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I’d be the biggest fraud if I talked shit or did anything other than love everyone
Why?
Imagine being 310 pounds, insecure, but captain of your college football team
And unusual position for insecurity, due to all the inherent popularity
But still.. I was nobody to myself
Why?
Imagine being 310 pounds, insecure, but captain of your college football team
And unusual position for insecurity, due to all the inherent popularity
But still.. I was nobody to myself
My whole life, ‘friends’ had picked on me for not being as aesthetic as my parents and their vibe
What my friends didn’t know was that my only desire was to BE aesthetic, which you could hear in my music as a kid
The beauty was there, internally, but I couldn’t SEE or FIND it!
What my friends didn’t know was that my only desire was to BE aesthetic, which you could hear in my music as a kid
The beauty was there, internally, but I couldn’t SEE or FIND it!
Legitimate torture
I hadn’t the self-love to be able to see the positive things within me
All I saw was where I lacked
Created an ego that focused fundamentally on what I did not have
Even worse?
I’d learned narcissistic tendency from my dad, to hate myself vehemently
I hadn’t the self-love to be able to see the positive things within me
All I saw was where I lacked
Created an ego that focused fundamentally on what I did not have
Even worse?
I’d learned narcissistic tendency from my dad, to hate myself vehemently
So, I hated myself for not being able to become what I could feel was within me, because I couldn’t see it due to how reactive my mind was and how needy it was, given how badly I wanted to be beautiful & aesthetic haha
But then, one day after college, something clicked, man
But then, one day after college, something clicked, man
Maybe it was a breakthrough on LSD
I’m still figuring it out
Heightened positivity flooded my consciousness for at least a full year, and within that year, I lost 100 pounds and became a fitness model
My confidence went from -1 to +11
I’m still figuring it out
Heightened positivity flooded my consciousness for at least a full year, and within that year, I lost 100 pounds and became a fitness model
My confidence went from -1 to +11
Was living in NYC at the time
Tinder existed, could get with literally any girl I wanted, and did that for a while
Before ending up with a supermodel
...but I was not yet a man
My confidence wasn’t noble or graceful.. it was false bravado..
She left me. Hurt a lot.
Tinder existed, could get with literally any girl I wanted, and did that for a while
Before ending up with a supermodel
...but I was not yet a man
My confidence wasn’t noble or graceful.. it was false bravado..
She left me. Hurt a lot.
And it was around that time that I realized I had a lot of work to do, to be the good man whom I was remembering I wanted to be
So I moved to Montana
Started over
Found real grace
Then found an angel, and together, we made our own
Be true to yourself and don’t give up, man
So I moved to Montana
Started over
Found real grace
Then found an angel, and together, we made our own
Be true to yourself and don’t give up, man
