dad?â he asked, and her doe eyes squeezed shut tighter.
âcâmon, weâre gonna see grandma, and you love her, right? âm so sorry for all the yelling, but your fatherâs being unreasonable.â
âdonât pull that shit, deku.â
âcâmon, weâre gonna see grandma, and you love her, right? âm so sorry for all the yelling, but your fatherâs being unreasonable.â
âdonât pull that shit, deku.â
she held her plush tighter, shook her head, and sobbed harder into the mask-less toy.
âno!â
âha,â katsuki grinned, âmy baby loves her father moreââ
âno!â
izuku grinned while holding a hand out, âcâmon, princess, letâs go thenââ
âno, go away both of you!â she screamed.
âno!â
âha,â katsuki grinned, âmy baby loves her father moreââ
âno!â
izuku grinned while holding a hand out, âcâmon, princess, letâs go thenââ
âno, go away both of you!â she screamed.
âgo away! go away! go away!â
the doors slammed shut, and they stumbled back.
âfucking troublesome quirk...â katsuki grumbled. âshe got it from your mother!â
âthat just means i should take her because she looks more like my side of the family!â
âoh fuck you twice, deku!â
the doors slammed shut, and they stumbled back.
âfucking troublesome quirk...â katsuki grumbled. âshe got it from your mother!â
âthat just means i should take her because she looks more like my side of the family!â
âoh fuck you twice, deku!â
âno, fuck you, kacchan.â he pushed him backwards, causing him to stumble into a dresser. âiâm tired of you always thinking your word is law. iâm tired of you thinking you can treat me however you want!â
âyou donât get to pull that shit when you leave every goddamn month!â
âyou donât get to pull that shit when you leave every goddamn month!â
âi canât help what the hero commission to wants me to do!â
âthen you donât get the fucking privilege of taking care of itsuki because work is more important than us!â
âiâm not leaving without my little girl, kacchan.â
âthen stay.â katsuki decided. âiâll take her and go.â
âthen you donât get the fucking privilege of taking care of itsuki because work is more important than us!â
âiâm not leaving without my little girl, kacchan.â
âthen stay.â katsuki decided. âiâll take her and go.â
âno way am i letting that happen.â
they glared at one another, and izuku heard the closet doors rattle before shoving open.
âiâm going!â their daughter screamed, izukuâs phone in hand and her plush in the other. âstay away!â
âbaby, câmere...â
âno! go away!â she sobbed.
they glared at one another, and izuku heard the closet doors rattle before shoving open.
âiâm going!â their daughter screamed, izukuâs phone in hand and her plush in the other. âstay away!â
âbaby, câmere...â
âno! go away!â she sobbed.
the doorbell rang, and she bolted down the stairs with both of her fatherâs chasing after her.
âhow the hell did the brat get ahold of your fucking phone? donât you lock the god damn thing, idiot?â katsuki snapped.
âshe plays games on it because unlike someone, iââ
âhow the hell did the brat get ahold of your fucking phone? donât you lock the god damn thing, idiot?â katsuki snapped.
âshe plays games on it because unlike someone, iââ
âif it were anyone else, everyone in your contact list would be fucked! how stupid can you be, deku? fuck.â
âiâm sorry i let people actually have my passcode because i donât have anything to hide from my family!â deku yelled, pausing once at the base of their staircase.
âiâm sorry i let people actually have my passcode because i donât have anything to hide from my family!â deku yelled, pausing once at the base of their staircase.
âdonât bring that shit up. youâre not entitled to my privacy you fucking self-centeredââ
âyouâre a verbally abusiveââ
âânegligentââ
ââcontrollingââ
ââpiece of shit father!â
ââpoor excuse of a husband!â
âthis is iâm keeping itsuki.â
âyou didnât even want kids until me!â
âyouâre a verbally abusiveââ
âânegligentââ
ââcontrollingââ
ââpiece of shit father!â
ââpoor excuse of a husband!â
âthis is iâm keeping itsuki.â
âyou didnât even want kids until me!â
âboth of you need to shut the hell up!â
they froze at the addition of a new voice, and they turned to the doorway where their daughter was wrapped up in someoneâs winter coat. her face buried into their chest as she cried.
âjust what the hell is wrong with the two of you?â
they froze at the addition of a new voice, and they turned to the doorway where their daughter was wrapped up in someoneâs winter coat. her face buried into their chest as she cried.
âjust what the hell is wrong with the two of you?â
âtenya?â
izukuâs hasnât seen the man look this angry in years, and katsuki has never seen him look like that in his life.
