Anyone else have aphantasia?????

I'm gonna proceed to rant abt aphantasia stuff that makes me sad and angy

I wish I dreamt more

I dream so rarely and all my dreams are usually stressed induced >:/

The best way to describe how sleeping feels like to me... It's like sleeping in a mc bed

Like your vision gets darker as u fall asleep, then boom. Awake. No dreams.

I'm so bad at making concept art that's very trippy bc I just can't invision surreal images at all ://

Its so difficult making backgrounds on a whim and making environments without so much heavy reference

I can remember many details of an irl object/location, but I can't for the life of me see it in my head/imagination

I tried just closing my eyes for 10 mins trying to think of a color and trying to see it in my imagination and I just couldn't see jack shit :(

I'm kinda jealous of people that can effortlessly vivid dream/imagine really surreal stuff

I think I had aphantasia since childhood(?) and I'd like to experience imagining stuff at least once but oh well :(