Thread by @SpangcoleVizard, *READ ALL THIS THREAD AND DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS*Hey everyone, you are [...]

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Hey everyone, you are wondering why I'm making this thread?
It's simple, this year I made a lot of mistakes and some of them I regret on doing it+

And because of those mistakes many people started to hate me and blocking me, and some of them were people who supposed to be my mutuals arround here and some of them I never interact with them, but they already hate me and block me+

In making this thread not because I want to say "sorry" for everyone, that word won't work and probably some of those people don't want to know anything about me after the things I've done

Let's go to the main topic of this
Everything has started with the fight I got with Genesis and Crumbs on October 2019.
This fight has started just because I copy that tweet of Genesis
Here some of the pictures were I take the screenshot or like a guy told me in DM "evidence"+

Well, I know everyone know this tweet I made a long time ago because someone save that screenshot of that tweet I made and I understand how everyone feel, especially how Crumbs and Genesis feel+

Honestly, I shouldn't do that tweet in the 1st place, but yeah, I was feel jealous with them not only with the attention they got on MurakumoFriday, it was because SIA always retweet their tweets
A stupid reason, I know+

But right now I don't care about it and you guys won't gonna believe this, I know+

Well, I send some messages to Crumbs and Genesis explaning to them how I feel since that day but I wasn't the full explanation, right here and now I'm going to explain the full details of my reason on doing this thread+

My reason on doing this it's not because I want to be friends or being friends again with the people who unfollow me and block me, these people has their reason on not interact with me anymore, I know that part and a lot+

I don't want to be friends with these people again and same them, but I'm not only gonna say this, I just want to say I want to stop with this hate we have each other, I want to end this hate everyone has with me just because of my daily hate tweets of Murasaki and Bashou+

This just happen because of these things:
I couldn't explain the things better on those times because I didn't have the right words and because of that everyone have a different idea of me+

I made a lot of mistake and some of them I regret on doing it
For example, the mistake I did and the one I regret it was the daily hate tweets I made to Murasaki and Bashou
I know, making these tweets every day and every hour was annoying, I agree and I'm sorry+

I shouldn't do it, but honestly I don't regret on the hate I had with these girls+

My main reason to hate these girls it's because they were getting more cards and more attention than other girls before
And everything started on 2019, every day when NW made a new card I was waiting a lot for a new card of Murakumo, but that didn't happen+

Every event, they were always using Murasaki and Bashou and seeing some of those cards events I was thinking that Murakumo, Renka, Kaede and other girls were the indicated to have new cards on those events, but that didn't happen
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I was waiting for a lot of new card of Murakumo before, for example, a nurse card of her, a weeding card of her, any card, but those cards I wanted never came, they just use Murasaki and Bashou a lot and without stop on every event and because of that it makes me hate them a lot+

Right now I stop with the hate of them and I accepted every new card of them, but then NW announced it was going to end this year+

Then I feel that the hate I had with these girls wasn't a mistake and I didn't regret of that+

Murasaki and Bashou had more cards meanwhile Murakumo, Renka, Kaede and other girls didn't have a lot of cards like the rest of the girls, this was a big wasted potential and that makes me angry and that is my reason of why I won't miss a lot SK NW+

I'll appreciate the cards of Murakumo they made when I was starting to enter to SK and giving much reasons to love Murakumo a lot (2017)+

But I won't appreciate the times they didn't make a lot of cards of Murakumo when it was the right moment, same goes to Renka and Kaede+

And that was one of my reason to my hate to Bashou and Murasaki, but now I don't hate them anymore (but I only hate Gekkou and Senkou, even it's just a bit)
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But my other reason to hate Murasaki it was my mistake, the other reason of my hate to Murasaki it was because of her reason of her popularity and fans
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A gamer/neet, honestly loving her because she was a gamer I was thinking that everyone wants a girlfriend gamer and because having a relationship with a girl gamer was perfect+

Honestly, I see that so pathetic, my toughts were this, the real perfect girlfriend it's not the one who is a gamer or a anime fan, it's the one who accept you on who you are+

On a conversation with my mom and cousin I say this tought I have, they told I was right but at the same time wrong
They told me that you need someone who likes the same thing you like
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Both of them were right and because of that I stop with my stupid other reason to hate Murasaki and starting on liking Murasaki back again+

And that was the reason of why I hated Murasaki and Bashou before and why I stop hating Murasaki for real+

Honestly, hearing that I'm not a real fan of Senran Kagura just because I hate Murasaki it was the MOST STUPID THING I heard this year+

