pro-hero: dynamight being transferred to america to help stop the climbing crime rates, but that also means being alone for the holidays. no friends. no family. just him in a country he knows nothing about.
but just a month before christmas, he saves a little boy. an orphan.
but just a month before christmas, he saves a little boy. an orphan.
the child has big chocolate eyes and shaggy black hair, little freckles stippled across his rosy cheeks.
katsukiâs never been a family man, never thought of himself as someone who would want kids and a spouse, but itâs christmas now; heâs alone with his jack and the television.
katsukiâs never been a family man, never thought of himself as someone who would want kids and a spouse, but itâs christmas now; heâs alone with his jack and the television.
for a second, he fears this is what his life is going to come to when all of his friends eventually settle down with someone and start to have kids. heâll be the odd one out.
so, in a crisis of sorts, he takes the boy in his arms and holds him until his social worker arrives.
so, in a crisis of sorts, he takes the boy in his arms and holds him until his social worker arrives.
when she comes, he asks if itâs possibleâif heâs even allowedâto care for him, to watch over him in case another villain tries to use him for his quirk. a power that allows him to make any surface permeable, perfect for villains trying to get into places they shouldnât be.
to his surprise, she says that heâs perfectly eligible. his finances are in order, the background check comes back clean, drug tests are passed, and heâs a hero, so thereâs no reason to suspect he canât take care of him.
in just one short week, the boy, ren, is in his home.
in just one short week, the boy, ren, is in his home.
heâs quiet, shy, and throws just a little bit of attitude his way when he tries to act like a parent towards him, but katsukiâs determined not to fuck this up for both of their sakes.
his hero schedule gets adjusted, pushed back later so he can take ren to school every morning.
his hero schedule gets adjusted, pushed back later so he can take ren to school every morning.
and he finds a way to stop by his new school every day to pick him up and walk him to the lobby of his apartment building, whether itâs mid-patrol or taking lunch.
thereâs break for christmas, so he doesnât have to do it long, just a week.
one day, he even brings him to work.
thereâs break for christmas, so he doesnât have to do it long, just a week.
one day, he even brings him to work.
ren wanted to dress up as him, and heâs running around his office while making explosion noises.
everyone at work called him crazy, but katsukiâs never smiled more since he was in japan and getting goodbye hugs from his idiot friends at the beginning of the year.
everyone at work called him crazy, but katsukiâs never smiled more since he was in japan and getting goodbye hugs from his idiot friends at the beginning of the year.
and heâs never felt more at peace than when theyâre up at midnight decorating an overpriced christmas tree that he had to drive five hours to get with tinsel, ribbon, and ornaments.
one ornament is laminated green paper that has a scribbled orange stick figure with spiky hair.
one ornament is laminated green paper that has a scribbled orange stick figure with spiky hair.
apparently ren made that for him. the teacher said to draw your favorite christmas event, and the first thing the boy thought of was him.
yeah, katsuki almost cried while hanging it up on the tree.
and, like his father used to do to him, he lifted him up to top the tree.
yeah, katsuki almost cried while hanging it up on the tree.
and, like his father used to do to him, he lifted him up to top the tree.
they went shopping on his days off, picking out things to decorate his home with and buy some co-workers for the agency game of secret santa.
ren says he doesnât want anything, but he stares extra hard at hero action figures and posters while walking around, video games too.
ren says he doesnât want anything, but he stares extra hard at hero action figures and posters while walking around, video games too.
apparently theyâre too expensive, too nice, and âkids like himâ donât get to have cool things like that.
which katsuki thinks is bullshit.
on top of donating as many toys as he can, he also put those particular ones on hold until he can come by the store without ren to see.
which katsuki thinks is bullshit.
on top of donating as many toys as he can, he also put those particular ones on hold until he can come by the store without ren to see.
katsuki buys them all while on patrol, hides them in his car and wraps them in his office so ren doesnât get to see them.
and once or twice ren made him walk away while he grabbed something to buy with his allowance money, saying itâs for a classmate when school starts.
and once or twice ren made him walk away while he grabbed something to buy with his allowance money, saying itâs for a classmate when school starts.
they hide their gifts in their closets, and while the other is asleep, they sneak out to put them all underneath the tree.
maybe katsuki went overboard because he doesnât even realize ren put his gifts under the tree after. theyâre hidden.
(they even eat santaâs cookies too.)
maybe katsuki went overboard because he doesnât even realize ren put his gifts under the tree after. theyâre hidden.
(they even eat santaâs cookies too.)
and when christmas day comes, katsukiâs never been more excited for the holiday since he was a kid. since he was jumping on his parentsâ bed and screaming at them to wake up.
âkatsuki! katsuki! itâs christmas!â ren cried while pushing and pulling his shoulder. âget up! get up!â
âkatsuki! katsuki! itâs christmas!â ren cried while pushing and pulling his shoulder. âget up! get up!â
scooping him up, he made them both cups of hot chocolate, and they sat by the tree.
to his surprise, he gets two bags.
âdid you lie to me at the store, ren?â
âsanta brought those for you, dummy.â the boy shrugged, and katsuki nodded.
âopen it up, pop.â he encouraged him.
to his surprise, he gets two bags.
âdid you lie to me at the store, ren?â
âsanta brought those for you, dummy.â the boy shrugged, and katsuki nodded.
âopen it up, pop.â he encouraged him.
wrapping paper goes everywhere, and just looking at an action figure box makes him start to bawl on the spot.
âoh come on, crybaby,â he laughed, pulling him close. âwhat did santa get you, kid?â
âi-itâs a-an action figure.â
âsanta must have known you never shut up about her.â
âoh come on, crybaby,â he laughed, pulling him close. âwhat did santa get you, kid?â
âi-itâs a-an action figure.â
âsanta must have known you never shut up about her.â
the tear just keep coming and coming, and katsuki smiled when he was given the worldâs tightest hug. his heart full and cheeks cramping from smiling.