âitâs ten oâclock at night and iâm trying to go to bed, but i get a call from your daughter off izukuâs phone saying that sheâs scared of being home?â
izukuâs hasnât seen the man look this angry in years, and katsuki has never seen him look like that in his life.
âitâs ten oâclock at night and iâm trying to go to bed, but i get a call from your daughter off izukuâs phone saying that sheâs scared of being home?â
katsuki sucked in a deep breath.
âi was confused, why is she scared of being in her own house, but now it makes sense. her fathers are acting like crazy people right in front of her! in her room no less!â
izukuâs eyes dropped to the floor.
âneither of you deserve to have her.â
âi was confused, why is she scared of being in her own house, but now it makes sense. her fathers are acting like crazy people right in front of her! in her room no less!â
izukuâs eyes dropped to the floor.
âneither of you deserve to have her.â
ânow hold it right there, assââ
âkatsuki, iâd advise you to shut your mouth and listen for once in your life.â tenya cut him off. âi donât care why youâre fighting. i donât care whose fault it is and who throw the first glass and whose ring is on the floor in front of me.â
âkatsuki, iâd advise you to shut your mouth and listen for once in your life.â tenya cut him off. âi donât care why youâre fighting. i donât care whose fault it is and who throw the first glass and whose ring is on the floor in front of me.â
he paused, hushed the crying girl in his arms by rocking her back and forth and hiding her deeper into his jacket.
âyour daughter should never have heard the things i did over that phone.â tenya accused them.
âtenya, i appreciate it, but this isnât any of your business.â
âyour daughter should never have heard the things i did over that phone.â tenya accused them.
âtenya, i appreciate it, but this isnât any of your business.â
he scoffed, but didnât respond to izukuâs comment in favor of looking down at itsuki.
âhey, angel...â he lowered his voice, and they watched at him. âwhy donât you get dadâs phone and get a backpack with some clothes, okay?â
she nodded as he set her down.
âyouâre not takingââ
âhey, angel...â he lowered his voice, and they watched at him. âwhy donât you get dadâs phone and get a backpack with some clothes, okay?â
she nodded as he set her down.
âyouâre not takingââ
âshut up and let her go upstairs, katsuki.â tenya said calmly, but narrowed his eyes at him as she squeezed her way past both of her fathers and into the room.
he motioned them both to follow him after shutting the front door.
âyouâre not taking my daughter.â izuku agreed.
he motioned them both to follow him after shutting the front door.
âyouâre not taking my daughter.â izuku agreed.
âyou may be her âuncle tenyaâ, her favorite hero, and you may be her god parent, but iâm alive and kicking.â katsuki warned. âiâll kick your ass before i let you leave this house.â
once in the kitchen, he grabbed both of their arms and pulled them in close with a hard shove.
once in the kitchen, he grabbed both of their arms and pulled them in close with a hard shove.
âthis is my business because i had a ten year old girl hiccuping over her own tears to pick her up.â he snapped quietly at the two of them. âyou two are the most immature people i know, but nothing has ever been as childish and selfish as throwing your daughter into your fight.â
katsuki pushed him away, and izuku set a hand on his friendâs wrist, silently encouraging him to remove it.
âi am this fucking close,â tenya pushed his fingers together, âto hitting the both of you. do you know how scared she sounded? i thought something horrible happened here.â
âi am this fucking close,â tenya pushed his fingers together, âto hitting the both of you. do you know how scared she sounded? i thought something horrible happened here.â
his navy eyes peeked behind to the staircase before looking at them.
ânever, under any circumstances, should you be knocking things in her room over and pressuring her to choose your side. do you know how manipulative that is? to make your daughter pick one of you?â he asked.
ânever, under any circumstances, should you be knocking things in her room over and pressuring her to choose your side. do you know how manipulative that is? to make your daughter pick one of you?â he asked.
âyou donât want her because you love her, but so the other person doesnât get to have her, and thatâs not okay.â
âbecause you know how to be a father, right?â katsuki sneered. âiâm just making sure deku doesnât end up leaving her alone because all he knows is how to disappear.â
âbecause you know how to be a father, right?â katsuki sneered. âiâm just making sure deku doesnât end up leaving her alone because all he knows is how to disappear.â
âwell iâm saving my daughter from kacchanâs anger issues and arrogance.â izuku bit. âheâs the manipulative one.â
âiâm manipulative? youâre the one trying to turn itsuki against me!â
âlower your fucking voice.â tenya hissed. âshe doesnât need to hear this. any of this.â
âiâm manipulative? youâre the one trying to turn itsuki against me!â
âlower your fucking voice.â tenya hissed. âshe doesnât need to hear this. any of this.â
the two looked at each other before turning away, arms crossed and backs facing the other.
