I can’t believe it’s been five years since I completed my undergraduate degree and I’ve never had a permanent, full-time job.
Being a person with a disability can make it difficult to find meaningful employment. With Covid, things have been made exponentially more difficult. I’ve found zero jobs out there in the last month, and the ones I do qualify and apply for I never end up hearing back.
Because I’m unemployed and still living with my parents, I’m unfortunately being forced to join them as they move to another state. Not what I had ever envisioned, and I have no intention of staying longer than I have to.
I’m just so sick of everything. I’m frustrated. I’m exhausted. I know some people have it worse off, but damn I really just want to scream... and cry. I have no control over anything. My mental health has been kicking my ass. I hate this.