âwhatâcha hugging me for? santa did it. thank him.â
once all the gifts are open, all thatâs left is katsuki and his bags.
âwhatâcha hugging me for? santa did it. thank him.â
once all the gifts are open, all thatâs left is katsuki and his bags.
the first one is a mug designed after his hero costume, and he kissed the kids head before immediately transferring what was left of his chocolate into it.
âyou gotta clean it!â
âi wiped it off with my shirt, itâs fine.â he decided before taking a drink. âit tastes better now.â
âyou gotta clean it!â
âi wiped it off with my shirt, itâs fine.â he decided before taking a drink. âit tastes better now.â
the second gift makes him groan, but tears pricked in the corner of his eyes.
âfuckinâ deku...â he mumbled while looking at the collectible pop figure of his childhood friend.
âmy teacher said heâs the number one hero in japan... and youâre from japan...â ren reasoned.
âfuckinâ deku...â he mumbled while looking at the collectible pop figure of his childhood friend.
âmy teacher said heâs the number one hero in japan... and youâre from japan...â ren reasoned.
âgotta give me a figure of my rival, huh?â
âi-i thought you might miss home... and your friends... it was the last one, so i had to spend the last of my allowance getting it for you.â
katsukiâs thumb ran over the box, and he sniffled.
âyeah, i do miss home...â he admitted.
âi-i thought you might miss home... and your friends... it was the last one, so i had to spend the last of my allowance getting it for you.â
katsukiâs thumb ran over the box, and he sniffled.
âyeah, i do miss home...â he admitted.
âdo you like it?â
âi love it.â he nodded, and katsuki rested his chin on top of his forehead. âeven if itâs deku, it came from you, so i love it.â
âwhen are you going back, katsuki?â
he hasnât thought about that, about when heâll have to leave america to go back to japan.
âi love it.â he nodded, and katsuki rested his chin on top of his forehead. âeven if itâs deku, it came from you, so i love it.â
âwhen are you going back, katsuki?â
he hasnât thought about that, about when heâll have to leave america to go back to japan.
really, itâs whenever the american hero commission deems his job is done, and since heâs been here, crime has gone down little by little, which might actually be soon.
but he doesnât want to think about leaving, about giving up the memories theyâve made in this apartment.
but he doesnât want to think about leaving, about giving up the memories theyâve made in this apartment.
âdonât know, kid.â he said, and ren held up his video game console.
âwill i get to go with you when you leave?â
âhow does this work.â katsuki changed the subject while holding up the game. âletâs hook it up on the big screen and see what games you got.â
that seems to work.
âwill i get to go with you when you leave?â
âhow does this work.â katsuki changed the subject while holding up the game. âletâs hook it up on the big screen and see what games you got.â
that seems to work.
immediately, renâs very, very carefully opening the box and pulling the console pieces out, and katsukiâs opening his video game cases.
âi bet i can beat you, old man.â he challenged.
âoh? then bring it, kid. iâve been playing games since before you were even born.â he scoffed.
âi bet i can beat you, old man.â he challenged.
âoh? then bring it, kid. iâve been playing games since before you were even born.â he scoffed.
every passing day after fills him with anxiety that heâs going to go to the agency, be given a plane ticket back to japan, and told that heâs not needed here anymore.
at first, thatâs all he wanted, but now heâs needed here.
ren needs him to take him to school in the morning.
at first, thatâs all he wanted, but now heâs needed here.
ren needs him to take him to school in the morning.
and he needs him to pick him up because kids at school like to bully him for not having a mom or dad.
and he needs him to get his favorite bag of spicy chips from the top shelf of the grocery store because heâs too short to reach.
katsukiâs needed here, but japan needs him too.
and he needs him to get his favorite bag of spicy chips from the top shelf of the grocery store because heâs too short to reach.
katsukiâs needed here, but japan needs him too.
his parents, his friends, the people he vowed to save, he canât just keep his back to them either.
they text him on new years when the first falls for them, praying that he comes back soon. that they donât have to spend another year without him around because they miss him.
they text him on new years when the first falls for them, praying that he comes back soon. that they donât have to spend another year without him around because they miss him.
and on new years here, heâs cooking soba and other dishes that he usually would have eaten with his family for him and ren with a heavy heart.
soba reminds him of shouto. mochi cakes remind him of ochako.
but the wonder and awe in renâs eyes are what sticks with him most.
soba reminds him of shouto. mochi cakes remind him of ochako.
but the wonder and awe in renâs eyes are what sticks with him most.
sharing this moment with him, it suddenly makes a lot of sense why his mother was so adamant on keeping him in the kitchen while she cooked.
they share the meals together on his balcony because he took the day off, opting to spend the very first day of the year with just them.
they share the meals together on his balcony because he took the day off, opting to spend the very first day of the year with just them.
renâs never had mochi before, but he seems to love it the second he takes a bite, eyes shutting in bliss as he chews.
and heâs never held a sparkler before, but he waves it around while katsuki creates his own little sparks in his fist.
âiâm like you now.â he pointed at him.
and heâs never held a sparkler before, but he waves it around while katsuki creates his own little sparks in his fist.
âiâm like you now.â he pointed at him.
and before katsuki could stop himself, heâs blurting out, âdo you want to stay with me, pop?â
âlike... forever?â came his quiet voice.
âyeah, forever.â
the sparkler is thrown on the floor, stomped out by a sneaker, and little arms are wrapping around his neck in seconds.
âlike... forever?â came his quiet voice.
âyeah, forever.â
the sparkler is thrown on the floor, stomped out by a sneaker, and little arms are wrapping around his neck in seconds.
âplease.â ren sniffled, and katsuki held the back of his head while taking a deep breath. âi want to stay with you.â
âhey, i promise iâm not going anywhere without you.â
âheroâs word?â he asked, holding his pinky out for him, and katsuki nodded.
âheroâs word.â he swore.
