For those who did know, I got COVID-19 two months ago (to me more precise, one week before Gila's debut)
Ok, I got my studies some days ago about my lungs.
I'll try to explain in a simple way the symptoms so you can make some precautions and my experience with it.
Ok, I got my studies some days ago about my lungs.
I'll try to explain in a simple way the symptoms so you can make some precautions and my experience with it.
First of all, you can or not know if you have it with some symptoms, but the problem is, you can feel like you have regular symptoms from other diseases. Like cold, Low appetite, or like me, I felt my throat very small, like if I wasn't able to pass something like food or water.
I started with that during 4 days. Until the 5 day, I got a fever from nowhere and it was a really high one (Regular body temperature is 36.1°C to 37.2°C approximately) and well, my body was in 40°C, the worst thing was..I didn't feel it. I just not felt sick or something.
You can think "Ey, that's good news" but it wasn't, I knew it was COVID-19 because I feel bad with regular sicks and fevers, and I got really scared because of it.
It wasn't until the night that everything became worse
It wasn't until the night that everything became worse
It was midnight when I felt very tired and a sensation of being crushed in my chest started really hard. My dad was with me all the time and we started watching anime (because he is a lovely person and support me with my hobbies). I ate a cookie just to feel a little better too.
It was a really long night, at 6 AM I felt a really tired sensation and didn't wanted to sleep because I thought I will die if I sleep.
Interesting thing was.. my dad told me he checked my body temperature after 10 minutes of sleep and it was 36.5°C instead of 40°C.
Interesting thing was.. my dad told me he checked my body temperature after 10 minutes of sleep and it was 36.5°C instead of 40°C.
The strangest sensation I experienced with a sick. My dad and mom got it too but the symptoms were different.
Dad only coughed for 4 days and only that.
Mom was the most damaged of all, she felt very tired and did wanted to eat or do anything, it stayed like this 8 days.
Dad only coughed for 4 days and only that.
Mom was the most damaged of all, she felt very tired and did wanted to eat or do anything, it stayed like this 8 days.
Both parts are hard, having COVID and recovering from it.
I remember being really scared, having panick attacks, felt very tired (I slept 14 hours one day) sometimes low hungry and other high appetite. I felt depressed sometimes too.
Until Gila's debut
I remember being really scared, having panick attacks, felt very tired (I slept 14 hours one day) sometimes low hungry and other high appetite. I felt depressed sometimes too.
Until Gila's debut
You see, I wasn't able to enjoy anything because I only thought of that.
But when Gila's made her debut, I was mentally saved.
Even if I can't understand japanese very good, the fact about Gila being energetic and cheerful in her debut really make me feel better.
But when Gila's made her debut, I was mentally saved.
Even if I can't understand japanese very good, the fact about Gila being energetic and cheerful in her debut really make me feel better.
The Toni came. She sounded very sweet and comforting and because of it I felt even better.
Of course the panick attacks and that didn't stop actually, but I was able to control them better. Sometimes I felt like I was running out of air and all that, like 30 times per day.
Of course the panick attacks and that didn't stop actually, but I was able to control them better. Sometimes I felt like I was running out of air and all that, like 30 times per day.
What I'm saying (besides being grateful to these two wonderful girls) is, the recovering is hell hard, you need something or someone to support you and make the ambient easier and being very careful about your health in both body and mind
Right now I'm still recovering, is a hard process and I started to medicate me just a few days ago.
Body recovering is hard, but mentally speaking is even harder. I didn't wanted to talk about (because I felt scared or depressed) it until now.
Body recovering is hard, but mentally speaking is even harder. I didn't wanted to talk about (because I felt scared or depressed) it until now.
A while ago I said "NAN-A saved the quarantine", but the true things is NAN-A saved MY quarantine.
Thanks to everyone who knew about this for support me, and thanks for reading this.
I'll try harder to do my best.
Thanks to everyone who knew about this for support me, and thanks for reading this.
I'll try harder to do my best.