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I really want to go on an ADHD rant about Alternative's recent video so guess what I'm aboutta do Tw for sexual abuse, self harm, ddlg, and just possibly triggering fuckery
Firstly, Hopelessly isn't Mara and isn't cyberstalking her nor did she stalk any friend of hers. I've been cyberstalked for over a year and have reason to believe I'm STILL being cyberstalked. Not to mention she didn't know about her trauma & the photos used were ALL public
Stalking is a heavy and serious word to use. I've talked to this person and she literally just wants
It's legitimately traumatizing when someone picks away at your sense of security and
It's legitimately traumatizing when someone picks away at your sense of security and
safety, instilling paranoia, making you feel like you're always being watched. I don't have a name or a face here, I'm an emoji and I still get paranoid that someone's paying attention to my interests, my typing style, or that they'll use information they know about me to
do actual harm.
But this isn't about me so moving on
But this isn't about me so moving on
Okay so her video is meant to address the recent situation & it's directed at a couple of specific youtubers. And it's bad, I'm just gonna say that outright.
Well over half of this video is her discussing her trauma. If she wanted to bring up details that were relevant it could
Well over half of this video is her discussing her trauma. If she wanted to bring up details that were relevant it could
have been over 10, even 15 minutes less and even then, none of it seems very relevant to the current situation, which is her recent behavior. The promoting her channel to her ddlg followers with "live age regression". Her rebuttal to this specific point was along the lines of,
"I advertised my age regression to them because they'd seen me do it for years, just unknowingly". Yeah they saw it in a sexual context tho! So she admits that she used a term familiar to them for the sake of advertisement when before she had said
"You guys are the creeps! Age regression isn't sexual! Why would I use that for sexual reasons?" like bro we know this, it's the context. It's who she advertised it to and that she admittedly catered to their interests. Refer to my last 2 threads on the subject
Then she blames Vangelina for commenting on it (but lies, saying she retweeted it), and A&A for talking about it and says she has their tens of thousands of followers coming after her. Thousands of hate comments?
I can't find a video of yours with over 100 comments and most of them are supportive. Stop lying asshat
Now we get to the self harm thing.
So allegedly, her 8 year old alter is the one who posted the photos. Alt comes out of her blackout, and "deleted the photos immediately."
Now we get to the self harm thing.
So allegedly, her 8 year old alter is the one who posted the photos. Alt comes out of her blackout, and "deleted the photos immediately."
Let's review what took place that night then! Around 11pm PST, she posted a graphic photo of sh and tagged the ppl she felt responsible for her feelings. Or allegedly, her 8 y/o alter did and she blacked out. People immediately beg her to remove it, she refuses for hours
Okay so the time between the photo and the end of the blackout was under 10 minutes. So it was like eh 11:10ish in my timezone when she posted the more recent one. No apology. Just blaming for hurting a child alter, which didn't happen. No one attacked Elsie.
No one knew she was fronting
So by now, people are VERY triggered. My cohost was the one fronting because it happens that someone has in fact done something very similar to this and used it against me. You know system accountability is a thing right??? But next screen
So by now, people are VERY triggered. My cohost was the one fronting because it happens that someone has in fact done something very similar to this and used it against me. You know system accountability is a thing right??? But next screen
3 hours later, she pulls a Nin and says she refuses to remove the images and that it's about teaching them a lesson. Don't blame your fucking child alter for this shit when you agreed with and justified her actions. You took no accountability and put the blame on everyone else
You still stood by this 3 hours later. You excuse it with mental illness as if 7 minutes prior you didn't imply that it was meant to punish the people you felt attacked by
As someone who has lost over 2k supporters over a fabricated smear campaign what the fuck actually is this? Stop acting like everyone knew about your trauma and used it to hurt you. Stop acting like we're being fucking creeps associating ddlg with age reg
when you admitted that your followers into ddlg have seen your regression and so u used it as advertisement, knowing the context of age reg in that community.
I also highly doubt u gained like 50 followers on OF due to people saying "hey how come u advertised age reg to followers that sexualize innocence/regressive behavior?" but I'm sure having something to flex makes u feel more in control, so I'll pretend to believe you lol
When my cohost (I don't think it was me that said this) asked if you planned to apologize in any way to the ppl u tagged you said no bc you didn't forgive them. Vangelina didn't make a video titled "Alternative is a horrible person!!!" she commented on a thing and
most of her followers likely didn't see it, most aren't on her Twitter, and it would have been irresponsible to use your name because that could have endangered you!
You really aren't acting like an adult in this situation. You did what I've seen you do every time someone points out your wrongdoings- trauma dump & push blame. Because blaming you would make us the assholes after you discussed your trauma and made yourself vulnerable.
On like 2 occasions u were like "whelp now that ppl are blaming me for this i need to make a video explaining my trauma, y'all are forcing me to relive it!" and I was like "dude u don't need to justify yourself or do that, ppl will believe what they want" but still, u did this
more than once.
I also feel like u should address the gay black sociopath alter? You said in ur podcast all ur alters ID as white but like I have screens that say otherwise so I wish that'd come up but what else do u expect from a woman who supports a dangerous racist monster?
I also feel like u should address the gay black sociopath alter? You said in ur podcast all ur alters ID as white but like I have screens that say otherwise so I wish that'd come up but what else do u expect from a woman who supports a dangerous racist monster?
Realized I switched from 3rd person to 2nd person in the middle of this bc so much of this is personal to me? Smear campaigns, weaponized self harm, all that junk. Do better, this was disgusting and meant to jab at ppl emotionally while avoiding even a crumb of accountability