âhey, i promise iâm not going anywhere without you.â
âheroâs word?â he asked, holding his pinky out for him, and katsuki nodded.
âheroâs word.â he swore.
that next day, he contacts his case worker, asks if adoption is on the table so he doesnât have to leave him here when the time comes for him to go back to japan.
she says theyâll talk in person as soon as possible, and he hates the tone of her voice. solemn. apologetic.
she says theyâll talk in person as soon as possible, and he hates the tone of her voice. solemn. apologetic.
it only raises his anxiety the next few days when he takes ren to his agency and lets him sit in his office with his games and bag as he does office work.
itâs safest there, and this way heâs surrounded by heroes who can watch him and play with him while he has to go on patrol.
itâs safest there, and this way heâs surrounded by heroes who can watch him and play with him while he has to go on patrol.
part of him is scared heâll find services at his door asking for ren because they found somewhere better for him. a home rather than a penthouse. a father rather than a hero.
or that theyâll come to his job, take him from his arms, and everyone will be there to see it happen.
or that theyâll come to his job, take him from his arms, and everyone will be there to see it happen.
but that weekend, he gets in touch with his case worker, and sheâs telling him that itâs in his best interest not to adopt him.
apparently a sister of his mother is still around, and legally, theyâre next in line to take custody of him before he can.
itâs all bullshit to him.
apparently a sister of his mother is still around, and legally, theyâre next in line to take custody of him before he can.
itâs all bullshit to him.
and of course, he lets her know how unfair it is that thereâs family ren could be with, yet he came into his life with nothing but a garbage bag that had three shirts, two pairs of pants, a sweater, and a blanket inside.
she just tells him that itâs probably better this way.
she just tells him that itâs probably better this way.
he was perfectly capable of caring for him while living here, but taking him to another country? immersing him in a culture he doesnât understand, a language he canât speak, and an environment completely differently from what he knows?
apparently itâs not whatâs best for him.
apparently itâs not whatâs best for him.
apparently they havenât been together long enough to have that deep of a bond, and an aunt the kid has never once spoken about will be a better suited guardian for him.
but she thanks him for what he did any ways, and says sheâs grateful for what he has done for ren so far.
but she thanks him for what he did any ways, and says sheâs grateful for what he has done for ren so far.
âiâve never seen him so happy. i know heâll always have you in his heart for taking care of him.â
katsuki wants to argue that if heâs happy, if everythingâs going good, then why canât he just fucking adopt him, but decides against it since his hostility could backfire on him.
katsuki wants to argue that if heâs happy, if everythingâs going good, then why canât he just fucking adopt him, but decides against it since his hostility could backfire on him.
instead, he thanked her for her time and then walked away, trying his bed not to slam her office door while making his way back to ren, who was sitting in a waiting room with an action figure.
âwhoâs that?â some other kid asked.
âthisâ a japanese hero, his name is deku!â
âwhoâs that?â some other kid asked.
âthisâ a japanese hero, his name is deku!â
âa japanese hero? like dynamight?â
âyeah! theyâre friends! isnât that cool? theyâre number one and two!â
âi have this one; her name is starlight. sheâsââ
âthe number three hero here! i know! i have that one too. sheâs my favorite.â
âright? i wanna be just like her!â
âyeah! theyâre friends! isnât that cool? theyâre number one and two!â
âi have this one; her name is starlight. sheâsââ
âthe number three hero here! i know! i have that one too. sheâs my favorite.â
âright? i wanna be just like her!â
âhey, ren?â he called, and ren looked up. âtime to go.â
âoh, alright.â he nodded before taking the girlâs hand. âbye!â
âsee you!â
they made their way out, and he waited for him to put his toys back into his backpack before crossing the street.
âkatsuki, you look angry...â
âoh, alright.â he nodded before taking the girlâs hand. âbye!â
âsee you!â
they made their way out, and he waited for him to put his toys back into his backpack before crossing the street.
âkatsuki, you look angry...â
ââm fine.â he lied, and a little hand filled his as he tipped his hat lower and pushed his sunglasses up higher to keep his identity hidden.
âare we going home? ooh, katsuki, can we watch the cartoon i told you about? please?â
âi have work.â he lied again.
âoh, okay then...â
âare we going home? ooh, katsuki, can we watch the cartoon i told you about? please?â
âi have work.â he lied again.
âoh, okay then...â
once home, he disappeared to his room, and ren sat in the living room with his video games, not bothering him.
he doesnât leave his desk until dinner time, where katsukiâs trying not to let his tears splash into the hot oil because ren keeps talking about âwhen i go to japan...â
he doesnât leave his desk until dinner time, where katsukiâs trying not to let his tears splash into the hot oil because ren keeps talking about âwhen i go to japan...â
how is he supposed to tell him that he canât go to japan with him? that he canât meet deku and explain to him that he should be number two?
how is he supposed to tell him that they canât be a family and that his promise means nothing?
he canât, so he doesnât say anything.
how is he supposed to tell him that they canât be a family and that his promise means nothing?
he canât, so he doesnât say anything.
they go about their days as usual, but katsukiâs trying to put distance between them subtly. instead of holding him, he just stands by his side, and instead of calling him âpopâ or âbubâ, he sticks with âkidâ.
ren doesnât seem to notice the change, which is good for them.
ren doesnât seem to notice the change, which is good for them.
but things get more difficult when ren starts telling people that heâs going to go with him over seas and his teacher begins asking why.
the boy doesnât understand why he canât tell people when itâs âgoing to happen eventuallyâ, and katsuki canât bring himself to be honest.
the boy doesnât understand why he canât tell people when itâs âgoing to happen eventuallyâ, and katsuki canât bring himself to be honest.
maybe heâs just playing with his heart, giving him false hope, but he doesnât want to ruin a good thing.
even if the guilt is eating him alive as each day passes, if it leaves him only cooking dinner for one and being unable to focus at work, he keeps his mouth sealed shut.
