It's hard NOT to be a FUCKBOY in a society, where every other friend or person around you is not a virgin and they tell you this openly key ' yar kab kahan aur kesay kia which diverts your mind to try the out the same things instead of waiting for Nikkah. Secondly..

when there are so many Prostituties in Lahore which you can easily get in every corner of society such as in form of street prostitutes which offer you their body for 2k or 2.5k for the whole night and you can easily find them on a signal or certain places if you know them.

or prostitutes who run massage centres now in every corner, offering full service too just for 3k and body massage for 2k. Infact now they're hiring foreign girls which you can easily indulge with just for 6k.

I know all this cuz i know people who avail these offers and will tell you to do the same and stop waiting for things in a halal way and they will tell you ke yar itne nakhre kon uthai larkiyon ke jaa kar karo bus aur pesay dou. Which then again makes you wanna try it. Lastly,

girls these days are mostly gold diggers and unloyal ( boys are too , but as i'm a boy i'll talk from girls presepective ). I know girls who will cheat on their boyfriend for another guy and i've experienced it..

this girl had a boyfriend and took me to an empty class in uni, holded my hands and put them between her legs with a dupatta on them so no one can see from outside and squeezed her legs onto them.

I was kinda shocked key iska tou banda hai aur isko dost samjhta tha and then ghar jakay she asked if i liked her i was like noo, tumhara banda hai main soch bhi kesay sakta yar, she said agar chor doon? and i told her dobara nai milun ga tumsey we are crossing limits.

Same thing happened to me when i met with one of my girl-friend form social media for the first time in cinema, she started to put her hand in my shirt and touching me thinking ke horny hokay khud karun ga..

tried to forcefully push my face twards her for french kiss, which i legit pushed away 2-3 times ke yar nai karni wtf is wrong with you movie daikho. She said chumi se kya houta hai..

Atlast i left her in cinema dhaka dey kar jise meri shirt bhi phati halki si cuz she was forcefully putting her hand on my chest and i went home. After that I received messages agli bar room karwa lou, and this wasn't a prostitute she was a Ache khase gharani ki larki

studying in a private medicial university in Lahore. I don't talk to her now neither did i meet her again. Khair due to word limit i'm just gonna put down these two stories although i've many more..

i can easily post screenshots of many girls which such behaviour but i'd never do that kunkey, Aurat ki izzat subse pehlay hai & although i have all the screenshots with me but mujhe muft ka fame nai chea kisi ko expose karky ya cool baney ka shoq nai. And in the end

i'll just say that it's all about your Nafs and how your parents raised you, i know my limits and i always believe virginity is my biwi ka haq and although i had and have many options i'd never cross certain limits.

This doesn't mean i haven't gone astray ever aur doodh ka dhula hua or never kissed a girl or something like that, i have done things but i never exposed the names and always kept it lowkey but yes there are certain limits you just don't cross even if other person wants you too.

Love is a beautiful thing when it comes to you and i hope this patience which i'm holding up for years finally pays in form of a good wife. Ameen!! Lastly i'll just add key it never was and it'll never be easy not be a fuckboy.

Thankyou to everyone who took out time to read it.