whats my course of action for, like, getting more involved w shit cuz im stewing.. im socially stunted and the idea of joining any sorta political/activist group w no friends joinin with me is bonkers. on top of the fact that theyre all exclusively meeting on zoom rn. scary

i know theres a right answer and i know its "dont be a fucking weirdo just start doing it." im not necessarily fishing for answers i just think too much

anyway if i could just get over this hurdle i think some of my biggest issues (i want a social life. i want to learn and do more. the world is crumbling to dust) would be a little less big