this is nervewracking to post so i'm gonna log off, but i'm proud of myself
hi, i just checked this before bed
i'm gonna cry ; - ; you're all so sweet. thank you so much for all the kind words, i was really anxious posting this but you all made me feel so much better. i don't know how to react but i feel even more motivated to stay healthy now.

for those asking how i did it - i have so much to write. i'll try to respond to DMs and questions with my personal experience. if you're struggling with an ED, i believe in you. ive dealt with this since i was 14, i'm 20 now. it's a painful and long uphill battle, but you'll win.