even if the guilt is eating him alive as each day passes, if it leaves him only cooking dinner for one and being unable to focus at work, he keeps his mouth sealed shut.
katsukiâs not sure how long he can keep him in his life, but he tries to make the most while simultaneously coming to terms with letting him go.
itâs hard to go each morning sharing coffee and hot chocolate and watch him mimic his movements with a taunting smile, but he manages.
itâs hard to go each morning sharing coffee and hot chocolate and watch him mimic his movements with a taunting smile, but he manages.
and itâs difficult to come by his school when he gets out and not yell at the facultyâs face for letting kids blatantly make fun of him, but he never steps foot in the office.
that doesnât stop him from glaring at the parents of the pointing and snickering kids though.
that doesnât stop him from glaring at the parents of the pointing and snickering kids though.
they make it until february, renâs birthday is on the twenty-eighth, but heâs getting pulled into the top office of the agency for a chat on the fifth.
he knows what itâs about the second his eyes rake across the name on his phone, and he can feel his stomach plummeting.
he knows what itâs about the second his eyes rake across the name on his phone, and he can feel his stomach plummeting.
sure enough, his job is done, and theyâve arranged a one way ticket flight back to his hometown for him. first class and without any stops for that sunday, the soonest they can get.
âwe can handle the rest from here thanks to you. weâre in your debt, dynamight.â
heâs sick.
âwe can handle the rest from here thanks to you. weâre in your debt, dynamight.â
heâs sick.
heâs crying in thr bathroom while looking at the plane ticket, torn between missing his bed back home and wanting to stay so he can milk his time being a father.
yeah, heâs attached, in love with the kid enough to fantasize about showing him around japan and his hometown.
yeah, heâs attached, in love with the kid enough to fantasize about showing him around japan and his hometown.
his father would love him, and his mother has always wanted him to have kids, so sheâd adore him too.
but they wonât get to meet him, and now he has to tell ren that heâs leaving without him, right before his birthday too, the one he was so excited about not spending alone.
but they wonât get to meet him, and now he has to tell ren that heâs leaving without him, right before his birthday too, the one he was so excited about not spending alone.
it takes twenty minutes to dry his eyes, let the redness go away, and hide the rest of his pain underneath his strict hero persona.
ren tries to take his hand when he bounces out of a chair at the sight of him, but he stuffed it in his pocket before he could.
âcâmon...â
ren tries to take his hand when he bounces out of a chair at the sight of him, but he stuffed it in his pocket before he could.
âcâmon...â
unbothered, the boy just grabs his arm as they cross the street towards the car, babbling over his conversation with a side kick.
âthey said the entrance exams to the hero course here isnât too hard, that i could do it. so iâm gonna study real hard so i can be a hero too.â
âthey said the entrance exams to the hero course here isnât too hard, that i could do it. so iâm gonna study real hard so i can be a hero too.â
katsuki swallowed.
âwere your exams hard? i bet they werenât. youâre so strong; were you strong when you were my age too?â
âletâs just get in the car, okay? we gotta talk.â
âwait, before i do, i wanna give you something.â ren paused before digging into his school bag.
âwere your exams hard? i bet they werenât. youâre so strong; were you strong when you were my age too?â
âletâs just get in the car, okay? we gotta talk.â
âwait, before i do, i wanna give you something.â ren paused before digging into his school bag.
âi traded an ultra rare hero card with someone, and he gave me this!â
he held it up, and katsuki smiled as one of his best friends stared back at him.
âitâs a japanese hero from an international pack! he said his name is... um... i-i canât really read it...â he mumbled.
he held it up, and katsuki smiled as one of his best friends stared back at him.
âitâs a japanese hero from an international pack! he said his name is... um... i-i canât really read it...â he mumbled.
âbut i think he said his name was red... something. itâs red something! i was going to search it online, but i wanted to show you now because he looks like the guy in your pictures.â
katsuki took the card as he smiled softly.
âyou miss them, so i thought iâd trade for it.â
katsuki took the card as he smiled softly.
âyou miss them, so i thought iâd trade for it.â
âyour ultra rare card, huh? for an s-rank red riot...â he murmured.
âitâs for you. i have you, deku, and red riot now. iâm gonna trade more so hopefully i can get others! i wonder how many hero friends you have.â
âyou donât gotta do that, kid.â he handed the card back to him.
âitâs for you. i have you, deku, and red riot now. iâm gonna trade more so hopefully i can get others! i wonder how many hero friends you have.â
âyou donât gotta do that, kid.â he handed the card back to him.
âitâs okay. i donât mind, but i hope youâre not mad that i traded the cards you got me!â
âjust get in the car, okay? we can talk when we get back to the apartment.â
ren got into the back seat, and katsuki took a deep breath before sitting behind the wheel.
âhey, katsuki?â
âjust get in the car, okay? we can talk when we get back to the apartment.â
ren got into the back seat, and katsuki took a deep breath before sitting behind the wheel.
âhey, katsuki?â
âyeah?â
âfor my birthday, can we make mochi again? the one with the... the um... the red stuff. itâs sticky and i think you said it was a bean. i donât usually like beans, but these ones were yummy.â
he sighed.
âyeah, we can make mochi again.â he nodded. âsure.â
âfor my birthday, can we make mochi again? the one with the... the um... the red stuff. itâs sticky and i think you said it was a bean. i donât usually like beans, but these ones were yummy.â
he sighed.
âyeah, we can make mochi again.â he nodded. âsure.â
the rest of the car ride is silent, nothing but the clicking of his video game buttons and the squeak of his breaks that he has been putting off.
he doesnât actually drive them to the apartment like he said, but to the store, where heâs grabbing adzuki beans and the sweet rice.
he doesnât actually drive them to the apartment like he said, but to the store, where heâs grabbing adzuki beans and the sweet rice.