âany other day, you two are the best fathers to that little girl. youâre wonderful. but right now? neither of you deserve to take care of her because all youâve done is hurt her.â
âany other day, you two are the best fathers to that little girl. youâre wonderful. but right now? neither of you deserve to take care of her because all youâve done is hurt her.â
theyâre silent.
âi get people argue, things arenât perfect, but holy fuck,â tenya pinched the bridge of his nose.
izukuâs sure he has heard him swear more the last fifteen minutes than he has the last fifteen years combined.
âwhat were you thinking doing it in front of her?â
âi get people argue, things arenât perfect, but holy fuck,â tenya pinched the bridge of his nose.
izukuâs sure he has heard him swear more the last fifteen minutes than he has the last fifteen years combined.
âwhat were you thinking doing it in front of her?â
thereâs no immediate answer.
âthe last thing your daughter needs is to listen to all the bad things her fathers are throwing around so carelessly and to feel as if sheâs the reason they arenât happy. did you even think about how she feels when barging into her room screaming?â
âthe last thing your daughter needs is to listen to all the bad things her fathers are throwing around so carelessly and to feel as if sheâs the reason they arenât happy. did you even think about how she feels when barging into her room screaming?â
surprisingly, katsukiâs the one to answer first.
âi wasnât.â he admitted. âi was too busy thinking about shitface over there.â
âreal mature, kaââ
âizuku, shut up and listen.â tenya demanded, and he lifted his nose before turning his head away from him.
âwhatever...â
âi wasnât.â he admitted. âi was too busy thinking about shitface over there.â
âreal mature, kaââ
âizuku, shut up and listen.â tenya demanded, and he lifted his nose before turning his head away from him.
âwhatever...â
âall he fucking does is disappear. two weeks for a mission. two days after a fight. late hours. hell, he misses our daughterâs school functions and never has an excuse other than he couldnât make it.â
âiâm the number one hero; i have meetings, missions, phone calls, andââ
âiâm the number one hero; i have meetings, missions, phone calls, andââ
âthen, the real fucking kicker is, he acts like it doesnât happen. like everythingâs just fucking fine. heâs got his head so far up his own ass that he canât see heâs just as fucking vacant as his own father was.â
izuku swallowed, a heavy feeling settling in his chest.
izuku swallowed, a heavy feeling settling in his chest.
âhow hard is it to reschedule a phone call to see his daughter get an award at school? or to decline a mission to be with his family? i do it. thereâs thousands of heroes, some more suitable, let the commission choose someone else, but no. mr. selfish needs all the spotlight.â
âkacchââ
âmr. selfish doesnât think about his little girl when heâs breaking his body and getting hospitalized in another country for going too far. mr. selfish doesnât think about anyone but himself because oh, number one hero means heâs the best. he canât make mistakes.â
âmr. selfish doesnât think about his little girl when heâs breaking his body and getting hospitalized in another country for going too far. mr. selfish doesnât think about anyone but himself because oh, number one hero means heâs the best. he canât make mistakes.â
âwell i have a duty and you know that!â izuku defended himself. âthereâs things i have to do, that i was trusted with, and i canât just call off like you can. iâm neededââ
âat home with the daughter you want so bad! if work is so important, how could i trust you with her?â
âat home with the daughter you want so bad! if work is so important, how could i trust you with her?â
âhow can i trust kacchan with her?â he shot back. âheâs never happy unless things are perfect, are going his way, and he pushes everyone in ways he shouldnât! sheâs ten, why does she have to be perfect? why do i have to be perfect when we already established that-that iâm not!â
katsukiâs jaw clenched.
âhe has always talked down to me like iâm less, but i put just as much work into things as he does! he throws insults around like theyâre harmless, but i canât stand listening to him berate people when theyâre trying their best.â
âi donâtââ
âkatsuki.â
âhe has always talked down to me like iâm less, but i put just as much work into things as he does! he throws insults around like theyâre harmless, but i canât stand listening to him berate people when theyâre trying their best.â
âi donâtââ
âkatsuki.â
he glared down at the floor, fists clenched tight.
