Couldn’t sleep until 5am this morning from the anxiety & fear that hadn’t left my body for twelve hours after someone knocked on my door, ran, waited for me to open the door, & started to come up the stairs again until I saw what looked like a MAGA hat & slammed the door shut

I don’t want to perpetuate fear but he didn’t knock on anyone else’s door, he waited at the foot of the stairs. I’m on the second floor & the only POC on this side of my apartment complex. I can’t help but feel like it was targeted, even if just to intimidate me. I’m so tired.

I kept going back and forth on posting about it here but while I’m so happy to see some people celebrating all calmly, there are so many people just sitting in fear for the violence that might happen regardless of the final results & my body is wrecked with stress