A lot of thoughts running through my mind as I conclude the first week of the new school year. I learned rather quickly that even though I might not be feeling that things are running on all cylinders that's ok.
I've received messages of appreciation and gratitude from families and learners alike. I know that everyone is trying to do their best during this time. I don't even have an adjective to describe what this is like or at least that I feel would be most appropriate.
Even with all the issues that I notice as a teacher, this week was one week. I don't know what the year will bring, but seeing messages that I make a student laugh and less stressed and that I'm kind and caring is everything.
This is not to say that I can stop all the negative thoughts from ruminating inside my brain, but it is truly amazing the impact that educators can have on children.
I've always wanted to make a difference, and I feel now, in a way, I've been gifted with this unique situation that I can do something so important. When times might seem sad and somber, a smile, some classical music playing, and my calm disposition can mean all the difference.
I love this job and the impact that I can make on a daily basis. I might not know what the year will look like or won't truly know the impact that I have years down the road, but I can see real-time effects just during this week, and I look forward to what next week will bring.