so i always see tweets or fic where the intention seems to be wrecking lwj or making him lose control or letting go completely, and the tone always seems to imply this is something lwj lacks in canon, that fic somehow will fix. HOWEVER! lwj is already wrecked in canon: a thread!!

content warning for canon kinks, very nsfw. // starting w phoenix mountain!! of course, we know lwj is completely out of control here, so unable to hold himself back in this moment where wwx is completely vulnerable that he noncon kisses him. and then king breaks a tree <3

chapter 95 -- lwj is on a rollercoaster ride this entire chapter, and even though wwx gives the initial push, lwj will not let the turbulence stop. he is fucked up!! he breaks a bathtub, throws wwx on a wooden bed, then comes on wwx's ass. this is not a man who is holding back!

111 - oh, hanguang-jun. oh..... hanguang-jun. he is absolutely wrecked in this chapter, every other sentence is so funny bc lwj is so obviously losing it and wwx just keeps pushing and teasing until lwj can no longer pretend to be Chill or Relaxed or Normal. love it

111 continued, it's just so good -- i especially love when (prev tweet screenshot) lwj asks wwx if he hurts and then??? when wwx says yes?? HE GETS HARDER?!?!?!?! he's letting go. he's unhinged and going 90 per hour in a 15 and not even lqr himself could stop him

117 has some personal favorites. lwj is mortified of his younger self, who is visibly Unwell, so there's a double layer of out of control (and quite frankly hilarious) lwj.

117+. it's so funny when wwx thinks lwj is Just Embarrassed, but actually lwj is just going into rut and is about to die from lack of blood rush to the head. and then you have young master lan who has let go so much that he's fucking yunmeng's first disciple raw in the library

119. at this point of collecting screenshots, i had to pace around my room. must i elaborate?? how can anyone read 119 and think that lwj has ever been capable of holding back or not letting go during sex?? he tries for 5 seconds and then ends up spanking yiling laozu!!!! so good

119 continued. WHO'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finishing off w sweetest 120. again, the cute moment when lwj goes fully off the rails. two rounds, guys... two rounds. (and then the sweetest aftercare)

as canon shows us, lwj is so wrecked, so out of control, very out of his mind, completely let go. he's in love and married and happy without qualms or regrets! he's already this far gone for his soulmate and cultivation partner. nothing could be better end!!