Thread by @barloubrajae, A thread about efyam scenes in episode 9 season 4.Yamac came to [...]

A thread about efyam scenes in episode 9 season 4.
Yamac came to check on efsun a day after akin informed him,that she tried to protect him.
Efsun was alone during days,she couldnt sleep and she was suffering,since she couldnt accept killing Her grandmother
#EfYam #cukur ++

Efsun was in denial just like yamac after killing his father.
the parallels were put by gh,in order to show the pain and guilt efsun felt after makbule death.
After killing his father, y never tried to confront himself,he suffered,got crazy and was admitted to the asylum #efyam +

still he wasnt able to sleep,he found a solution in efsun,she was a remedy for him,she cured his wounds and made him sleep,she was his healer.
The reason behind the parallel of idris and makbule death is to show that efsun paid for Her sins
#EfYam #cukur ++

by killing Her grandmother,those who died didnt suffer like her,because as we saw in y conversation with E,whats worse is to live with the guilt of killing someone from your own blood,that guilt is worse than death,when you die your suffering ends
#efyam #cukur ++

while living with such a burden is very difficult and exhausting.
efsun was yamac healer,she helped him in his most difficult and tough days,now its up to y to become her healer,since he has a huge effect on her,and that was shown in episode 10,when she said #cukur #EfYam ++

"The woman reaches Her happiest moment when she touched the man"
Efsun lost hope in love just like yamac did,gokhan is insisting on the fact that they are living a bit the same destiny,while both of them lost hope,they found it again with each other.
#efyam #cukur ++

Efsun needed yamac by Her side,she always hid Her feelings towards him,she loved him unconditionnally but she needed his love To be healed.
The same can be said for yamac,since he needed efsun as well,and we saw that in episode 3 season 3
#cukur #EfYam ++

Yamac after being expelled by his own family,found refuge in efsun arms,he considered her his new home,she made him feel better,he didnt want her to leave him for a second,since she made him find peace and she surrounded him with love
#cukur #EfYam ++

Efsun just like yamac couldnt admit killing her grandmother with Her own hands.yamac had the same experience,he understands Her pain and suffering,he told Her that it Will not pass,means she Will need to live with the burden of killing Her grandmother++
#EfYam #cukur

despite all what happened,E needs to accept killing her grandmother,she needs to forgive
Herself,she needs to convince herself that she did the right thing.

Gh gave us a déjà vu of y and va scene from episode 19 season 3,in order to show us that E pain is equal To y one #EfYam +

efsun just like yamac is suffering, because of her conscience,besides the only man she loved and who she always protected wasnt there for Her in Her most lonely and desperate times.
Efsun felt hurt,lonely,she thought that yamac doesnt love her,that Her love is unrequited #EfYam +

that she sacrified Her life and wellbeing for him,while he didnt try to understand her.
he send akin for help, but he didnt check on Her later,however the reason behind that was that, first of all yamac was still mad at Her, since he thought that she betrayed him
#EfYam #cukur +

second because, he didnt believe that efsun Will kill Her grandmother for him,third since she asked him to leave,so he thought that she doesnt want him by Her side.
all that is due to his insecurity,because he feels that she Will never chose him,since he is inferior to Her #EfYam

After akin confirmed that E saved his life and that she killed two hitmans and Her grandmother to protect him,yamac wanted to give efsun and himself a little bit time, before their meeting,so as Her anger towards him decreases,so as They can have a healthy conversation.+
#EfYam

Efsun for the first time expresses Her feelings in front of yamac,she told him," I was always there for you",she meant that whenever he needed Her she was present to help him out,while till now yamac didnt sacrifice anything for her
#EfYam #cukur +++

he wasnt present when she desperately needed him.
Here gokhan gave us a spoiler that efsun sacrifices Will be rewarded,its yamac turn to protect Her and to take care of her,its up to him to love Her unconditionnally as she always did
#EfYam #cukur ++

The fact that cumali went to kill Efsun is a sign ,that yamac Will stand against the whole world for efsun,besides a spoiler was given in efyam conversation,when yamac said,you did it because you protected me,because you love me
#EfYam #cukur ++

and if i was in your place i would have done the same,because i love you,i love you so much.
Gokhan wanted to show us, that efsun and yamac love each other with the same intensity,now that they admitted their feelings Toward each other,nothing and no one can seperate them #efyam

because, when they are away from each other they lose control,they become desperate and lose hope in life,because they need each other,they complete each other,they are like fire and fuel,just like fire needs fuel to burn,they need each other to breath

#EfYam #cukur ++

finally yamac confessed his love for efsun,the question is, why yamac didnt confess his love before and he waited all that time.
The answer is that yamac was insecure about efsun feelings for him,since she never confessed Her love.
#EfYam #cukur ++

the fact that he has a competitor like cagatay, made him mad and jealous,he thought that he Will never be a part of efsun choice list,because indeed he had a woman pregnant from him,he had responsiblities toward Her and the baby
#EfYam #cukur ++

Due to his responsiblity toward nehir,yamac wasnt able to promise efsun of love,he was waiting for the right moment, in order to find a solution ,because he wanted to be with efsun but he didnt want to Hurt nehir.
#EfYam #cukur ++

