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All you fuckers aren't ready for this. I'm about to go into fucking detail about all the ways i was bullied. Even the passive agressive bullies who got off on thinking i didn't know when i did. https://twitter.com/motherofuckers/status/1302708814978920448
I want to start with freakshow. That is the teminology i made for this type of bullying. In it I'll also explain why i couldn't put a stop to it even though i was situationally aware. These types of bullies like to be very friendly and will be very friendly as their tormenting u.
To them you're their freakshow and they especially get off if they think you don't know you're being bullied. They pretend to laugh with you but instead laugh at you. Often times i am situationally aware but i get something similar to sleep paralysis when there's a lot of
Information to process. I keep trying to send the message to stand up for myself to my body but more shit to process gets piled on me so it never sends. So I'm trapped inside my mind while I'm forced to make a spectacle of myself completely paralyzed. I see them getting off
On me seemingly not realizing I'm being bullied. They're holding back theire laughter and looking at each other like there's an inside joke as they say they're my friend with cruelty in their eyes.
Then there's the savior complex bullies. All through elementary school they drill "bullying bad be nice to disabled people" which is a noble cause but ultimately creates a new bully more sinister than the last passive agressive bullying. The freakshow bullying ties into this
Category too and I'll further delve into why. Once you start middle school you start getting less straightforward bullies and more passive agressive bullies. When this transition happens you get savior complex bullies. This classification of bully is rather complicated as a lot
Do you guys want me to talk about allies of the disabled and nuerodivergent community that mean well but end up unintentionally treating the people they're trying to help like shit. I can also help teach people how i like to be treated.
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The ones with the savior complex that mean well but unitentally treat us like shit have a pattern that i decided to go into detail about afterall. When they find the nearest special ed kid to befriend they pity friend us. I don't mind trying to be kind to dosabled people and
Helping out when they get bullied. That's admirable. I take issue when they force themselves to be our friends but there's no genuine connection and also some nuerotypicals mean well but have no idea how to treat us properly especially young nuerotypicals. They're sent
Out on a mission to save the special ed kids from the mean ole bullies by elementary school teachers everywhere but but never taught how to support while treating us like human beings deserving of dignity and respect. Often they treat you like a helpless child and baby you.
And it's not the kids fault. The adults view us as pitiable and don't know how to treat us properly and they teach the kids this. They're trying to be nice so i don't fault them.
