FINAL THOUGHTS ON THE JIBRATOR SITUATION from me, their ex, and the person who opened up about being abused.

tw abuse tw sexual harassment tw pedophilia

i think. the thing that really bugs me about all of this is how the actual initial problem is getting misconstrued? bc a lot of ppl are spreading the fact that they wore lingerie in front of him and they didn’t. it was under their clothes. they still shouldn’t have tweeted+

abt it or spoke in the sexual tone that they did, but the lingerie was still underneath the clothes. not defending them obviously but i do want everyone to be properly informed lol

it also bothers me how many people are forgetting about al the other stuff too. an ex-mutual who i was forced to harass on their behalf came out about me and s*ph harassing them, and she was largely ignored. multiple people got anon messages about what s*ph tried to do+

to j1sung at a concert, and it was largely ignored. i opened up about their legitimate pedophilia towards j1sung, and it was largely ignored. and because of that, they’re getting more forgiveness than i’m comfortable with because “all they did was wear lingerie under their+

clothes” no, it is so much more than that.

also can we not demonize BPD and DID because of my confession? someone’s mental disorder is not a trigger warning. we are normal people.

even taking my abuse out of the equation, bc i know nobody rly cares abt that, they had a lot+

worse thoughts and motives TOWARDS J1SUNG that i think everyone is largely forgetting about??? like dude they did NASTY shit and fantasized abt the worst stuff under the sun, which i’m working on getting evidence for. you don’t think maybe that should be a little+

more focused on? their actual pedophilia and r4pe fantasy towards him, trying to give him tools they used to jerk off to him, their absolute CRAZY y/n delulu syndrome— those need to be talked about too. just as much as the jeeties thing is being talked about.

i feel like this is coming off as i’m angry, and i’m not. i’m extremely happy that they got exposed, i’m happy that i don’t have to carry much weight of their abuse on my shoulders anymore, but they have done a lot worse than just wearing lingerie on call i can promise that.

also, thank you to everyone who has reached out to me the past few days. the amount of messages i’m getting is a little overwhelming, especially from people who i thought would NEVER speak to me again, and it’s a lot for me and the system to process. but thank you. we appreciate+

your kind words, and i appreciate the forgiveness for things i’ve done while under seph’s control. it means more to me than you will ever know. they turned me into something else, the worst person i’ve ever been, just because of how desperate for their approval i was, and people

understanding the position i was put it means the world to me. thank you so much.

i’m ending this thread now, but i just want to say that this isn’t over— it won’t be over until jibrator is blacklisted from all events and deplatformed entirely. thank you all so much.

OH ALSO DONT SEND THEM DEATH THREATS bc u shouldn’t send anyone death threats no matter how awful they are lol that’s just across the board, not them specifically