âwhat... today? weâre making some today?â ren gasped. âthank you!â
then they get home, and heâs not even changing out of his hero suit, not wanting to waste a second.
all he does is slip his gloves off and toss his mask aside before getting to work in measuring the rice.
then they get home, and heâs not even changing out of his hero suit, not wanting to waste a second.
all he does is slip his gloves off and toss his mask aside before getting to work in measuring the rice.
âwhat did you want to talk about?â
âweâll save it for when theyâre done.â he decided, and ren nodded while bouncing up and down by the kitchen sink, watching him. âwhy donât you tell me about class?â
âit was so boring, but we were practicing our multiplication today.â
âweâll save it for when theyâre done.â he decided, and ren nodded while bouncing up and down by the kitchen sink, watching him. âwhy donât you tell me about class?â
âit was so boring, but we were practicing our multiplication today.â
he goes on and on about the times table and how he shared some of tamagoyakiâkatsuki canât help but feel proud when he says it without stutteringâwith his friend.
katsuki listens to every word, clings to his story about a food fight and how he successfully did a cartwheel.
katsuki listens to every word, clings to his story about a food fight and how he successfully did a cartwheel.
âwhat did you do at work?â
heâs reminded of the conversation, of the envelope sitting in his pocket that he should be packing for.
in fact, he should start closing all of his accounts here and getting in touch with renâs case worker.
but instead heâs here... making mochi...
heâs reminded of the conversation, of the envelope sitting in his pocket that he should be packing for.
in fact, he should start closing all of his accounts here and getting in touch with renâs case worker.
but instead heâs here... making mochi...
starch dusting his hands as he shows him how not to get the sticky substance all over the place...
âdid you eat some of the beans?â he narrowed his eyes at him instead, and ren just giggled, flattening his ball out. âi saw you.â
ânope...â he shook his head. âyou saw nothing.â
âdid you eat some of the beans?â he narrowed his eyes at him instead, and ren just giggled, flattening his ball out. âi saw you.â
ânope...â he shook his head. âyou saw nothing.â
âi saw you stick your grubby little finger in the bowl.â
âyouâre crazy, old man.â
katsuki just brushed his starch covered finger on to renâs nose, watching as he recoiled away and began to complain.
when he used his hand to wipe it off, he only made more of a mess.
âdad!â
âyouâre crazy, old man.â
katsuki just brushed his starch covered finger on to renâs nose, watching as he recoiled away and began to complain.
when he used his hand to wipe it off, he only made more of a mess.
âdad!â
he froze, both hands cupping a ball of mochi as ren used his uniform shirt to wipe his face.
âyouâre so annoying!â
âwhatâd you call me?â he asked, and the boy only glared up at him before patting potato starch on to his palms.
âget down here! câmon! come down here!â
âyouâre so annoying!â
âwhatâd you call me?â he asked, and the boy only glared up at him before patting potato starch on to his palms.
âget down here! câmon! come down here!â
when he didnât bent over, he began smacking the powder on to his hero suit and arms.
âfight me like a man.â
katsuki bent over, letting him weakly smack his hand against his cheek just to soothe the pout on his lips.
âyou called me dad.â he accused.
âdid not. check your ears.â
âfight me like a man.â
katsuki bent over, letting him weakly smack his hand against his cheek just to soothe the pout on his lips.
âyou called me dad.â he accused.
âdid not. check your ears.â
katsuki, unable to help himself, kissed the side of his head before nodding to the tray of mochi.
âif you donât start rolling, youâre not eating any.â
âno fair, iâm helping make these!â he huffed before washing his hands again. âiâm eating them all and you canât stop me!â
âif you donât start rolling, youâre not eating any.â
âno fair, iâm helping make these!â he huffed before washing his hands again. âiâm eating them all and you canât stop me!â
âif you eat too much mochi, youâll become one.â he warned, but ren just raised one they already made to his mouth. âif you take a bite out of that, weâre fighting, kid.â
he bit into it, giggling before taking off running as katsuki followed him.
âalright, i fuckinâ warned you!â
he bit into it, giggling before taking off running as katsuki followed him.
âalright, i fuckinâ warned you!â
when they stopped chasing each other around the apartment, katsuki forced him to continue helping, smacking his hand whenever he tried to steal another.
once finished, they sat at the table with a plate.
heâs never been much of a sweets man, but they taste better like this.
once finished, they sat at the table with a plate.
heâs never been much of a sweets man, but they taste better like this.
theyâre both covered in potato starch, the kitchenâs a sticky mess, and itâs not the same as the ones back home, but damn if it wasnât the best mochi he has ever had.
âi know you made this one because thereâs too much anko.â he said, and ren just hummed.
ânever too much.â
âi know you made this one because thereâs too much anko.â he said, and ren just hummed.
ânever too much.â
katsuki glanced at him as he set the ball down.
âhey, kid?â
âmhm?â he looked up at him, still chewing on the treat.
âlook... i said we had to talk earlier...â
âoh, yeah! about what?â he beamed.
shit.
katsuki didnât know what he was supposed to breath the news with...
âhey, kid?â
âmhm?â he looked up at him, still chewing on the treat.
âlook... i said we had to talk earlier...â
âoh, yeah! about what?â he beamed.
shit.
katsuki didnât know what he was supposed to breath the news with...
instead of speaking, he reached into his pocket and grasped the envelope.
when he pulled it out, ren furrowed his eyebrows before tilting his head in confusion.
âwhatâs that?â
âitâs a plane ticket.â he answered, and his dark eyes widened.
âto japan?â
âto take me home, yeah.â
when he pulled it out, ren furrowed his eyebrows before tilting his head in confusion.
âwhatâs that?â
âitâs a plane ticket.â he answered, and his dark eyes widened.
âto japan?â
âto take me home, yeah.â
he jumped up out of his seat, but katsuki reached for his arm before shaking his head softly.
