Feeling very down after finally making the decision to not send baby girl back to in-person classes this Fall because:

~ I know it’s a privilege to do so & I hate that not everyone has this option
~ I’m still working full-time & not sure how I’ll balance teaching and caregiving

I just don’t think it’s safe in general rn & have been informed that baby girl won’t have a one-on-one EA. Although I’m pretty sure she understands a lot of what’s happening, it’ll just be hella confusing. She needs/loves to dance & move around the room and won’t be able to.

Anyways, will still be demanding and advocating for a #SafeSeptemberAB but feeling really low and altogether uncertain at the moment.