having the realization that a lot of people fetishize my face tattoos because like the mystery of “what traumatic thing led her to do that” and basically just fetishizing whatever trauma they think i have. i want to throw up. don’t text.

i can’t have tattoos just to have tattoos? because i like them and they make me happy? it has to be a glaring signal that i’m a completely worthless, traumatized slut right? and that gets your dick hard?

my early childhood was relatively fine, actually (in ref 2 people saying i have childhood trauma as the cause). i’ve wanted to tattoo my whole body since elementary school. this is ART and SELF EXPRESSION&a collection of things i am passionate about i wear on my skin. not trauma.

if you’re here because you’re fetishizing my trauma, i’d just like to say fuck you and fuck off. i don’t want or need your money.

i am not a broken damaged damsel here to activate your protective paternal responses. i can and do take care of myself very well.

the tattoo stigma is still here and its still real and it still very much affects even your favorite, most popular alt performers. beyond what the mainstream industry thinks... it goes so much deeper.
i’d like to reiterate this shit makes me feel sick. i’m out for the day