I check the iPhone 12 pro inventory page first thing every morning when I wake up. The new camera is going to change my life for the better, I can feel it.
Some granola in my plain skyr and I'm ready for work.
Walk to my office in the next room and sit down. Check the socials. Check the email. Check the window for signs of life that never materialize.
Walk to my office in the next room and sit down. Check the socials. Check the email. Check the window for signs of life that never materialize.
Life in the city was the right choice. Couldn't walk to the coffee shop and meet up with friends back home. Had to drive everywhere. The one on the corner closed back in June, but it'll open back up. Then I'll make friends. It'll be natural. I know it.
She left me on read because she's got things to do I don't blame her. I need to be ok with the silence and the solitude. The cat shows up when I'm late feeding him. It's better this way.
Had a dream last night. I was tied to a tree. This androgynous (is that word still ok to use?) person came up and dragged a knife around my beard, then peeled the skin off. My face was a bloody mask. I tried to scream. No sound came.
Woke up from an HBO Max notification.
Woke up from an HBO Max notification.
Put a league of legends stream on the TV while I make lunch. Trying this Jackfruit taco recipe I saw on her insta. Mine doesn't look as good. They looked like they were enjoying them in her picture. Worth a shot.
Work done for the day. Browse the socials and reddit for a while. Sun going down. Getting dark. Should turn on the lights but it doesn't really matter. Energy is a finite source and the light from my screen is enough. Almost dinner time. Not hungry. No notifications on the phone.
Eyes are beginning to ache. Lay down on the futon for a bit. Cracks in the ceiling like spiderwebs and I am the fly. Will call the handyman to fix it. Switch to a Call of Duty stream on the tv. Such a toxic community. Dude bros high-fiving their misogyny. Sick.
Check her onlyfans. No new videos. Add a tip just because it's the right thing to do. She'll appreciate it. Cat is howling at me from the kitchen. Need to feed him.
Street lights just turned on. I should go outside, take a walk. I'm tired and my phone needs to charge. I'll do it tomorrow. Need to check the socials.