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I'm gonna do an interesting thread because I've gotten a few asks public and private now about my usages of "sissy" or "feminization". The usual suspects. It overall comes down to it working for me sexually but I'll get into it in full (1/10)
I was raised in a really puritanical home in the southern US. I hadn't known a queer person openly out until I was in high school because my parents worked hard to keep it that way.
It was harmful to me, looking for words for what I was feeling (2/10)
It was harmful to me, looking for words for what I was feeling (2/10)
I stumbled on to sissy hypno etc when I was around 18 after a very sheltered life and, while it was coupled with uncomfortable misogyny, it also gave me a word for how I felt before I had met another trans person.
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Obviously as I grew and went to college I found a trans community and my feeling evolved. I came out as non-binary to a few close friends, but continued using sissification as a way to deal with feelings I was avoiding while in private. (4/10)
In college, a partner discovered my attachment to those fetishes and quickly became an abusive monster. She insisted on "feminizing" me and making me the "perfect girl" for her. It was what I thought I wanted, but as it evolved I saw our goals didn't align. (5/10)
She wanted me to be a woman, sure. But not my own woman and certainly not the woman I wanted to be. After a sexual assault and a year of abuse, I came out as a trans woman to her and she freaked. She left immediately, her idea of my feminity as fetish shattered. (6/10)
I came out a few years later and met my current gf. The most loving person I've ever known. And since then we had dabbled with sissification as a theme at my request. The difference is, she helps me achieve MY goals. It works great and that's why I joke about it now. (7/10)
I don't agree with the misogyny inherent in most sissification materials, and of course materials made to parody or dissect those themes made by trans women have made it more applicable than it ever could have been from a cis viewpoint. (8/10)
So now I joke and dabble. It comes from a reclamation of my trauma. It should be a personally tailored meaning for that stuff and that's mine. I hope that cleared things up.
But know this. The term sissy is for my partner and I alone. Even then, we only use it when I ask. (9/10)
But know this. The term sissy is for my partner and I alone. Even then, we only use it when I ask. (9/10)
Maybe that'll change? But who knows. Gender is wacky. And I hope that cleared up how I feel about it for those who asked.
Gonna go tell a horny story from this morning on the feed to lighten things up! Ta! (10/10)
Gonna go tell a horny story from this morning on the feed to lighten things up! Ta! (10/10)