âthen heâs always angry, always yelling, is that healthy? is that what itsuki needs? why does he think iâd rather her be with me? because he canât control himself when heâs angry, and i donât want an accident happening.â
âthen heâs always angry, always yelling, is that healthy? is that what itsuki needs? why does he think iâd rather her be with me? because he canât control himself when heâs angry, and i donât want an accident happening.â
âas if iââ
âheâs just like his mother, but he hates her. heâs overbearing and hurtful, but he knows this already. he knows how his words affects others, but he still says it because he thinks no one will fight him back. he thinks heâs always right and doesnât care about others.â
âheâs just like his mother, but he hates her. heâs overbearing and hurtful, but he knows this already. he knows how his words affects others, but he still says it because he thinks no one will fight him back. he thinks heâs always right and doesnât care about others.â
katsukiâs stomach dropped as he looked at the ring around his finger.
âif you would just listen to me, we wouldnât be here, deku.â he said, and izuku scoffed.
âyou just want to make a bitch out of me. why canât you listen to me for once?â he demanded. âwhy canât i be right?â
âif you would just listen to me, we wouldnât be here, deku.â he said, and izuku scoffed.
âyou just want to make a bitch out of me. why canât you listen to me for once?â he demanded. âwhy canât i be right?â
âbecause what do you know when youâre never home? you donât get to see her cry when she wakes up without you home and you donât have to tell her that dad still loves her even when he leaves all the time.â katsuki spun around to face him, tears burning in the corners of his eyes.
âyou donât get phone calls asking why her fatherâs yelling so much and why her best in class isnât good enough.â
they stared at one another, both breathing heavy, hot clouds fanning over one another from how close they were standing.
yet the other still feels so far away.
they stared at one another, both breathing heavy, hot clouds fanning over one another from how close they were standing.
yet the other still feels so far away.
izukuâs glaring at him, and katsukiâs eyes have since softened, the crease between his brows smooth.
âi think you both donât deserve to have her tonight.â tenya decided, and they looked at him. âyou need to talk, to do something, before i can leave her alone with you two again.â
âi think you both donât deserve to have her tonight.â tenya decided, and they looked at him. âyou need to talk, to do something, before i can leave her alone with you two again.â
âthatâs not your call to make!â izuku argued. âi wonâtââ
âitâs not about what you want, donât you get it?â tenya raised a finger to his own lips. âand lower your voice, izuku. do you hear yourself? your daughter is a human being, and she has feelings. sheâs hurting right now.â
âitâs not about what you want, donât you get it?â tenya raised a finger to his own lips. âand lower your voice, izuku. do you hear yourself? your daughter is a human being, and she has feelings. sheâs hurting right now.â
katsuki grabbed him by his shirt.
âlook, four eyes, iâmââ
âall youâve done is throw the word âiâ and âheâ around, but this is about her. iâm not here to be your coupleâs therapist, iâm here because itsuki needs an adult right now. something neither of you can be, apparently.â
âlook, four eyes, iâmââ
âall youâve done is throw the word âiâ and âheâ around, but this is about her. iâm not here to be your coupleâs therapist, iâm here because itsuki needs an adult right now. something neither of you can be, apparently.â
his fist loosened, and izukuâs eyebrows pinched even closer together as he glared.
âtenya, youâre my best friend, butââ
âdads?â
they all looked at the kitchen entrance, at the little girl with her school bag and jacket on.
âwh-what are you doing to uncle tenya?â she asked.
âtenya, youâre my best friend, butââ
âdads?â
they all looked at the kitchen entrance, at the little girl with her school bag and jacket on.
âwh-what are you doing to uncle tenya?â she asked.
katsuki has his fist buried in the collar of his shirt, and izukuâs still gripping his wrist as if heâs ready to tear it off of him.
even she can see that their touches are anything but friendly, which means it doesnât make any sense to her.
âshit...â
both of them pulled away.
even she can see that their touches are anything but friendly, which means it doesnât make any sense to her.
âshit...â
both of them pulled away.
tenya cleared his throat before readjusting his clothes and soothing the wrinkles out.
âdonât worry, okay?â he smiled softly. âeverythingâs fine. we were just talking about how you get to see me and auntie ochako this weekend. thatâs exciting, right? she misses you so much.â
âdonât worry, okay?â he smiled softly. âeverythingâs fine. we were just talking about how you get to see me and auntie ochako this weekend. thatâs exciting, right? she misses you so much.â
izuku stared at his fist, and katsuki ran a hand through his hair before taking a keep breath.
âbut...ââ
âitâs not for you to worry about, sweetheart.â izuku cut her off. âjust... fuck, just go get your shoes... i guess... youâll be staying the night at uncle tenyaâs house.â
âbut...ââ
âitâs not for you to worry about, sweetheart.â izuku cut her off. âjust... fuck, just go get your shoes... i guess... youâll be staying the night at uncle tenyaâs house.â
she took a step forward, and tenya began to make his way over to her, scooping the girl into his arms as katsuki and izuku watched.
her arms immediately held on to him without an ounce of hesitation,
and tenya took her bag on to his own shoulder.