âwhy do you look so sad?â ren asked. âdonât we want to go to your home?â
âthatâs the thing, bud.â he said. âi canât take you with me.â
âsure you can. iâll be extra good, i promise!â
âwhy do you look so sad?â ren asked. âdonât we want to go to your home?â
âthatâs the thing, bud.â he said. âi canât take you with me.â
âsure you can. iâll be extra good, i promise!â
katsukiâs thumb rubbed against his wrist.
âi know you would be, and i-i wish that i could, but i mean it. iâm not allowed to take you with me.â he tried to explain without making it too complicated for him to understand.
âwh... what?â he whispered. âbut you said...â
âi know you would be, and i-i wish that i could, but i mean it. iâm not allowed to take you with me.â he tried to explain without making it too complicated for him to understand.
âwh... what?â he whispered. âbut you said...â
katsuki cringed, regret and guilt pooling in his stomach as he heard his mochi thump against the floor. his favorite dessert that they spent hours on now nothing more than a mess on the floor.
ây-you said youâd... youâd take me.â ren stammered quietly.
âi shouldnât have.â
ây-you said youâd... youâd take me.â ren stammered quietly.
âi shouldnât have.â
he couldnât look him in the eye, but katsuki could hear him getting choked up as his confusion slowly melted away into anger and hurt.
âyou said we could go look at-at your hero agency and youâd let me meet dekuâyou said youâd take me with you!â he began to raise his voice.
âyou said we could go look at-at your hero agency and youâd let me meet dekuâyou said youâd take me with you!â he began to raise his voice.
âi want to, ren, but i canât do it.â
âyou promised me! you gave me your heroâs word!â he yelled, and katsuki looked down at the table. âyou... you said weâd stay t-together... but you lied...â
âitâs not my faultââ
âit is your fault! itâs all your fault! you lied to me!â
âyou promised me! you gave me your heroâs word!â he yelled, and katsuki looked down at the table. âyou... you said weâd stay t-together... but you lied...â
âitâs not my faultââ
âit is your fault! itâs all your fault! you lied to me!â
katsuki grabbed his wrist tighter before he could run away.
âlet me explain, renââ
âno! i donât care!â he sobbed, pulling on his hand. âlet go of me! youâre hurting me and a heroâs not supposed to hurt anyone! youâre not a hero!â
âren, your caseworker told me that i canâtââ
âlet me explain, renââ
âno! i donât care!â he sobbed, pulling on his hand. âlet go of me! youâre hurting me and a heroâs not supposed to hurt anyone! youâre not a hero!â
âren, your caseworker told me that i canâtââ
âi donât care! youâre a liar, and i hate you!â
katsuki let go of his hand, meeting his harsh glare.
âi hate you.â he repeated, bottom lip wobbling and cheeks glistening with an endless stream of tears. âi wish you never saved me.â
âren...â
âi wish you never brought me here!â
katsuki let go of his hand, meeting his harsh glare.
âi hate you.â he repeated, bottom lip wobbling and cheeks glistening with an endless stream of tears. âi wish you never saved me.â
âren...â
âi wish you never brought me here!â
katsukiâs never known what heartbreak was until now as he watches him turn on his heels and run into his room. the door slammed shut immediately.
âi wish youâd stay in japan forever so i never have to see you again!â he screamed, and katsuki sucked in a deep breath.
heâs sorry.
âi wish youâd stay in japan forever so i never have to see you again!â he screamed, and katsuki sucked in a deep breath.
heâs sorry.
it probably doesnât count for much when promises mean everything, especially to a child who has lived through millions of broken promises, but heâs sorry.
thereâs nothing he wants more than to sit him on a first class flight and make good on everything he ever swore to.
thereâs nothing he wants more than to sit him on a first class flight and make good on everything he ever swore to.
but maybe it is whatâs best for him, as his case worker insisted.
maybe ren shouldnât have to move with him when heâs so happy at here with his friend at school. when this is what he knows and loves.
katsuki held his head as he cried quietly to himself, his chest aching.
maybe ren shouldnât have to move with him when heâs so happy at here with his friend at school. when this is what he knows and loves.
katsuki held his head as he cried quietly to himself, his chest aching.
maybe he should have just gotten a pet dog or cat when he felt alone, not an entire kid that he was going to get attached to but couldnât take custody of.
thatâs his fault.
the kidâs right. all of this is his fault, and it was always going to end like this, with him leaving.
thatâs his fault.
the kidâs right. all of this is his fault, and it was always going to end like this, with him leaving.
the rest of the day is quiet. ren doesnât leave his room, not even for his favorite dinner.
he doesnât come out for his favorite video games either, the one he left out here.
katsuki almost wants to rip his plane ticket up and say heâs not leaving just to see if heâd open up.
he doesnât come out for his favorite video games either, the one he left out here.
katsuki almost wants to rip his plane ticket up and say heâs not leaving just to see if heâd open up.
if they both canât go then no one is.
but thatâs just crazy talk. he couldnât support them both here. itâs too hard to start an agency from scratch, to handle two branches in different countries.
instead he just takes his suitcases and begins to pack... but itâs not his stuff.
but thatâs just crazy talk. he couldnât support them both here. itâs too hard to start an agency from scratch, to handle two branches in different countries.
instead he just takes his suitcases and begins to pack... but itâs not his stuff.
he puts renâs games inside of them, puts his mochi in a plastic container and his favorite bento box beside it, the dark blue one that was his favorite color.
he sets his backpack on the couch, tucks away his hero trading cards into a safe pouch where they canât get destroyed.
he sets his backpack on the couch, tucks away his hero trading cards into a safe pouch where they canât get destroyed.
eventually, ren has to use the bathroom, and when he does, he places both suitcases inside of his room.
âwhen am i leaving?â he asked quietly.
âiâm calling her tomorrow. i need to be out by sunday afternoon.â
all ren puts away is whatever he had on his very first day here.
âwhen am i leaving?â he asked quietly.
âiâm calling her tomorrow. i need to be out by sunday afternoon.â
all ren puts away is whatever he had on his very first day here.
