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ok #chengxian HATE SEX as exes (in some bar bathrooms) thoughts of the day 
chengxian had a quite long relationship in their early 20s but yeah, it didn't end up well. they broke up because of something stupid and they're now full of hatred and rancour for the other.
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they avoid each other as much as they can, they always make sure they won't see each other when their friends invite them, they've deleted the other's number from their phone, they've teared up their photographs, they've thrown away what belonged to the other...
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in other words, the grief is REAL and INTENSE (and also a bit cliché and dramatic but that's not the point rn).
then 1, then 2, then maybe 3 years go by after their break up and comes this time when they obviously both start missing someone else's company,
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then 1, then 2, then maybe 3 years go by after their break up and comes this time when they obviously both start missing someone else's company,
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and also both start missing having sex (having sex /together/ but they won't admit it). cause their sexual life was pretty hot actually. and yeah, they miss that too.
but there's NO WAY to go back to the other and NO WAY to tell their friends about these things they miss.
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but there's NO WAY to go back to the other and NO WAY to tell their friends about these things they miss.
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so one day, without telling anyone, they both create an account on some dating app.
they're /proud/ and they don't want anyone to think that they're desperate. that's why to make sure none of their friends ever know about it,
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they're /proud/ and they don't want anyone to think that they're desperate. that's why to make sure none of their friends ever know about it,
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they use a fake name and only post thirst trap. we can't see their face, we can't know their name.
and as you've probably seen it coming, they end up chatting together. they don't want to lose more time, they want to fuck, so they don't elaborate about their personal life.
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and as you've probably seen it coming, they end up chatting together. they don't want to lose more time, they want to fuck, so they don't elaborate about their personal life.
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here comes this day when they finally meet. they plan to meet in a bar in their neighbourhood, like this it'll be easier to move from the place to one of their apartments.
jc is in the bar, waiting. wwx is late, as usual, and gets a message notification from the app,
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jc is in the bar, waiting. wwx is late, as usual, and gets a message notification from the app,
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'i'm waiting for u. i'm sitting alone at the counter. meet me there.'
wwx enters the bars and walks to the counter, sits right beside jc.
their eyes widen when they see the other, "wtf are you doing there? you can't sit here, i'm waiting for someone. just go away,"
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wwx enters the bars and walks to the counter, sits right beside jc.
their eyes widen when they see the other, "wtf are you doing there? you can't sit here, i'm waiting for someone. just go away,"
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jc says furiously, rolling his eyes.
wwx's heart skips a beat as he realizes what's actually going on, "oh my god..."
jc's gaze darkens, "wei wuxian!"
"i should have known..." wwx continues, looking straight into jc's eyes.
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wwx's heart skips a beat as he realizes what's actually going on, "oh my god..."
jc's gaze darkens, "wei wuxian!"
"i should have known..." wwx continues, looking straight into jc's eyes.
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"leave me alone i said. i'm waiting for—"
"—me." wwx interrupts him.
jc lets out a big sigh annoyed, "what?"
"you're waiting for me," he answers.
"what the fuck? i'm not waiting for you! just go away now, i'm waiting for—"
"—'nighthXnter'. yeah. that's me,"
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"—me." wwx interrupts him.
jc lets out a big sigh annoyed, "what?"
"you're waiting for me," he answers.
"what the fuck? i'm not waiting for you! just go away now, i'm waiting for—"
"—'nighthXnter'. yeah. that's me,"
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wwx interrupts him again.
"WEI WUXIAN!" jc whisper-shouts trying to not be too loud in the bar, "this got to be one of your very bad jokes. STOP IT."
"that's not!!! i swear! i didn't know it was you until now!" wwx tries to explain.
jc gives a look at his drink,
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"WEI WUXIAN!" jc whisper-shouts trying to not be too loud in the bar, "this got to be one of your very bad jokes. STOP IT."
"that's not!!! i swear! i didn't know it was you until now!" wwx tries to explain.
jc gives a look at his drink,
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using all of his forces to keep calm (spoiler alert: that's not working).
"well....................................................................." wwx starts, looking at anything but jc.
"hm?"
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"well....................................................................." wwx starts, looking at anything but jc.
"hm?"
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"while we're here........................" he continues, drawing circles from his fingertips upon the counter.
"wei wuxian."
"maybe we could.........................................." he says, tilting his head, still not daring to look at jc.
"don't."
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"wei wuxian."
"maybe we could.........................................." he says, tilting his head, still not daring to look at jc.
"don't."
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"maybe we could," he repeats, "you know......................"
"stop it."
"oh, come on!" wwx insists.
"no. we're not gonna do anything. i don't wanna do anything with you."
that's a real struggle for jc to keep his mind clear. he tries his best to sound firm.
