you know what? no. fuck these people i am going to start fucking living. one and a half years ago i was studying at university and i was fucking LONELY i had nobody i was desperate and hopeless and depressed and suicidal so i made a big brave decision and dropped out
and after
and after
i didnt know where to fucking go or what to do i didnt know what would become of me and i had lost the little confidence that i had before
but i said fuck it and got this volunteer job at a clinic and i was treated like absolute fucking GARBAGE my colleagues saw that i was
but i said fuck it and got this volunteer job at a clinic and i was treated like absolute fucking GARBAGE my colleagues saw that i was
very vulnerable and most of them missed no chance to make me feel shitty. they didnt help me find my place or helped me in any way. and despite this i kept going
i was capable. i fought for myself and i regained some of my confidence. i was well liked by the patients. and when i
i was capable. i fought for myself and i regained some of my confidence. i was well liked by the patients. and when i
quit that was the best decision of my life.
i now work in the field which i wouöd like to pursue later. i am happy i have found my rhythm and i am being supöorted not only by my family but also by my colleagues. i feel so good about the work i do and just going to work doesn't
i now work in the field which i wouöd like to pursue later. i am happy i have found my rhythm and i am being supöorted not only by my family but also by my colleagues. i feel so good about the work i do and just going to work doesn't
give me headaches anymore. i am so thankful to my coworkers for being there for me and helping me find my place. they are awesome
so no i will never let myself be put down like this ever again because i know myself and i know i am capable and i know that i deserve to be treated
so no i will never let myself be put down like this ever again because i know myself and i know i am capable and i know that i deserve to be treated
like a human being.
i can do this and i am going to start living again
i dont give anything about what anybody thinks about me amymore because i am ME and i want to make MYSELF proud and do good for others
that is all that matters to me
and the rest can go away
i can do this and i am going to start living again
i dont give anything about what anybody thinks about me amymore because i am ME and i want to make MYSELF proud and do good for others
that is all that matters to me
and the rest can go away