End of my love affair
It took me a lot of courage to call it quits. It was my call and I did it. I had to, the relationship wasnt healthy. People who learnt about my break up reacted in 2 ways. Some very supportive,cited their own examples and suggested that it was for the best.
It took me a lot of courage to call it quits. It was my call and I did it. I had to, the relationship wasnt healthy. People who learnt about my break up reacted in 2 ways. Some very supportive,cited their own examples and suggested that it was for the best.
They told me that this will soon be a thing of the past n that in the long run Iâd be glad I took this step.Some were aghast. They felt I was being stupid. Things would be ok soon and quitting won't bring you any happiness. They said "think of other alternatives to make it work".
But by then I'd made up my mind and there was no turning back. I found it very difficult and painful to move on. Iâd lovely times that had always brought happiness to me. How could I be normal again?
I could not think of taking another meal. I wanted to quit eating altogether.
I could not think of taking another meal. I wanted to quit eating altogether.
I somehow managed to cope up and months passed on. I donât know if it was the sadness but I fell sick and in just 3 months, I lost 4 kgs. Many people told me that I looked good. Yes, a part of me was happy but my heart was heavy. How could people know that I was pining for him?
Then a few months back I saw him. At a wedding. I had no choice. I couldn't walk away. It started as a small thing. Slowly he started growing on me. They say distance makes a heart grow fonder. Very true. So many months of missing him suddenly made me want him more than ever.
My love had multiplied. I clung on to him at every possible opportunity. It was liberating but I had a gnawing feeling in my heart. I knew something was not okay. Lockdown was not helping. Made me want to hold on to him. Finally today morning I took the brave step.
I climbed on my weighing scale. The bubble broke. I'd put on 5 kgs.
I had to leave him -Mr. WHITE RICE.
Yes when I see a sambar or rasam I'll be reminded of you. But no. We are not meant to be. I'm sorry. I'm ending our sweet lil love affair.
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Hello Millets, I'm Choo.
I had to leave him -Mr. WHITE RICE.
Yes when I see a sambar or rasam I'll be reminded of you. But no. We are not meant to be. I'm sorry. I'm ending our sweet lil love affair.
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Hello Millets, I'm Choo.