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"stop it."
"oh, come on!" wwx insists.
"no. we're not gonna do anything. i don't wanna do anything with you."
that's a real struggle for jc to keep his mind clear. he tries his best to sound firm.
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wwx grins, "you don't wanna do anything with me?" then lets out a chuckle, "that's not what 'pxrplebxi' was texting me earlier."
jc blushes. but why does he blush? he shouldn't be blushing. he knows wwx and he hates him, right?
wwx takes his phone out and opens the app,
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jc blushes. but why does he blush? he shouldn't be blushing. he knows wwx and he hates him, right?
wwx takes his phone out and opens the app,
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"'ur so hot, can't wait to take ur cock in my mouth. can't wait to taste u. can't wait for you to ruin me.'" he reads out loud, "'i wanna get on my knees for you.'"
jc's face turns completely red. is that anger? embarrassment? arousal? probably all of that.
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jc's face turns completely red. is that anger? embarrassment? arousal? probably all of that.
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"you see? that's not how you sounded earlier, reacting to my pics," wwx chants with pride.
jc gulps and just can't say anything.
"wait, i have more," wwx continues, "listen to this: 'please treat me roughly. bend me in 2 and fuck me hard.' —
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jc gulps and just can't say anything.
"wait, i have more," wwx continues, "listen to this: 'please treat me roughly. bend me in 2 and fuck me hard.' —
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—wow. i've jerked myself off with this one. that was very sexy of you."
"wei wuxian." jc finally manages to say, still looking at his drink just as if his almost empty glass was giving him strength, "i don't want to do anything with you," he articulates.
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"wei wuxian." jc finally manages to say, still looking at his drink just as if his almost empty glass was giving him strength, "i don't want to do anything with you," he articulates.
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wwx laughs, "i know you do want it. we both want it. i know you're hard rn. we both are. and that's ok."
jc shakes his head, "i don't."
"you're only convincing yourself right now. this won't work with me. i know you, a-cheng. or maybe should i call you 'pxrplebxi'?"
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jc shakes his head, "i don't."
"you're only convincing yourself right now. this won't work with me. i know you, a-cheng. or maybe should i call you 'pxrplebxi'?"
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jc closes his eyes and takes a deep breath as wwx keeps teasing him, "btw, since when 'being ruined' is your thing? i don't remember having the chance to ever /ruin/ you before?" he asks, "god your messages were so hot, and now that i know it's been you the whole time, —
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that's even sexier."
that's too much for jc who feels his cock twitching with each one of wwx's words. he can't take it anymore. he gotta stop this. he'd love to leave the bar and let wwx here, alone. he'd love to be the determined man he usually is.
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that's too much for jc who feels his cock twitching with each one of wwx's words. he can't take it anymore. he gotta stop this. he'd love to leave the bar and let wwx here, alone. he'd love to be the determined man he usually is.
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he'd love to tell wwx to fuck off. he'd love to have the strength to fight against the things he's feeling right now. so he gets up from the barstool he's sitting on.
but instead of doing all these things he'd /love/ to do, he gives up on his principles and gives wwx—
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but instead of doing all these things he'd /love/ to do, he gives up on his principles and gives wwx—
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an absolutely needy and desperate look. then walks to the bathrooms.
wwx's gaze follows him. wwx chuckles and grabs jc's glass on the counter. his phone rings as he finishes jc's drinks.
he opens the app. 'pxrplebxi' just sent him something.
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wwx's gaze follows him. wwx chuckles and grabs jc's glass on the counter. his phone rings as he finishes jc's drinks.
he opens the app. 'pxrplebxi' just sent him something.
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a pretty pic of his hand holding his hard cock, and a text: 'that's now or never. don't make me wait. don't make me regret this.'
wwx bites his bottom lip and text him back: 'ur so bold for someone who spent the last 5 days begging me to ruin him.'
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wwx bites his bottom lip and text him back: 'ur so bold for someone who spent the last 5 days begging me to ruin him.'
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jc gently strokes his cock as he reads wwx's text. /fuck/ wwx is /hot/.
he always had been.
wwx feels playful and texts jc again: 'if i wanna make u wait then u'll wait. if i want u to touch yourself or to cum for me, then u'll do so. but u'll wait for me to tell u'
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he always had been.
wwx feels playful and texts jc again: 'if i wanna make u wait then u'll wait. if i want u to touch yourself or to cum for me, then u'll do so. but u'll wait for me to tell u'
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ok i've got homework to do 
i'll finish/continue this later 
i'll finish/continue this later
not @ me writing "thoughts of the day" when i've actually been thinking about it for almost a week
