What a year!
I haven't drank in over seven years but I've contemplated drinking so many times this year, even planning what I was going to buy at the Bottle Shop before this years Grand Final before thinking better of it.
(Not a alcoholic, just a life choice!)
I haven't drank in over seven years but I've contemplated drinking so many times this year, even planning what I was going to buy at the Bottle Shop before this years Grand Final before thinking better of it.
(Not a alcoholic, just a life choice!)
At times & especially the last week or so it's seemed like the world is about to erupt. Everyone is doing it hard in one way or another, & I run with the mentality that someone is always doing it harder than me. So I don't tend to these days talk about the hard parts of my life.
I've spent this year working hard on myself physically, reflecting mentally on things, and facing a lot of hurdles a long the way. I will leave 2020 a better person than the person I entered in at the start of the year.
At times I've struggled with things and have withdrawn myself from potential conflicts, & I'm quite burnt out physically. Though I'd rather be in the position I'm in now (being overwhelmed by the Covid/politics news & suffering effects of FM) than I was at the start of the year.
Anyway for the rest of this year I'm planning on staying at home, watching Rangers games, streaming a heap of racing next week, watch some wrasslin. Maybe getting in a workout or run or two. And listen to some music.
I know this time of year can be hard on people, it is for me. Please be kind to others!
I hope everyone has a happy, healthy, and safe Christmas. And everyone makes it to New Years in one piece. both physically and mentally!
I hope everyone has a happy, healthy, and safe Christmas. And everyone makes it to New Years in one piece. both physically and mentally!