I remember being on set with high fashion models. All underage ..16-17.

But they were all coked up or smoking weed.

I couldn’t believe it.

At the time I’m was a lead fashion stylist for the set. I remember one of the girls asking me if I wanted to hit their blunt. I told her no.

One thing I don’t do is do drugs with white ppl.

No bueno.

Especially not with children.

If anyone is familiar with the NYC fashion scene you know it’s brutal. Some of these models live in small apartments with about 6 girls in them.

They’re all just going for a dream.

I kept questioning myself of this truly was a industry I wanted to be in.

Next I met a young white 20 something guy from Chicago who came to nyc to chase a dream...

He left his girlfriend behind. He told me he did private parties for cash to survive in nyc.

Now me being nosey I asked what were the parties about. I thought he did modeling at the parties. He didn’t do just modeling he had to wear speedos and serve drinks to Rich elite men.

He even told me he’s “gay for pay”

I’m like wtf

The next straw was when I was on set as a lead stylist for high fashion shoot. My assistant slept with the producer to try and get me kicked off the set.

It didn’t work ...he fired her after having sex with her.

I thought me and this girl was cool... I guess not.

The final straw was working on a hip hop music video set.

It was something about the vibe that seemed off.

I’ll never forget them filling the Düsse bottles with Pepsi. Lol and then hearing the video models talked about which rapper they wanted to smash.

I knew then ..NONE OF THIS SHIT IS REAL!

I took the red pill.

I got out the entertainment industry and never looked back.

These young men and women are killing themselves and exchanging sex for a FAKE LIFESTYLE.

So when ppl ask why do I have experience in so many fields of work... it’s hard to explain that my energy just couldn’t take the nonsense. I don’t want to bear witness to fuckery.

fashion was my 1st love but I enjoy it on my own time.

NONE OF THIS SHIT IS REAL.