âth-these are dadâs.â
her arms immediately held on to him without an ounce of hesitation,
and tenya took her bag on to his own shoulder.
âth-these are dadâs.â
she held izukuâs phone up, the illuminated screen facing them, and both his and his husbands eyes were on the lockscreen. a photo of the three of them with ice cream smeared all over their faces and cherry blossoms messy in their hair.
she had on katsukiâs obnoxious sunglasses.
she had on katsukiâs obnoxious sunglasses.
the ones he wears to hide from paparazzi and fans while walking around on the street.
izuku always thought they were too loud to hide behind, but he still loves that photo from katsukiâs fond smile as he looked at them to his daughterâs silly scrunched nose and missing tooth.
izuku always thought they were too loud to hide behind, but he still loves that photo from katsukiâs fond smile as he looked at them to his daughterâs silly scrunched nose and missing tooth.
just looking at it made his chest tight and adamâs apple bob.
âthanks, âsuki...â
izuku took his phone back, pressing the screen to his chest as katsuki scoffed underneath his breath.
âno, this too...â
in her little fingers is the wedding ring he left by the front door.
âthanks, âsuki...â
izuku took his phone back, pressing the screen to his chest as katsuki scoffed underneath his breath.
âno, this too...â
in her little fingers is the wedding ring he left by the front door.
his shaking hand grasped the golden band, and he nodded while looking down at the metal.
âthanks again, itsuki...â he forced a smile as she nodded without a word.
âweâll be going now.â tenya spoke up, and they nodded. âhave a good rest of the night, and stay safe, you two.â
âthanks again, itsuki...â he forced a smile as she nodded without a word.
âweâll be going now.â tenya spoke up, and they nodded. âhave a good rest of the night, and stay safe, you two.â
âsafeâ.
they stayed in the kitchen as tenya left with their daughter. the front door closed soon after, leaving them alone to clean up the mess they caused.
whatâs there to argue over now that itsukiâs gone?
whatâs keeping izuku from walking out of here next as he planned?
they stayed in the kitchen as tenya left with their daughter. the front door closed soon after, leaving them alone to clean up the mess they caused.
whatâs there to argue over now that itsukiâs gone?
whatâs keeping izuku from walking out of here next as he planned?
for the first time in his life, his feet wonât move.
theyâre glued to the floor, legs heavy and useless underneath him, not able to so much as twitch.
katsukiâs no better as he holds on to the counter and stares at the broken plates by the sink.
the silence is suffocating.
theyâre glued to the floor, legs heavy and useless underneath him, not able to so much as twitch.
katsukiâs no better as he holds on to the counter and stares at the broken plates by the sink.
the silence is suffocating.
âmango.â
izuku looked up, noticing that katsukiâs attention stayed glued on the floor.
âhm?â
âthatâs the flavor you chose... your lockscreen. you got mango, even if itâs not your favorite. i argued with the guy for five minutes trying to get him to bring out strawberry...â
izuku looked up, noticing that katsukiâs attention stayed glued on the floor.
âhm?â
âthatâs the flavor you chose... your lockscreen. you got mango, even if itâs not your favorite. i argued with the guy for five minutes trying to get him to bring out strawberry...â
his first reaction is to say that katsuki always argues, itâs what he does. he argues until he gets his way, becomes passive until he gets an apology.
âand that was the day off we both had a few years ago, before you became the number one hero...â
but just sighed instead.
âand that was the day off we both had a few years ago, before you became the number one hero...â
but just sighed instead.
âi was number four back then. five maybe.â
âyou just got the five award, but already began pushing four because of endeavorâs leave to help fuyumi raise her twin toddlers and newborn.â katsuki recalled.
izuku rolled his ring around between two fingers.
âher husband left.â
âyou just got the five award, but already began pushing four because of endeavorâs leave to help fuyumi raise her twin toddlers and newborn.â katsuki recalled.
izuku rolled his ring around between two fingers.
âher husband left.â
âshe needed someone, so he took a leave for his family. it gave you number four.â
âhe was number one then too...â
katsuki could hear the shake in his voice now that the heat of anger has left with tenya and itsuki. nothing but the devastation and debris after a storm left.
âhe was number one then too...â
katsuki could hear the shake in his voice now that the heat of anger has left with tenya and itsuki. nothing but the devastation and debris after a storm left.