Look, I'm not a fan of Senran Kagura, I'm just a guy who loves or like SK a lot and saying that francise it's part of my life+

The only thing I hate it's the people who thinks that everything is on that way and shouldn't be in that way on every fandom/community+

If I hate a character you like it's my problem not yours, but I won't gonna do the same mistake I did (hating them every hour and day, not anymore)+

If someone is thinking that I'm not the person who everyone is waiting to see on some community, a person like everyone around here then you are making a great mistake+

That's the end to my reason to hate some fictional things for now, let's go to the REAL main topic of doing this
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For the people who block me and I block them back (Genesis, Crumbs, THESLPLAYER and CPTN1UPZ) I unblock you just because I wanted you guys to read this+

I won't gonna mention Zack, since I know he won't gonna read this whole thing, but I hope he can do it since I read that thread of him blocking me+

Crumbs, Genesis
If you guys are reading and reach to this part of this thread then I hope you read the rest of the things I wanted to explain you guys since that day we fought, you don't need to comment if you want but if you guys don't want to interact with me in this then+

I'll appreciate your decisions, I want to make the things cleared on this point and stop with the stupid hate we have each other just because I didn't explain well that day+

THESLPLAYER
The conversation and the little fight we had it didn't compared to the big fight I had with Genesis and Crumbs, but I like you to read everything and I hope you did it when you read the part of Murasaki and Bashou, I want to fix the things with you too
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CPTN1UPZ
I don't know you, you don't know me eather that's for sure but you hate me and I hate you too and that's stupid, both of us we hate each other without reason. "Never like Cote before" then guess what I don't like you eather, but I want to mention you in this+

because I want to stop with this hate with no reason we had each other. The only thing I know about you is you love Murakumo and me too, I love Murakumo so much and the reason of why you're making MurakumoMonday it's understandable, but I want to end this hate we had each other+

and I don't want to become your friend either
Both of us we are even right now, but I want to end the hate we had each other. Well knowing my luck you won't gonna read any of this since you are seeing who sending this to you

Zack, you have your reasons on hating me and I guess I hate you too a bit, but I understand how you feel+

Now, to the full details of the message I send to Crumbs and Genesis before+

I bet everyone are wondering "why are you writing this thread instead on telling this to everyone on DM?"+

Knowing my luck and cursed, none of you guys won't gonna read what I'm trying to say, the moment I say something everyone being to arguing with me and the conversation won't work+

Honestly I feel I have a cursed, a cursed that I'm trying to say something to everyone and some guy jump to conclusion, the conversation I wanted to have goes for another way and everyone have another idea of me+

That's why I wasn't able to having a conversation with you guys on DM+

When unfollow me and blocking me was a trend Crumbs say this:

"He doesn't able to defend himself and protect his friend", get ready Crumbs, here is my answer to that
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"He doesn't able to defend himself"
I don't want to have a fight around here on Twitter, I prefer ignored that fight, since I had some problems with Red and Google+

"He can't able to protect his friend"
Honestly, I don't want to help anyone around here, I'm usseless on that part, because once I'm trying to help somebody on the virtual world or in the real world, nobody appreciate the help I was trying to give
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And I figured that I'm usseless when Zack were asking me help for stop Calvin or Red for insulting thim and his friends or other thing+

Calvin and Red were my mutuals before, it was a war between them and I didn't know what to do, since I never had this problem before and I did everything I know in order to fix the things+

but the BIG problem it was I feel I need to choose a side and I didn't want to choose a side that day, because If I choose a side the other person would hate and in the end that happen+

Since I didn't choose a side, Zack begun to hate me day because he tought I was part of Red or Calvin and I was protecting them+

And I want to tell everyone about this:
I hate Red and Calvin too right now
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Yes guys, I done with Red and Calvin a few months and I'm so happy with that

Like everyone say to me before: "I'm glad that I'm done with these guys"
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I hate them. Because I was trying to help them when they have problem and they took my support, advice and help as a joke+

I tried to tell them the right thing, but none of them take my advice seriously+

That's why I don't want to help anyone around here, since nobody appreciate the support and help I was trying to give
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It wasn't my inttention on only "defend" Calvin or Red
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It just I'm not good with those things and everything didn't go well on how I wanted like always with these kind of conversation+

I'll say it once more, I don't want to be your friend again, since I know you guys don't want to be friends with me again
I respect your decision, but I'm doing this because of this:
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°I want to cleared the missunderstanding I did before
°I'm doing this because I'm feeling that I have to do it
°I don't want everyone has a wrong idea of me since nobody didn't hear my version and how I feel
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I want to stop with this hate we had each other, the hate you guys have with me

