during hard times this yr, yuzu had feelings that what he was doing is "useless" he says it's hard to explain. going thru difficulties like having to choreograph alone, practice alone,etc. he started having doubts abt 4A; that everyone else was improving &he was being left behind

god this presscon is getting really deep and please note this is me paraphrasing and condensing what i can catch into tweet form but he seems to be talking about that he felt he was going into a bad spiral of thoughts for a while; like he was stagnating and being left behind

he also brings up the fact he's getting older and he feels like "older" skater now, mentions he's like "veteran" now but he tried to focus on his positive feelings and recall feelings of when he felt triumphant in the past