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I really need to change this season like bro I've been a fucking mess this year bruh. Please bare with me until the end of the thread.
Just need a chance to be better like literally one month left. It takes like few more days before 2021 starts.
Want to be a son that my parents could be proud of man :(
You guys out here on Twitter are fr the best. Being friends and all that I hope Im more than just an account
For this December I feel like I want to do something but idk what to do especially I feel like you guys deserve the best
My wish is perhaps aside from my account taken back is that you guys reading this have a good day and be proud of yourself.
Own all the things that you dream man. You all can do it if you keep hustling through it unlike me being lazy as fuck.
More and more times I keep feeling like wow I disappoint others huh. I hope I can improve better man. Like seriously. Because in my house I would just be compared a lot of times on how I should be dis and dat like do it this way and that way and all that compared how I'm messier
Than my brother although I keep telling my parents I have an art project to deal with. Its hard but I think I have to deal with it and move on to be better and improve.
You guys out here let me asm you a question
Could you guys promise me to love yourself? Like I love you guys seriously and if you feel like you failed something heads up and move forward and dont think of harming yourself like forever.
Ever and ever and ever.
Know that something is off? If you don't then you gotta at least check my tweets bruh well yeah...
Make some steps to motivate myself to be past my old me is hard but I can fucking do this I know I fucking can
My dream is perhaps seeing my parents looking at me smiling and be proud knowing that they did not give birth to a disappointment
Wish that I could meet you guys too bruh. Meeting my Twitter mutuals like Kai, Madden, Salt like bro...
Come over here to Indonesia and just wanna vibe with you guys or smthng and give y'all hug and comfort idk man.
True, it's impossible but one day once I have all my money and all that I will get to y'all.
All of my savings so far wasted doe to pay for my little brother's present last year. Anyone who can give a good rec on what to buy that would be cool like fr
I wish somebody bought me present fr 
cuz I low-key never got one in YEARS DAMN
cuz I low-key never got one in YEARS DAMN
Want a present at least a record player with vinyls one day or at least a manga set like deadass that would be A DREAM FAM just wanna read the whole Onizuka series.
For my parents I haven't really thought on what to buy but being a changed man I guess I will try to buy something for them even with my money being scarce as fuck.
Christmas is like 20 days left and I need to work harder to get money fr either that or just steal shit like on 2012 to 2014 but I ain't on that energy no more.
Is it hard to buy them presents? Absolutely but I think just to see them smile would be amazing as fuck for me.
You guys also man I wish I could buy you guys a present but at the end of the thread you might be wondering what's the purpose of the thread about. I promise it will not be a waste. Read the first letter of each tweet on this thread thank me later.
FIRST WORD*
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DEFO MY WORST EFFORT FOR ONE JOKE 
