most frustrating thing about all this is that all these new restrictions are the right thing to do- i just wish we had a govt that didn’t wait until the last possible min to react and then disseminate information in the most chaotic way possible

i think the thing that’s hitting my mental health the most is trying to hold onto a false sense of control, trying to plan my life a couple days in advance and then the rules suddenly changing and that meaning any expectations i have being dashed

i know the lockdown in march-june was hard but at least then i understood the rules and they didnt change much which allowed for a false sense of control on my life