The conversation between efsun and yamac from episode 25,was harsh for both of them,they both were angry,they hurt each other,yamac was planning to go back to efsun,while efsun decided to leave, because she thought that yamac gave up on Her.
#EfYam #cukur ++

As i said before,both yamac and efsun were Wrong,they hurt each other and suspected their feelings for each other,efsun thought that ,that fight was the end while yamac was waiting for efsun to calm down so as to have a conversation.
#EfYam #cukur ++

Some said that during that period yamac was intending to start over with nehir.
gokhan gave them the answer by making yamac sleep on the rooftop,but they didnt want to believe it ,now gokhan gave them the answer again from yamac himself
#cukur #EfYam ++

because,if yamac wanted to start a new beginning with nehir and Forgot about efsun he wouldnt have insisted on the fact that efsun was intending to leave him.
Whats more,even if efsun was leaving and yamac knew about it,he would have stopped her.
#EfYam #cukur ++

in that case the love confession would have happened since yamac didnt have the intention to leave efsun.
#EfYam #cukur ++

Y love confession was what E needed,the Word i love you, revived Her heart,it gave Her another reason to live.
She was in desperate need of y love.
yamac took efsun in his arms,kissed Her forehead,kissed Her passionately,he confessed his love and got emotional

#EfYam #cukur++

yamac was so sensitive,he related efsun a story,since he knew that stories heal.
In that moment, we saw that they were longing for each other,that they needed each other,that they were like a flower in need of spring to flourish
#EfYam #cukur ++

Their souls merged when they kissed,they touched each other hands and they felt unified To the infinity.
They wished that time stops so as They can get lost in each other eyes.
#EfYam #cukur ++

She cried for the first time in front of him,he was able To touch Her heart,he saw Her broken,he felt Her agony,he hugged Her pain and wished To have the ability To make Her pain disappear.
She looked at him,touched his face with Her magical hands
#EfYam #cukur ++

she Forgot about herself and asked him about his wounds.he answered with a soft voice "lets talk about you today" yamac inner voice was saying "i want To know what my beloved went through,now that i held your hand i gave as well the promise of never letting you go"
#EfYam #cukur

because, without you my soul is like a desert,dreaming of an oasis"
She related Her suffering to him,he got angry because she was intending to leave him,but he promised Her to delay the quarrel for another occasion
#EfYam #cukur ++

"since today is the lovers encounter day,its the day in which they gave vows of love,in which they promised each other of peace and serenity"
#cukur #EfYam ++

Efsun related to yamac about cengiz and makbule,she told him about Her pregnancy and said to him that, if he doesnt want the baby,she Will not impose Her desire of becoming a mother on him,she didnt mean that she Will abort the baby.

#EfYam #cukur +

but that she doesnt oblige him to be with her because of a baby.
Gokhan wanted to show the difference between nehir and efsun pregnancy.
When y knew about nehir pregnancy, he asked Her to abort,but after he remembered his father promise, he asked Her to keep the child. #EfYam +

With efsun his reaction was different,since efsun is the woman he loves,she is the woman with whom he was ready to start a new beginning,if nehir didnt show up pregnant.
The happiness on yamac face in the dream he saw with N,we didnt see it with nehir But with E
#cukur #EfYam+

that confirms my theory about, that efsun was supposed to give yamac the child from the beginning,since yamac saw that dream thanks To her,while he was sleeping next To Her womb.putting nehir in the dream was to insist on the fact that nehir made yamac think of sena
#EfYam +

he saw the dream he had with sena with nehir,but the real person meant by the dream was efsun.
The grain of love Will come from efsun,as i mentioned when i talked about salih and yamac discussion in episode 3 season 4.
#cukur #EfYam ++

From the beginning i said that nehir cant be the hope,since yamac doesnt love nehir.
things are getting clear now,since gokhan confirmed that efsun and yamac love each other deeply,the hope that yamac needed came from efsun.

#EfYam #cukur ++

I Will talk now about the scene, in which efsun was drinking wine.
I have done some researches and, i understood that, a pregnant woman can have a glass of wine a day,during the first trimester of pregnancy

#EfYam #cukur ++

Doctors dont recommend drinking for a pregnant woman at all but,if she feels in a desperate need of a glass of wine,she can drink one during the whole day,still it can have consequences on the baby health,but the risk isnt bigger during the first trimester.
#EfYam #cukur ++

In Efsun case,we saw the state in which she was,she wasnt able to sleep,drinking a little bit of wine was To help Her To sleep and calm down.
She was trying to get used to the situation,Her intention wasnt To hurt Her baby.

#EfYam #cukur ++

the proof is that, when yamac came to see Her she wasnt drunk.
means she drunk a little bit of wine in order to Feel better.
Remember in episode 22 season 3,that efsun was drinking whisky after Her discussion with yamac,whisky is stronger than wine
#EfYam #cukur ++

means if she wanted to abort or to harm the baby ,she could have drunk whisky and got drunk but she didnt do that,because even while she was broken,alone,sleepless,hurt,she thought about Her child.

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#EfYam

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