âpop, this is all yours.â katsuki grabbed the clothes he bought him. his uniforms, jackets, shoes, everything.
âno, itâs yours.â
âdonât be stubborn. i bought them for you.â
âi donât want anything from you.â
katsuki shoved it all in the suitcase anyways.
âyouâre taking it.â
âno, itâs yours.â
âdonât be stubborn. i bought them for you.â
âi donât want anything from you.â
katsuki shoved it all in the suitcase anyways.
âyouâre taking it.â
he neatly folded away his shirts as ren kept his back to him.
âiâm not letting you go anywhere with a fucking garbage bag again, ren. take your things. you deserve them.â he sighed while zipping up a small compartment. âgive me your action figures.â
slowly, heâs handed one.
âiâm not letting you go anywhere with a fucking garbage bag again, ren. take your things. you deserve them.â he sighed while zipping up a small compartment. âgive me your action figures.â
slowly, heâs handed one.
then another. and another.
they packed his things away, and when everything but one outfit for tomorrow was gone, katsuki wheeled them into the living room.
his bedroom door is slammed shut again, and katsuki stood outside.
âthis is our last night together...â he reminded him.
they packed his things away, and when everything but one outfit for tomorrow was gone, katsuki wheeled them into the living room.
his bedroom door is slammed shut again, and katsuki stood outside.
âthis is our last night together...â he reminded him.
âdo you really want to spend it like this?â
thereâs no answer, and he just nodded before going into his room and falling into his bed, silent tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.
heâs not sobbing, but his throat feels hoarse and his nose is stuffy as he lies there.
thereâs no answer, and he just nodded before going into his room and falling into his bed, silent tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.
heâs not sobbing, but his throat feels hoarse and his nose is stuffy as he lies there.
his phone is going off beside him, and he knows itâs probably deku, who has most likely been made aware of his return. most heroes close to his agency would be made aware, their schedules shifting to make room for him.
heâs just not in the mood to talk to anyone right now.
heâs just not in the mood to talk to anyone right now.
but he does take a second to look at his lockscreen, which is a photo of him and ren from new years eve, confetti from a party popper messy in one anotherâs hair and faces rosy from the cold.
when his screen goes dark, he stared at himself and sniffled, already missing that.
when his screen goes dark, he stared at himself and sniffled, already missing that.
morning comes too fast, and he made their morning coffee and hot chocolate, but ren didnât come out.
katsuki then explained that he needs to go out to buy himself suitcases and deactivate his accounts, but he just stood by his door and glared.
âi want to leave now.â
ân-now?â
katsuki then explained that he needs to go out to buy himself suitcases and deactivate his accounts, but he just stood by his door and glared.
âi want to leave now.â
ân-now?â
he had hoped that maybe they could spend the day together, that he could promise to come visit whenever he can.
maybe he could buy him and his caseworker a paid trip to japan during summer break just so they can do what he promised.
but no.
âi want to go now, katsuki.â
maybe he could buy him and his caseworker a paid trip to japan during summer break just so they can do what he promised.
but no.
âi want to go now, katsuki.â
right.
ren hates him. he never wants to see him again.
he doesnât get to make anymore promises to him because he broke his last, and he doesnât get to spend more time with him because he doesnât deserve it.
âfine.â he swallowed thickly. âwhatever you want, bud...â
ren hates him. he never wants to see him again.
he doesnât get to make anymore promises to him because he broke his last, and he doesnât get to spend more time with him because he doesnât deserve it.
âfine.â he swallowed thickly. âwhatever you want, bud...â
it doesnât take long for her to come, to knock on his door and smile sadly at him.
âi wish you a safe flight, mr. bakugou. please take care, and thank you so much for all youâve done.â
âjust...â
he canât stop the tears as he held on to her arm more firmly than he meant to.
âi wish you a safe flight, mr. bakugou. please take care, and thank you so much for all youâve done.â
âjust...â
he canât stop the tears as he held on to her arm more firmly than he meant to.
âdonât let him go somewhere where villains can touch him.â he begged. âi wonât be here to save him like last time.â
âheâll be safe.â
âand-and this is his favorite lunch box.â he handed her a blue bento box. âhe really likes the color blue, and the characters that are on it.â
âheâll be safe.â
âand-and this is his favorite lunch box.â he handed her a blue bento box. âhe really likes the color blue, and the characters that are on it.â
âright.â
âand please, for the love of god, donât let him go anywhere with a trash bag. i gave him suitcases filled with all of his things, so if he has t-to move between homes ever again, let him keep the damn things.â
she nodded as he turned around at the sound of footsteps.
âand please, for the love of god, donât let him go anywhere with a trash bag. i gave him suitcases filled with all of his things, so if he has t-to move between homes ever again, let him keep the damn things.â
she nodded as he turned around at the sound of footsteps.
âis that everything, ren?â he asked, and he ignored his eyes. âyou have all your games and clothes? even the one sock that never seems to have a pair?â
he nodded, and katsuki wiped his eyes.
âdonât you want to say goodbye to mr. bakugou?â
chocolate eyes lifted upwards.
he nodded, and katsuki wiped his eyes.
âdonât you want to say goodbye to mr. bakugou?â
chocolate eyes lifted upwards.
the rims have grown red, and a layer of gloss glistened over them making his cold stare hurt even more.
âgoodbye, mr. bakugou.â he mumbled before turning his back to him completely. âthanks for nothing... like everyone else.â
o-oh...
itâs not even âkatsukiâ anymore.
âgoodbye, mr. bakugou.â he mumbled before turning his back to him completely. âthanks for nothing... like everyone else.â
o-oh...
itâs not even âkatsukiâ anymore.
âyouâre allowed to contact him.â his caseworker offered kindly. âwe find that itâs always a good idea for people with positive influences in a childâs life to not be completely removed. albeit hostile now, i know ren was happy hete.â
he doesnât want to hear it.
itâs not fair.
he doesnât want to hear it.
itâs not fair.
