1) Whenever I won whilst gambling, I didn’t really wanna win. Why? Well, at first I’d be on a high. I’d won some money so why wouldn’t I be on a high? But within minutes I wasn’t on a high anymore. The reason being....
2) Two reasons.
Reason one.
It wasn’t a big win. I wanted more.
Reason two.
I’d won a substantial amount but wouldn’t be able to account for it with those closest to me (I’m a secret gambler after all)
Reason one.
It wasn’t a big win. I wanted more.
Reason two.
I’d won a substantial amount but wouldn’t be able to account for it with those closest to me (I’m a secret gambler after all)
3) When I won a ‘small’ amount I’d continue to bet more. When I won big I couldn’t account for it so gambled more to ‘get rid’ some of it but I’d convince myself it was because I was on a roll and could win more.
4) So when I won small I’d bet more, but then when I won more I bet more because I couldn’t account for it.
You still with me?
So when I won big I’d continue to gamble because I couldn’t account for it. But when i lost some of the big win, I’d chase the loss
You still with me?
So when I won big I’d continue to gamble because I couldn’t account for it. But when i lost some of the big win, I’d chase the loss


5) I’ve read this thread back, it looks messed up, that was my brain, messed up!!
Regardless of the amount won or lost, the outcome was always the same. The outcome was to continue gambling. EVERY TIME!
Regardless of the amount won or lost, the outcome was always the same. The outcome was to continue gambling. EVERY TIME!