âdeku, do you remember when itsuki was little, really little, and you had just come back from a six month trip to chile?â he asked, and izuku nodded.
âwhen i came home, she didnât even remember me... i stayed with my mom for a weekend because i was so hurt.â he swallowed.
âwhen i came home, she didnât even remember me... i stayed with my mom for a weekend because i was so hurt.â he swallowed.
âbut do you remember when she saw you fighting eijirouâs ex-boyfriend on his front porch one day? how she was clinging to denki as i tried to pull you off of him?â
âoh, right. she didnât touch me for a month.â he mumbled. âbut to be fair... the bastard deserved it.â
âoh, right. she didnât touch me for a month.â he mumbled. âbut to be fair... the bastard deserved it.â
izukuâs head tilted. âi mean... yeah, he cheated, stole money from his bank, and... okay, he did, but she still saw it.â
âmaybe four eyes was right. weâre bad people, deku.â katsuki covered his face while leaning against the counter. âwhat were we even fighting over this time?â
âmaybe four eyes was right. weâre bad people, deku.â katsuki covered his face while leaning against the counter. âwhat were we even fighting over this time?â
âi was assigned an estimated two month long mission in singapore.â izuku answered while looking up at him. âyou flipped out on me while washing dishes.â
âtch. âestimatedâ. that just means the least. you could be there for five if something happens.â he scoffed quietly.
âtch. âestimatedâ. that just means the least. you could be there for five if something happens.â he scoffed quietly.
izuku squeezed his ring into his palm, and then turned to face him.
âyou know all might trusted me with this power, kacchan, i owe it to him to use it to save everyone i can. how can i say no to my responsibility?â
âone for allâs more important to you than itsuki and i then?â
âyou know all might trusted me with this power, kacchan, i owe it to him to use it to save everyone i can. how can i say no to my responsibility?â
âone for allâs more important to you than itsuki and i then?â
katsukiâs spinning his ring around his finger as he looks at him, sliding it up before dragging it back down.
âare you giving me an ultimatum?â izuku whispered, watching as the ring lifted above his knuckle. then paused. âare you making me choose between my career and family?â
âare you giving me an ultimatum?â izuku whispered, watching as the ring lifted above his knuckle. then paused. âare you making me choose between my career and family?â
âiâm not saying anything, deku.â he shook his head while playing with his ring still.
âsee, th-this is why i canât talk to you. you know thatâs what you mean, kacchan.â his voice broke, weak from screaming.
âno, youâre putting words in my mouth, deku. thatâs just what you do.â
âsee, th-this is why i canât talk to you. you know thatâs what you mean, kacchan.â his voice broke, weak from screaming.
âno, youâre putting words in my mouth, deku. thatâs just what you do.â
his ring slipped on to his finger before he pushed himself off of the counter.
âgive me the ring.â he held his hand out, but izuku yanked his fist back. âif you donât want it, why are you holding it so tight?â
izuku sniffled.
âwerenât you leaving? isnât that what you wanted?â
âgive me the ring.â he held his hand out, but izuku yanked his fist back. âif you donât want it, why are you holding it so tight?â
izuku sniffled.
âwerenât you leaving? isnât that what you wanted?â
a tear rolled down his cheek, and katsukiâs hand reached for his collar when he didnât hand over the wedding ring.
he pulled him closer, so close and so sudden that their feet knocked together and izuku had to hold on to him for balance, having missed being in his arms too.
he pulled him closer, so close and so sudden that their feet knocked together and izuku had to hold on to him for balance, having missed being in his arms too.
âyou know, i still remember our vows, how you said you wanted to spend forever by my side... how when we die, youâll find and chase after me even in another life.â katsuki mumbled to him.
âi remember thinking that foreverâs a long fucking time, no way you actually mean that.â
âi remember thinking that foreverâs a long fucking time, no way you actually mean that.â
izuku pressed his forehead into his shoulder before bringing his fist between them to look at his wedding ring.
it was one of the happiest days in his life, right beside holding itsuki in his arms for the very first time and katsuki proposing to him inside of u.aâs ground beta.
it was one of the happiest days in his life, right beside holding itsuki in his arms for the very first time and katsuki proposing to him inside of u.aâs ground beta.
their reception was small, reserved for just family and friends, and they had both a maid of honor and best man on their sides of the alter.
he remembers writing those vows, crying even when he promised he wouldnât, and katsuki wiping his eyes before bending him down for a kiss.
he remembers writing those vows, crying even when he promised he wouldnât, and katsuki wiping his eyes before bending him down for a kiss.