âif iâm so good then why canât i fucking have custody over him?â
âthatâs just not on the table. iâm sorry.â she apologized, and he covered his mouth to muffle his sob.
âbut please donât hesitate to reach out. he doesnât have a phone, but iâll relay any message you may have.â
âthatâs just not on the table. iâm sorry.â she apologized, and he covered his mouth to muffle his sob.
âbut please donât hesitate to reach out. he doesnât have a phone, but iâll relay any message you may have.â
âget him a phone and give him my number.â he demanded weakly, and she said that sheâd consider the possibility.
âiâm sure heâd love to keep in touch.â
âand if something happens,â he rushed, âcan i... no, i want to know. please. i want to know if anything major happens.â
âiâm sure heâd love to keep in touch.â
âand if something happens,â he rushed, âcan i... no, i want to know. please. i want to know if anything major happens.â
âhe can tell you that when he decides to contact you.â
they left, and he followed them to the lobby, watching as renâs suitcases were packed into a truck.
more tears brimming his eyes when their car took off, and he rubbed his fist against the back of his eye while hiccuping.
they left, and he followed them to the lobby, watching as renâs suitcases were packed into a truck.
more tears brimming his eyes when their car took off, and he rubbed his fist against the back of his eye while hiccuping.
no matter how hard he tries, he canât remember how the rest of the day goes. heâs driving, but heâs not present. heâs eating, but heâs not enjoying it. heâs there, but heâs also far away.
the apartment is quiet and empty when he comes back, as well as cleaned spotless.
the apartment is quiet and empty when he comes back, as well as cleaned spotless.
thereâs no mess of games by the television, no homework sprawled across the table.
he doesnât hear any, âkatsuki, if i clean my room, can we watch cartoons all day,â or âkatsuki, can i play games on your computer?â
thereâs just silence, again, and he hates it. loathes it.
he doesnât hear any, âkatsuki, if i clean my room, can we watch cartoons all day,â or âkatsuki, can i play games on your computer?â
thereâs just silence, again, and he hates it. loathes it.
he doesnât get to eat dinner because he canât bring himself to cook without ren, and he doesnât get to sleep much because heâs too busy tossing and turning, unable to get, âi hate youâ and âi never want to see you againâ out of his head and his dreams.
so he stays up.
so he stays up.
he drinks his coffee and waits for his flight home, checking his phone every ten minutes just to see if itâs time yet (totally not because he wants to look at his lockscreen again).
thereâs not a single text messages from anyone he wants to talk to, so he swiped them all away.
thereâs not a single text messages from anyone he wants to talk to, so he swiped them all away.
when the sun begins to rise, heâs on his god-knowâs-cup of coffee, and his hand is shaking from either the cold or the caffeine. heâs not sure.
but he has his plane ticket, his belongings, and a deku pop figure stashed away in his jacket.
just having it makes him want to cry.
but he has his plane ticket, his belongings, and a deku pop figure stashed away in his jacket.
just having it makes him want to cry.
it reminds him of baking too many sugar cookies and picking up gift wrap for ten entire minutes. of video games until midnight and having to stay completely still because of the body using him as a pillow.
heâs crying before he even knows it, heâs squeezing it in his fist.
heâs crying before he even knows it, heâs squeezing it in his fist.
the collectibleâs one of the few things that keeps him sane during his long flight once heâs buckled in.
part of him wants to imagine what itâd be like if ren was here, if heâd talk the entire trip about everything he was excited to see or if heâd just sleep most of it off.
part of him wants to imagine what itâd be like if ren was here, if heâd talk the entire trip about everything he was excited to see or if heâd just sleep most of it off.
would he have fought to take the window seat from him, or prefer to sit away from the reminder that heâs thousands of feet inside of the air?
itâll always be a mystery.
closing his eyes, katsuki leaned his head against the window and then sniffled.
âfuck...â he whispered.
itâll always be a mystery.
closing his eyes, katsuki leaned his head against the window and then sniffled.
âfuck...â he whispered.
âwhat am i doing?â
maybe he should have stayed. maybe he should have fought harder and offered to go to court, to prove that he deserves custody.
âi wish youâd stay in japan so i never have to see you again.â
âi hate you.â
âyouâre not a hero.â
katsuki shook his head.
maybe he should have stayed. maybe he should have fought harder and offered to go to court, to prove that he deserves custody.
âi wish youâd stay in japan so i never have to see you again.â
âi hate you.â
âyouâre not a hero.â
katsuki shook his head.
âbut he called me dad.â he reminded himself quietly, eyes shut as he thought about his loud laughter. âhe was angry. he... he doesnât understand.â
thatâs what heâs telling himself as he holds the pop figure to his chest and leans back for the rest of his eleven hour flight.
thatâs what heâs telling himself as he holds the pop figure to his chest and leans back for the rest of his eleven hour flight.
before he knows it, his plane is touching down, and heâs waking up to a flight attendant gently shaking his shoulder.
someoneâs standing at the terminal with his hero name written across it, and he wheeled his suitcases over.
âyou look terrible, dynamight.â
âshut the fuck up.â
someoneâs standing at the terminal with his hero name written across it, and he wheeled his suitcases over.
âyou look terrible, dynamight.â
âshut the fuck up.â
after that, the rest of their time together is spent in silence, and heâs turning his phone on to look at all of the messages flooding in.
still, the one person he wants to talk to isnât there, so he swiped them all away before slipping his phone into his back pocket.
still, the one person he wants to talk to isnât there, so he swiped them all away before slipping his phone into his back pocket.
the car ride is awkward, and the receptionist holds her tongue when she sees him walk in.
somehow he thought heâd be happier to be back home, but everything feels like a nuisance as he unlocked the door to his apartment.
when the lights flicker on, heâs bombarded with shouting.
somehow he thought heâd be happier to be back home, but everything feels like a nuisance as he unlocked the door to his apartment.
when the lights flicker on, heâs bombarded with shouting.