To those who feel like suicide is there only way out... hear me out...
Tuesday 28th July I took 17 pills in an attempt to end my life.

I had had enough of living. I felt like things were never gonna get better. I didnt love myself either I thought i was a failure.

And I almost succeeded in killing myself
I was in hospital for 2 days and had drip bags for the duration of those two days to clean my liver. My liver was hurting. I didnt sleep either because my body was rejecting the pills and forcing them back up. So i was vomiting for 12 hours straight. Alongside having 2 seizures.
I was later discharged on the terms that i accept therapy and counselling. As this wasn’t my first time attempting to commit suicide i was on my last strike with the mental health team before they sectioned me.

And you know what...
I can tell you for a fact. It gets better. Life gets better. The darkness that your mind is in, the overwhelming thoughts and the constant thoughts that trigger you dont last forever.

You WILL experience peace. And you WILL be breathing while you experience that peace
So please if you see this. Dont give up on life.

Because there’s so much to live for. Even tho it may not seem like it now there is so much to live for.

You are loved and cherished. You’re not a failure. You’re not a bad person.
The world NEEDS you because your existence brightens other people’s lives.

Sometimes you have the thought “they’d be better off without me”. They wouldn’t. They’d be so torn by your departure because you mean the HEAVENS to them.
Sometimes you have the thought “I’m a bad person, i dont deserve to be alive, I’ve failed” and i can tell you now that is not true.

There is good in you. You DESERVE to be breathing and you DESERVE to be HAPPY. You haven’t failed anyone at all and we’re all proud of you
The storm passes. The thoughts fade away. And PEACE comes. Your life doesn’t have to end here. It doesn’t have to end prematurely.

So please, DM me if you need someone to talk to.

It gets better man... just hang in there please 😔
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