**long post... I must reflect on the past year. 2020 was great to me and my family, few bumps here and there, but overall amazing. Now with that said, I don't think I've ever been more ashamed of the behavior of people of my race. I'll be the mirror for those unwilling...
...to have one in their glass house. All year, you all yelled and screamed about life mattering. All year. Fake crying, fake marching, and for what? To get on a platform like this for the whole entire world to see, to show nothing but unbridled hate towards any black person that
...wishes disagreed with you. Im gonna exclude anyone else, talking about the black people you attacked because it's easier to do it to your own right? For why, because your ignorance of someone else's growth fuels your hate. The hate I say all the time is deep rooted...no other
...race comes close to this. You attack and attack, think you're bullying anyone who doesn't think like you, but people of other races all over see this. They see your contradictory behavior. And think for a second that person of another race that actually may not like you...
...as a black person (since it's always about racism) think about what they may see? "Well shit, look at those black people, they don't even value each other, so I damn sure don't." If you think that's not happening, you're a fool. I have not went and tore down anyone for their..
...beliefs no matter how much I disagree, now if you come at me, I'll give it back, but being the agitator, nope. Because I'm cognizant of how others could view it. With that said, it's been embarrassing with my following growing, having everyone see the hate spewed at me and...
...it's never from the people this country have tried to paint as the hateful ones(white). It's always from those that look like me. But through it all, I love and want the best for my black people, but don't ever come to me thinking skin alone connects us. I have family...
... through blood, through service to the country, through service to my city and regardless of color, we share a true familial bond you'll never understand because hate rules you. We have a long way to go, record highs in homicides in our communities across the nation and...
...far too many I've seen myself. I've had the honor of experiencing the hate, and seeing it lead to the absolute worse outcome more times than people see in their lifetime in movies, but in real life. Im always going to be a proud black man, proud American, and always going...
...to love past this skin of mine. It's shallow. And those that will come with the attacks because this will strike a nerve, realize just what I said, it's all true. But hey, I cannot expect people who were never taught properly how to love, to know how to show it...
...Happy New Year to everyone, nothing but love and best wishes even to haters. I see you watching and it's all love.