I'm sorry for everything, but that won't work, but I still need to say it but it's up to you if you want to accept my apologies
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And don't think you win this or something, this isn't because of win, this isn't because who is right about everything+

I know my mistake but I'm sure everyone knows the mistake you done before

Well, I don't know the mistakes of everyone but I'm gonna say all I know
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Genesis, you shouldn't take that tweet I copy very seriously, but I guess I shouldn't do that in the first place but I guess you exagerated and you was bit rude that day+

Crumbs, you shouldn't jump to conclusion, that's why that day everything goes wrong, because you didn't ask the things properly and instead of that you jump already to the conclusion and tought other thing I didn't wanted to say+

THESLPLAYER, you shouldn't take that tier list I made very seriously
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Well, that's all for this part

Zack I want to tell you something about you

Thank you
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First, CPTN1UPZ, we never know well, we don't know each other, I undestand the reason you made MurakumoMonday

Because MurakumoMonday became first, I know that, but honestly doing it just because you don't respect my hashtag and hate me, it's stupid honestly+

Look, I hate Red and (not much) Crumbs, Genesis, (and still hate the next one) Zack and other people
But that doesn't mean I won't gonna respect the hashtag like YagyuuMonday, ShikiSunday, YumiWednesday and BunDay+

But honestly, I could undestand how you feel, because I did HibariThursday because I hate Red+

And honestly I didn't feel well that moment, I didn't want to become like you and I don't want it+

And I guess that's all I can say about you, since we don't know each other and I guess nice words and words on how I feel won't gonna work+

Zack, you told me that I was a kid who wants attention and guess what, you were right+

I was a kid back there and I didn't notice and as you said I was a broken record, right now you won't gonna believe but right now I don't care on the amount of likes and the attention I want to have, because it's simple, I'm not you and other people+

And please, to everyone, don't take this words as something like Calvin saying, for example using a gif of Kingdom Hearts of "my friends, they are my power!", just DON'T+

That's the thing I don't want to see and I'll hate so much to see it (thinking on the type of words what Calvin is writing like he is in a movie or videogame it makes me sick, sorry, but I'm serious in this point)+

And now to the big mistake I made and didn't realize until the day I retweet that Bashou pic comparing her with a burning trash+

My big mistake it was trying to be like you guys
All I wanted is to be part of the group, to having the same treatment like you guys have, having the same attention you guys have with everyone
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That's all I wanted and at the same it was a a mistake on trying to be everyone around here+

All of those things I mention it didn't work

My other reason on making this thread it was because I don't want everyone see me as Red or Calvin
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They told me once that Red send a message to Genesis like an "apologies message" before but in the end it was a message of Red wanting some respect or something like that+

Honestly, I feel like I'm making this thread just because I want to have the respect I used to had before, but not in the way like Red did+

As I said, I'm not making this thread just because I want the respect back, I want to say the mistake I did and I regret on those mistake I did, just want to stop with this hate we have each other+

I'll unblock everyone I mention here aaaaaaaaaand I hope you guys can unblock me too+

But it's up to you if you want to accept my apologies, I won't gonna forced you, I respect your decisions+

One more thing and I wanted to say this things I learned:

Just because I like Kingdom Hearts and post some of it I'm not Calvin (please, don't look at me like as a second Calvin, JUST NO)
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Just because I like Hibari I'm not Red (no, no, NO)

Just because I like Shiki I'm not Zack

Just because I like Yumi and Yagyuu I'm not Crumbs and Genesis

Just because I like Ikaruga and Katsuragi I'm not Denko and Alt and other people+

Just because I like Murakumo I'm not CPTN1UPZ

Just because I'm doing the same things like you guys that doesn't mean I'm you or I'm one of yours, NO
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Hope everyone remember this:

I AM ME, I'M COTE and don't compare me with everyone you know around here

All the things I'm doing, I'm doing it for myself
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That was the main reason on doing this thread:
I didn't make this thread only for you guys, I did this because of me, for myself
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Hope everyone can remember this about me:

I'm not Rion, I'm not Denko, I'm not Crumbs, I'm not pn33millan, I'm not Genesis, I'm not Zack, I'm not Alt, I'm not CPTN1UPZ, I'm not Frotendo, I'm not you and I'm not everyone+

I'm Cote, I am me, nobody else, there's only one Cote who wrote this thread and you are looking it
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This is the end of this thread, thank you if you read it all+

And please, don't compare me with Calvin and Red, especially Calvin, that's the big thing I'm so worrying so much

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