âyou said thereâs no one else youâd rather be with,â izuku nodded, âthat even if youâre rough around the edges, youâd... youâd crybaby proof yourself for me the best you could.â
just thinking of it makes him giggle, but the sound of amusement is garbled and masked with a sob.
just thinking of it makes him giggle, but the sound of amusement is garbled and masked with a sob.
âyou were my deku before you were theirs,â katsuki sniffled, âand it feels like forever ago since i last held my husband deku in my arms instead of hero deku.â
âkacchan...â he choked out while holding him tighter.
âi wasnât prepared for our forever to be so f-fucking short.â
âkacchan...â he choked out while holding him tighter.
âi wasnât prepared for our forever to be so f-fucking short.â
a hand held his, and izuku looked down at katsukiâs wedding ring as more tears fell down his face.
âi know iâm... iâm an asshole, deku. i know i hurt your feelings, and i say the cruelest things when iâm angry.â he admitted. âi know iâm angry a lot... and i am trying my best.â
âi know iâm... iâm an asshole, deku. i know i hurt your feelings, and i say the cruelest things when iâm angry.â he admitted. âi know iâm angry a lot... and i am trying my best.â
izuku felt katsukiâs shoulders shake.
âiâm trying so fucking hard, but then you come home with that fake smile on, with that hero guard up. then i... i snap every time.â
katsuki sighed.
âwhy does it take breaking beyond repair for you to see that something needs to change?â
âiâm trying so fucking hard, but then you come home with that fake smile on, with that hero guard up. then i... i snap every time.â
katsuki sighed.
âwhy does it take breaking beyond repair for you to see that something needs to change?â
the hand on his collar held the back of his head, and katsukiâs lips pressed against the top of his head.
âyouâre not going to follow all might to the end, are you?â he whispered. âhe was alone, miserable, with no life outside of his job. thatâs where one for all will take you.â
âyouâre not going to follow all might to the end, are you?â he whispered. âhe was alone, miserable, with no life outside of his job. thatâs where one for all will take you.â
izuku felt katsuki take the ring from his hand, and he couldnât even fight to keep it.
âare... are we broken beyond repair, kacchan?â he forced out. âis that what you mean?â
katsuki didnât answer, just pulled away from him and tilted his chin up to force his gaze on to him.
âare... are we broken beyond repair, kacchan?â he forced out. âis that what you mean?â
katsuki didnât answer, just pulled away from him and tilted his chin up to force his gaze on to him.
âare we... getting a divorce?â
âshould we?â
izuku wanted to ask what the hell kind of question is that, but couldnât through the lump in his throat.
âi love you, deku, but... if we canât get this right... isnât it best for itsuki if we just split?â he asked quietly.
âshould we?â
izuku wanted to ask what the hell kind of question is that, but couldnât through the lump in his throat.
âi love you, deku, but... if we canât get this right... isnât it best for itsuki if we just split?â he asked quietly.
âwe canât do this to her again. sheâs with fucking four eyes because we... we made her feel like she couldnât stay in her own home... what the fuck kind of parents are we?â
âiâm worse than my dad,â izuku sobbed.
âi make my old woman look like a saint.â katsuki agreed with him.
âiâm worse than my dad,â izuku sobbed.
âi make my old woman look like a saint.â katsuki agreed with him.
they looked at one another, and katsuki brushed the curls from his face before cupping his cheek.
âyouâre right... i hurt people when iâm mad, itâs just what i do best and i hate it.â
âall i do is pretend everythingâs fine even when i know itâs not... like all might taught me.â
âyouâre right... i hurt people when iâm mad, itâs just what i do best and i hate it.â
âall i do is pretend everythingâs fine even when i know itâs not... like all might taught me.â
his bottom lip trembled as katsuki pulled him into his chest once again.
âi donât w-wanna be all might, kacchan.â he hiccuped, both arms wrapping around his waist. âi love you and itsuki. i donât want a divorce, or t-to keep leaving you both. i donât want to be like my dad.â
âi donât w-wanna be all might, kacchan.â he hiccuped, both arms wrapping around his waist. âi love you and itsuki. i donât want a divorce, or t-to keep leaving you both. i donât want to be like my dad.â
katsuki shook his head.
âi never should have said that. i never should have... youâre not like hizashi, deku. at least youâre here... and itsuki knows you love her.â
he reached for his hand, and izuku watched as he kissed his bare ring finger.
