At this point I really don’t give a shit. This man drugged and raped me July 2016. He spiked a drink he made me, filmed it, raped me, also gave me an std and faked his test results when I had to prove to him he gave me the clap. I’m not the only victim either. He drugs and rapes-

His victims the exact same way. He’s a predator as well. He prays on boys FRESH out of high school. He was even at my sisters graduation, for a boy in her class (2016) that suffered the same fate as myself. He is gross and disgusting and if I find any else of my mutuals following

Him, count our friendship or whatever over. Especially if you KNEW before hand that this is what this man does and that I was a victim of it. I literally have PTSD from that night. I am AFRAID of men because of him. I afraid to drink, to have alcohol around men, I’m afraid -

That the same thing will happen again the moment I let my guard down with a man I “trust”. I literally cannot look at that mans social media without feeling disgusted and breaking down. I still don’t understand that night and why it happened. I am STILL processing and dealing-

With the trauma that resulted from that night. I woke up with NO recollection of the night before (I had 2 drinks), completely disoriented, my phone was not near me (he had it), my glasses were gone, and I had 1 sock on. I was confused and scared when I woke up. I still don’t-

Know what happened that night. All he said was “you’re a lot of fun” and I’m in pain with no memory of the night. The only evidence was a Facebook live with me HIGHLY inebriated after 1 glass and he pours me another. Then, for myself it goes blank. I don’t know what happens after

My “best friend” (because he follows my rapist) at the time saw the video when it was live and sent texts asking if I was okay. This the moment my phone goes missing. He takes my phone and responds for me. I never leave his house after this. I like to think my “friend” would’ve-

Rescued me had I been able to text him back. Just reliving this night as I type this out....is traumatizing and I wish I could back in time and just stop myself from going over there all together. It will take a long time for me to recover from this. This man ruined me.