âi didnât mean what i said.â
âi never should have said that. i never should have... youâre not like hizashi, deku. at least youâre here... and itsuki knows you love her.â
he reached for his hand, and izuku watched as he kissed his bare ring finger.
âi didnât mean what i said.â
bloodshot eyes met his, but izukuâs donât look any better from all of his crying too.
âyouâre nothing like that deadbeat, but iâm everything that you said.â he confessed. âiâm so sorry, deku. i vowed to be the best man i could be for you, yet here we are... and i hurt you.â
âyouâre nothing like that deadbeat, but iâm everything that you said.â he confessed. âiâm so sorry, deku. i vowed to be the best man i could be for you, yet here we are... and i hurt you.â
âdoes that mean you-you didnât mean it when you said marrying me was a mistake?â
âmarrying you was the best day of my life, right next toââ
ââholding itsuki for the first time,â they said together, and katsuki nodded.
âshe was so small. i was so scared to take her in my arms.â
âmarrying you was the best day of my life, right next toââ
ââholding itsuki for the first time,â they said together, and katsuki nodded.
âshe was so small. i was so scared to take her in my arms.â
âi didnât want to hurt her either.â izuku smiled softly. âshe was already crying.â
âreminded me of you.â katsuki teased gently. âyouâre such a crybaby, always have and always will be, and our little girl takes after you in every way.â
âis that why youâre hard on her, kacchan?â
âreminded me of you.â katsuki teased gently. âyouâre such a crybaby, always have and always will be, and our little girl takes after you in every way.â
âis that why youâre hard on her, kacchan?â
ââm just scared... youâre selfless to a fault, and i dread the day she says she wants to be a hero too.â he admitted while letting go of him.
katsuki lowered his hand between them before holding his ring in the other, and izuku pressed his forehead against his collarbones.
katsuki lowered his hand between them before holding his ring in the other, and izuku pressed his forehead against his collarbones.
âare you gonna marry me again, kacchan?â he asked. âno vows this time?â
âi think we said everything that needs to be said.â he decided before fitting the band back on to his finger.
izuku gasped as he was dipped down suddenly, his head almost hitting the counter beside them.
âi think we said everything that needs to be said.â he decided before fitting the band back on to his finger.
izuku gasped as he was dipped down suddenly, his head almost hitting the counter beside them.
âkacchan! you couldâve killed me!â
âyouâve got thick skin and a big head, baby, youâd survive.â he promised, and izuku rolled his eyes as he lightly touched his face.
âare we okay?â he asked. âis this... okay? us being together even after today? what if it happens again?â
âyouâve got thick skin and a big head, baby, youâd survive.â he promised, and izuku rolled his eyes as he lightly touched his face.
âare we okay?â he asked. âis this... okay? us being together even after today? what if it happens again?â
âfour eyes mentioned coupleâs therapist while yelling at us...â
âyou donât think we need that... do we?â izuku wondered, and katsuki sighed.
âi think we needed one a long time ago... so we should try. if one more fight happens, itsukiâs god father is fighting us for custody.â
âyou donât think we need that... do we?â izuku wondered, and katsuki sighed.
âi think we needed one a long time ago... so we should try. if one more fight happens, itsukiâs god father is fighting us for custody.â
âtenya wouldnât...â
katsukiâs eyebrow lifted skeptically.
âhe would, okay. it couldnât hurt to see a therapist. just gotta make room in the schedule... iâm thinking a few weeks?â
âyouâre going to singapore for a mission, remember?â
ânot if i can help it.â izuku told him.
katsukiâs eyebrow lifted skeptically.
âhe would, okay. it couldnât hurt to see a therapist. just gotta make room in the schedule... iâm thinking a few weeks?â
âyouâre going to singapore for a mission, remember?â
ânot if i can help it.â izuku told him.
that earned him an immediate kiss, and he threaded his fingers through katsukiâs hair to pull him closer.
âi love you.â katsuki murmured. âi love you and iâm so sorry for what i said to you, deku. youâre a good father. you try your best, and your best is... itâs good enough.â
âi love you.â katsuki murmured. âi love you and iâm so sorry for what i said to you, deku. youâre a good father. you try your best, and your best is... itâs good enough.â
âi love you too, and iâm sorry for all the things i said about you...â
âwe can call tomorrow to schedule an appointment for a therapy session before picking itsuki up.â katsuki planned. âi want you in bed with me for now. i missed holding you.â
âand i missed being held by you.â
âwe can call tomorrow to schedule an appointment for a therapy session before picking itsuki up.â katsuki planned. âi want you in bed with me for now. i missed holding you.â
âand i missed being held by you.â